Chapter 336: Not Willing to Be Ordinary
What's more, Yan Yan has already seen that the relationship between Baili Jialie and the woman is definitely not ordinary, but the two have never admitted it as a couple, which is enough to prove that the two must be ambiguous with the child, Yan Yan didn't want to let Xiang Chunmei trouble Baili Jialie because of his own affairs, so he shook his head lightly.
"I'm sorry Sister Xiang, my mind is very messy right now, so I don't know which solution is the best solution. But what I'm sure of is that if it weren't for your presence this time, I might not be in this world anymore, so it was you who saved me, and I will definitely remember to repay it well. ”
Yan Yan said seriously, as if she had become more indifferent to everything she said to Chunmei now. But when it comes to repaying Xiang Chunmei, she is very serious and affirmative, Xiang Chunmei doesn't want to see this, what she wants to see is that Su Nuo has evil retribution.
What's more, she saved Yan Yan, just because she really treated Yan Yan as a friend, her friend was in danger, if she could, of course Xiang Chunmei would come forward, she had no way to turn a blind eye.
So now that Xiang Chunmei heard Yan Yan's set of remarks, she hurriedly waved her hand, she hoped that Yan Yan would be able to sort out the important order of what she wanted to do now.
"Don't think so, I'm not doing so much for you to thank me or make you repay me or anything. You have to cheer up now, and you have to see Su Nuo's true colors, think about everything he did for you before, I must accompany you to get justice! ”
Maybe it's because the real living environment is different, and the personality is completely opposite, Yan Yan really doesn't have such an idea as Xiang Chunmei until now, I saw her smile indifferently, and then nodded lightly.
"I will naturally remember what you said to my sister, but now I want to be alone and quiet. I have an idea in my mind that may be very different from what you think, let me think about it first, how to express it, and then if I think clearly, I will come back to you. ”
Seeing that Yan Yan's face was now haggard, and his face was almost pale, without any blood, Xiang Chunmei felt distressed.
After hearing her say this, she naturally didn't continue to pestle here, and after a few more words, she left the room first with some unease.
However, in terms of work, Xiang Chunmei told the supporting actress in advance in the past few days that there may be some things that need to be dealt with, and the supporting actress didn't ask too much.
Xiang Chunmei can also put aside her work during this time, anyway, she must protect Yanyan to the end, and see if this matter has a result, so that she can completely put her mind at ease and do her own thing.
But what Xiang Chunmei didn't expect was that when she saw Yan Yan again at dinner time, she would say such surprising words.
"Sister Xiang, I've thought about it clearly, I have written down all the things you told me during the day, it turns out that this world we imagine is even more bizarre, I feel as if I have really begun to understand this world from today, we are still too small, I want to be stronger!"
When the words and faces of the usual good girl image suddenly filled her eyes with determination, and when she looked at Xiang Chunmei and said that she wanted to be stronger, Xiang Chunmei couldn't think of what she was referring to to becoming stronger.
Even a little panicked for a while.
The things I described to her were all bad things, and I really didn't say anything special to Yan Yan, and I was really afraid that she would misunderstand.
So Xiang Chunmei didn't even dare to listen to Yan Yan continue, and quickly interrupted her and said, "Did you understand something wrong, we were originally human beings, in fact, we don't have to worry about other strange things in this world." This time, Su Nuo, the nasty ghost, came to the door, and after that, I still hope that you will live the life of an ordinary person, otherwise it will be too dangerous. ”
Xiang Chunmei's tone of voice now is almost like an elder with a smile.
In Xiang Chunmei's own opinion, this is indeed the case, seeing Yanyan like a flower in a greenhouse, she has been well protected by her parents since she was a child, but now she says something that she wants to go to the outside world. Xiang Chunmei didn't want to see her do that, and if she could sway her thoughts, she wouldn't agree.
But after listening to what you said, she still shook her head with a firm expression, she thought about it for a while, she knew that she had figured out what she should do in the future.
"But I don't want to be ordinary for the rest of my life. For more than 20 years, I really just wanted to be an unknown person, and I thought that my life should be like this for the rest of my life. But this time, I found that I didn't want to live like I used to be, including the harm that Su Nuo did to me, and I also had to rely on my own ability to get the results I wanted in person. ”
What is the so-called result, Xiang Chunmei naturally doesn't know, but when these words came out of Yan Yan's mouth, it was not a feeling of wanting revenge on Su Nuo, and even said it very indifferently, as if Su Nuo was obviously planning to take Yan Yan's life before, and it was not a big deal for her at all.
Xiang Chunmei is really surprised now, she never thought that Yan Yan would make such a decision, not to mention that even if she is like herself, even if she has been inexplicably involved in all kinds of messy things, she is still an ordinary person after that. Yan Yan really wants to become stronger, so it's not easy.
"But what are you going to do now? We'll talk about it later, but now your parents, as well as your relatives and friends, how are you going to deal with it? ”
Xiang Chunmei frowned, she always felt that she might not be able to guess what Yan Yan really thought now, but because she couldn't guess it, she was even more worried.
After hearing Xiang Chunmei's question, Yan Yan's firmness finally showed a hint of relaxation, although there was still a blank look in his eyes, but compared to when he talked to Xiang Chunmei before, it had also changed a lot.
I saw that she had a flat smile on her face, shook her head gently, and when she looked at Xiang Chunmei again, the firmness of her eyes came back again.
"Frankly, I really don't know, if I have the ability to compete with Su Nuo now, I don't want to hurt him. Maybe you don't understand me, Sister Xiang, but I really don't want to fight violence with violence. The reason why I want to be strong is because I want to get in touch with another world that I don't know, and as I said before, I want to repay you. It can be seen that you should have had as hard work as we imagined, because of those strange things, I want to be with you, okay? ”
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When Yan said this, Xiang Chunmei even saw that her eyes were full of anticipation.
Xiang Chunmei was confused, she really didn't live the life that a normal person should live, she was scared every day, and she had experienced so many lives and deaths, I really didn't know how Yan Yan could hear the part that she longed for from her own description.
In this way, Xiang Chunmei was even more anxious, she hurriedly put down her hand, grabbed Yan Yan's arm strongly, and the tone of her words was even more anxious.
"But it's too dangerous! And like I said, you should think about the things you need to worry about right now. Even if you want to confess directly to your parents, I will support you, but we can't choose to run away. ”
Xiang Chunmei didn't know why she was so eager to let Yan Yan return to her happy life, even if she really envied Yan Yan's past, but now a lot has indeed changed.
Xiang Chunmei also felt that it was a little too much, but she couldn't hide it for a while.
Yan Yan has always had a gentle temper, even though the tone of Xiang Chunmei's speech was already a little anxious, she still shook her head gently, as if she had really made up her mind.
"It's not like I haven't thought about anything, I know that Su Nuo is very similar to me, and I really don't remember anything before. She must also want to feel the feeling of being free and alive again, and I don't know how to get my parents to accept the facts now, so I want to go back to see them, but I don't want to find fault with Su Nuo and Su Nuo for the time being. ”
Hearing Yan Yan say this, Xiang Chunmei was completely shocked, when a person replaced you and occupied your life, what she never expected was that Yan Yan could be so generous that she could tolerate the other party first and continue to do so selfishly.
Seeing that Xiang Chunmei was so shocked, Yan Yan's face showed an apologetic expression.
She knows that her current thoughts are just nonsense, according to the way of normal people, she should work hard to get back what should belong to her, including her parents, and she should also have her own protection.
But for some reason, even now there is really no way to forgive Su Nuo in his heart. Yan Yan still thinks that Su Nuo should be innocent, and Su Nuo and Su Nuo should not do anything bad to their parents.
After saying this, Yan Yan added with some hesitation, hoping that Xiang Chunmei could understand what she was thinking now.
"You told me before that they only came home to see my parents on weekends, maybe what I can do at this stage is to free time with them so that my parents can see me as intact as I am now."
When it comes to her parents, Yan Yan is also worried and ashamed, but she knows that she really can't pretend that nothing happened and return to them now.
"But it's a lot, I don't dare to think about it for the time being, I'm afraid that my parents won't be able to accept it after knowing the truth, they are old after all......"
Yan Yan lowered her head as she said this, and Xiang Chunmei looked at her vaguely expressing her truest thoughts, but she felt guilty because of this, and she couldn't help it.
(End of chapter)