Chapter 287: Can't Face Him

Qi Hao's words obviously shocked Shen Xueyao, and she fell into a stupor with her eyebrows furrowed for a while, and it was difficult to come back to her senses.

She didn't expect that it was Qi Zhenwu who covered up the truth of the matter, so that the people of the Zhang family never found out the real murderer who killed Zhang Manqing, and even her own son could hide it.

What kind of feeling (affection) can make Qi Zhenwu choose someone else and betray his wife? Shen Xueyao felt incomprehensible.

"Although the Qi family did not have the current power back then, it was still easy to cover up a person's death. My mother died in a psychiatric hospital, and he shut up all those who knew about it, and blocked the news of my mother's death for several months before telling the Zhang family that she was mentally ill. โ€

"The Zhang family really thought she was crazy, and they would definitely not spread the truth of such humiliation, so my mother's cause of death was completely covered up by my father on the grounds that the family ugliness should not be publicized."

After Qi Hao finished speaking, there was silence again.

Shen Xueyao couldn't believe it, the truth of the matter (Qingqing) was actually like this, and it completely depended on Qi Zhenwu alone.

"Are you telling the truth? Why did he hide the truth about this (qing)? Obviously, my mother has married the Shen family, and Zhang Manqing is his wife. After a long time, Shen Xueyao asked sneeringly, her voice much softer.

In other words, what about her mother, and what does it have to do with him?

Even if it is hidden, it should be the people of the Shen family who do this.

"He didn't (love) my mother." Qi Hao said calmly in his voice, as if he was expounding on something that had nothing to do with him.

He said slowly: "There have been three women in his life, one is your mother, the other is my mother, and Du Ruo. โ€

"Of the three women, he (loved) two, but my mother was the victim of the cooperative marriage, and the saddest of all became the one who carried it all."

"He really likes your mother, so he doesn't have any feelings for my mother, and he doesn't feel guilty until after my mother dies, and he does something to my son as a father."

Zhong Xiaoyu was Bai Yueguang to Qi Zhenwu when he was young, and Du Ruo was the woman he used to accompany him when he was old, only Zhang Manqing was a dispensable person, who ended her life hastily, and even the real reason for her death had to be buried by her husband after her death, for another woman.

Although Qi Hao's tone was indifferent, Shen Xueyao's heart still trembled violently and fell into silence.

Zhang Manqing's life may only be sad and ridiculous.

But it was her mother who harmed her whole life, and they actually forgot everything (love).

Thinking that Qi Hao lost his mother when he was younger than himself, his father didn't (love him) because he didn't (love ร i) his mother didn't even (love ร i) him.

Later, another woman gave birth to another child for him, and his father gave all his attention and love to someone else.

When he grew up, Qi Hao had to protect himself from being persecuted by Du Ruo and Qi Feng, and he had to accept his father's test and strive to become an heir, and he had to spend a lot of energy to investigate the truth about his mother's death.

This is a difficulty that Shen Xueyao can't imagine, she also lives a life under the fence in the Shen family, but it is simply too simple compared to Qi Hao.

She had no interest in the Shen family's property, had no intention of fighting for it, and forgot about the events of the year (qingqing), thinking that her mother died of overwork.

Rao is like this, she feels that living in the Shen family makes her breathless, and she wants to escape several times.

Living alone in the Qi family, without anyone in his situation, how did he come over?

Shen Xueyao didn't dare to think about it anymore, she only felt guilt, a thick guilt that almost overwhelmed her.

"I'm sorry, it was my mom who killed your mom." Finally, Shen Xueyao said out loud.

She lowered her head, she didn't have the courage to look directly into Qi Hao's eyes, she would be weak.

Ding Yuanle is right, she does owe the Qi family a life. Her mother should have been able to bear the wrong things (qing) when she did them.

"Yaoyao, your mother's inability was because my mother had her injected with hallucinogens, and if she hadn't done this, she wouldn't have died." Qi Hao pursed his lips and said.

"So you don't have to feel too guilty, it's not your mother's fault."

"Qi Hao, you don't have to comfort me anymore, you can't blame your mother for killing herself?" The corners of Shen Xueyao's lips showed a wry smile, and she slowly shook her head and said.

"I watched my mother push your mother downstairs, no matter what happened at first, it was my mother's hand."

"No wonder Ding Yuanle will find someone to kidnap me and inject me with hallucinogens, all for revenge." Shen Xueyao's brain was clever, and she suddenly thought of it.

Maybe Ding Yuanle knew the truth of the matter (qingqing) from the beginning, she dragged herself into the events of the year little by little, injected (shot shรจ) hallucinogens, and let Wang Ma take care of herself, did she want to make herself remember?

Is it because she feels that she is the daughter of a murderer, but she forgets about it, so she is extremely angry?

Maybe she has a deep feeling for the dead Zhang Manqing.

At this moment, Shen Xueyao seemed to be able to understand Ding Yuanle's hatred for herself.

"Yaoyao, this is the truth of all the things I have investigated, and I already know the real reason for my mother's death. As for your mother......" Qi Hao frowned, and stopped at this point.

"Your mother, she killed herself."

Shen Xueyao didn't show surprise for the first time when she heard Qi Hao's words.

She probably already thought about it.

"My mom, she's actually been mentally ill for a long time, even though she's been trying to stay normal in front of me." Shen Xueyao said.

"What she didn't know, I was woken up several times by her dream crying several times after that, and she kept apologizing even when she was asleep. At the time, I didn't understand, it turned out that she was just forced (sexually) to suppress this in the depths of her memory, just like me. โ€

When Shen Xueyao said this, the memories that had faded and were almost disappearing came up little by little, and the picture suddenly became clear.

Mom's sad cry in the middle of the night, and the sound in her mouth

Whispering, she had heard it closely, all of them were one sentence: I'm sorry.

Later, my mother's mental state became worse and worse, and she couldn't go to work several times, and she always thought that her mother was just having an ordinary illness.

The vision in front of him gradually blurred, and it seemed as if something came out of his eyes, wetting his face.

Qi Hao shouted a little nervously, "Yaoyao." โ€

He raised his hand and wanted to wipe Shen Xueyao's tears.

Shen Xueyao turned her head and avoided Qi Hao's outstretched hand.

Qi Hao's hand froze in the air.

"Mom, she must have remembered this incident back then, and she would commit suicide if she couldn't stand the blow." When Shen Xueyao said this, she couldn't cry anymore.

Mom has always been a very kind woman, how can she accept that she killed someone? Moreover, that person is a mother like her.

Maybe it's because this incident has put too much pressure on her, and her spirit will weaken a little bit and be on the verge of collapse, right?

"Yaoyao, the matter (Qingqing) has passed." Qi Hao saw Shen Xueyao crying, and there was a hint of panic in his eyes.

"Don't cry, drink the porridge first, okay? It's going to be cold. โ€

"I'm not hungry, you go out, let me calm myself down for a while." Shen Xueyao sniffed, suppressed the tremor of her voice, and said.

The truth of the matter (Qingqing) is already clear, but her heart has not relaxed at all, but has become heavier and heavier.

It was like crushing a huge stone, leaving her breathless.

That's a very heavy weight.

"Yaoyao, you've been sleeping for four days, are you really not going to eat?" Qi Hao still asked again, his face full of worry.

This time, Shen Xueyao didn't answer him again, but closed her eyes, as if she had fallen asleep again.

Qi Hao went out.

Shen Xueyao didn't open her eyes, letting tears flow out of the corners of her eyes, slipping down, and wetting the pillow.

She didn't know how to describe her heart (affection), she just felt that the arrangement of fate was too ridiculous.

In the previous generation, her mother, Qi Hao's mother, and Qi Hao's father were entangled endlessly, and they had so many grievances.

And in this generation, she actually came together with Qi Hao by mistake, and she couldn't extricate herself from him.

At the same time, Qi Hao's sister was deeply disgusted with herself, and designed to kill herself and Qi Hao's child.

She understands her heart, and she also knows that Qi Hao (loves) her, but when facing the cost of two generations of lives, how can she put everything aside and be with Qi Hao?

Now she not only has to face the child she was killed by Ding Yuanle's design, but also knows that her mother killed Qi Hao's mother, so many heavy shackles, what should she do?

"Mom, I'm really tired and in pain, what should I do?" Shen Xueyao finally couldn't help crying bitterly and whimpered.

"Why am I carrying so much? How should I face Qi Hao now? What should I do? โ€

She didn't have an answer, and no one would give her an answer, at this moment, Shen Xueyao really felt what it was called

Hope.

"If you knew from the beginning that I was going to be carrying so much pain now, it would be better not to start in the first place. What if I hadn't promised him to be his wife at that time? โ€

At that time, she felt that no matter how Qi Hao was, she was not as uncomfortable as the Shen family, who would have thought that this would be the case now?

(Love ร i) a person can be so painful that she retreats and feels a deep sense of regret.

and Ding Yuanle, for the fact that she killed her own child, she still can't help but let go. Similarly, she didn't think that Qi Hao would let go of Zhang Manqing's death easily.

How can two people who are also unable to let go come together?

Qi Hao, can I really continue to face you? How am I going to face you?

(End of chapter)

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