A year ago

"Have you heard of Jiuxi in the management class? It is said that the character is very poor. ”

"I'm addicted to lying, I used to be in high school, and I was in love with my teacher."

"Tut-tut, why is this so?"

"Without parental education, that's what it would be."

"Then let's stay away from her, I've heard that this bad habit is contagious."

Ye Yingying listened to the discussion of those people in front of her, the pen in her hand stopped, she looked at the crowd who spoke, all of them were people she knew, classmates, and one or two from the next class, who came to chat in class.

Ye Yingying doesn't like this kind of person who speaks ill of people behind her back, which she hasn't seen Jiuxi, and she doesn't evaluate it, but these people are spreading behind her back, and she feels that her character is not much better.

So she doesn't ask questions curiously, and she doesn't follow them, she just silently stays away from those people, and sometimes when she passes by, she sees Jiuxi sitting quietly in the library reading books, and she thinks that what those people say is false.

However, the two of them didn't have much to do with each other, and it didn't seem good to rush forward, so every time Ye Yingying saw it, she looked at it from a distance, and then left.

"It's not just our class, it's other classes, it's other people your age who say it, I don't think it's true, but they seem to believe what they hear and never try to verify whether it's right. I find it a little pathetic. ”

Jiuxi took a deep breath and said, "So what does it matter?" The truth is in the hands of a few. Isn't it? ”

Jiuxi smiled at her, and Ye Yingying suddenly brightened up and laughed too.

Those people had never gotten along with Jiuxi, and it would be a very happy thing if they became friends with her, she thought.

After arriving at the dormitory, the two of them went separately, Yu Hua hasn't come back yet, she has been crazy to participate in club activities recently, or the Hanfu Club club, and finally I don't know how she got it, and the relationship with the president is good, and she even gave her a sixth minister to play with.

According to Yu Hua, "I am in charge of money, and I am the head of the household department." ”

"Does the club have a lot of money?"

"There aren't many anymore, and a lot of events have to be sponsored. I saw that the club had no money, so I sponsored a thousand. ”

..... "That's why I'm the head of the household department for you!" Nine Creek Forehead.

"So if you continue to have no money in the future, as long as you sponsor it, right?"

"That's not true, but it seems that the people in the household department have a job duty to pull sponsorship.....

Jiuxi is a little helpless, isn't it obvious to treat her as a wronged leader? However, this injustice has not yet been revealed.....

"Yu Hua, there are some things I have to make clear to you in advance, this kind of thing may trigger a vicious circle, once they ask you to sponsor, you agree without hesitation, then they have no incentive to go outside to solicit sponsorship, anyway, shouting that you will have money. So the next time you are called sponsored, try to say no. Don't let go. ”

"No......" Yu Hua was stunned, at that time, everyone saw that her expression was very sincere, according to what she said, let her be the head of the household

Is it using her?

"Not necessarily, but you can try it next time."

After that, Yu Hua was busy with this and that every day, and sometimes he didn't have time to eat with Jiuxi, so Jiuxi went to the canteen to eat by himself.

At nine o'clock in the evening, Yu Hua came back in a huff.

"Sure enough, they're all bad guys!"

Yu Hua poured himself a glass of water, drank it vigorously, couldn't get angry, and poured another glass.

"What's wrong?"

"Jiuxi, you're right, these people really treat me as a cash cow. Isn't there another chrysanthemum exhibition recently? Everyone suggested that they should go to the West Lake to go shopping, which was nothing, but there was a subway and they had to take a taxi. ”

"I said, that's okay, you can pay for the taxi. And they said, "Isn't there money in the public account?" ”

"Is that money so wasted? If I had known that this was the case, I would not have sponsored the 1,000 yuan anyway. ”

“.... And then after? ”

"Later, they said that they could pull sponsorship, but I didn't go to pull sponsorship, and if I couldn't pull it, I had to pay for it, just like you said. In a fit of anger, I handed over to them overnight and quit the company. ”

“.... Forget it, it's okay, the 1,000 yuan will be regarded as charity. ”

"Hmm. I'm a little unhappy though. ”

"Why don't you go out and have some ice together? I heard Yingying say that there is a new one outside the school to make ice, which is delicious. ”

"Jiuxi, you've been getting along with Ye Yingying recently!" Yu Hua pursed his lips aggrievedly.

"Say what? You're definitely my best friend, not one of them. ”

"You too! Let's go eat ice! ”

Jiuxi looked at Yu Hua, who was happy again with a word, and followed her out with a smile.

In fact, it's better to be as simple as her, there are no worries, although she seems to be carefree, but there is still a little sadness in her heart, but fortunately, the people around her treat her very well, so that the worries in her heart are also dissolved.

When he went out, he happened to meet Tang Liju, who had finished his internship in the library, and Yang Xiaoyuan behind him.

"Sister Jiuxi, it's been a long time."

Tang Liju blushed and took the initiative to say hello.

Jiuxi nodded politely at him, then looked at Yang Xiaoyuan, frowned, and pulled Yu Hua away.

"Senior, do you know each other?" Yang Xiaoyuan pointed to Jiuxi and asked Tang Liju, Tang Liju watched Jiuxi leave, his eyes were sad, and he only nodded slightly after listening to Yang Xiaoyuan's words.

"I heard that she seduced her schoolgirl's boyfriend..... Also seduced the teacher ....."

Tang Liju turned his head, and his sharp eyes shocked Yang Xiaoyuan's heart.

"Don't talk nonsense if there is no basis, and the school has not also issued an announcement, it is slandered, and the person who spreads rumors has also been punished with a demerit."

Yang Xiaoyuan's face turned pale, she bit her lip and didn't speak again, Tang Liju didn't care about her when she saw this, so she went straight to buy her own things, and Yang Xiaoyuan followed behind her step by step, until she returned to school.

"Classmate, why have you been following me lately?"

"I just want it

Is it so difficult to contact you? Yang Xiaoyuan said aggrievedly, her eyes were a little moist, as if it would rain heavily in the next second.

"I rarely use my phone, so there's no such thing as the same."

"But ......"

"Don't follow me, I'm not interested in you." Tang Liju turned his head directly back to the dormitory with a cold face, he really didn't like this person who was always sticking to him these days, her eyes were too cloudy, not as clear as Jiuxi looked.

Although he is not an empathetic warm man, he can still feel the good and bad of people. This school girl obviously has too many things in her eyes, and her desire is greater than everything, so she is not easy to get along with.

Yang Xiaoyuan looked at Tang Liju's back and was both heartbroken and uncomfortable, the heartwarming thing was that Tang Liju was such a gentle boy, he looked good when he was domineering, and he was even more likable, but the uncomfortable thing was that he rejected her without hesitation.

Yang Xiaoyuan sighed and went back to the dormitory, another group of stinky faces, Yang Xiaoyuan gritted her teeth, went to take a shower, then hung her clothes on her chair, went to the bed, picked up her mobile phone, and began to chat with the boys who were looking for her to drink milk tea before.

In October, we will start planning for the school sports meeting at the end of October, and we will start counting the number of applicants and participating in the projects.

Yu Xiaomo took advantage of the recess time to organize and said, "Let's take a look, I have sent any projects to the class group, you actively participate, no matter whether you win or lose, there are credits, everyone wants a scholarship, sometimes a few points is missing, just a few points away." ”

Everyone seemed to look at Chen Yiran with a tacit understanding, and Chen Yiran lowered his head and ignored them. Only then did everyone realize that in the past few days, it seems that Chen Yiran has lost a lot of weight and her face is sallow.

I thought so, but no one said it.

"Before this week, the president sent the application form to the sports committee, and if you don't sign up, you will give up. There are many opportunities to increase credits, and it depends on whether you can cherish them. ”

After Yu Xiaomo finished speaking, she walked down, and when she passed by Chen Yiran, she glanced at her, her eyes were dark, and then walked back to her seat, she has a new follower in the past few days.

Yes, that's right, it's a follower.

"Xiao Mo, do you want to participate?" The new little attendant asked in a whisper.

"Well, simply participate in one."

"Then I'll go for the long jump, my long jump score is okay."

"Hmm."

Yu Hua looked at these and shook his head, and said in a low voice, "You can't live if you do your own evil." ”

Jiuxi looked at her suspiciously, Yu Hua lowered his head and whispered, "Look, Yu Xiaomo, in fact, it's uncomfortable to die, but I don't say anything, and I don't talk to Chen Yiran and Zhang Siliu, do you say it's useful?" I'm going to quarrel with you, and I'm going to suffocate if you don't talk to me. Isn't it a matter of face? Sometimes face is just a decoration between friends, isn't it? ”

Jiuxi smiled and nodded, she suddenly found that Yu Hua was so cute.

"If you want me to say, they should find a quiet place to talk calmly."

"Don't worry about it so much, this kind of private matter is not easy to manage."

"I know, I'm just saying one

Say. Yu Hua pursed his lips, then took a chocolate to eat, and broke a piece for Jiuxi by the way, "Don't say it, the chocolate that Xiaobai bought is really good." ”

Jiuxi put it in his mouth for a moment, thought about it and continued to eat: I'm sorry, Senior Brother Xiaobai, I'm going to spoil your mind.

"But what you say is true, Yu Xiaomo's personality is so stubborn, why don't you know how to be flexible, and you will definitely suffer in the future."

“......”

Because the school sports meeting was going to be checked, Yu Xiaomo pulled it back, and Yu Hua said there that she was wasting manpower, material and financial resources.

Yu Xiaomo brought a lot of food over, and asked the little followers to distribute it to others, and when it came to Chen Yiran and Zhang Siliu, the two of them were obviously much more than others.

However, Zhang Siliu whispered thank you and put it away, Chen Yiran glanced at it and said, "No, I don't need it." ”

The little attendant was embarrassed and said, "Yiran has it in the whole class, you can take it." ”

"I said no, I can buy it myself." Although Chen Yiran's face was expressionless, his movements were quite polite.

Yu Xiaomo came in and listened, pulled over those things and said, "You don't need it, forget it, it was just a share for everyone." Since you don't want it, it's all up to you. Yu Xiaomo said and threw all the things to the little follower, and then walked out in a chic manner.

The little attendant glanced at Yu Xiaomo and Chen Yiran and sighed, and then went out. Chen Yiran was a little embarrassed, biting her lip so that she didn't let her tears fall.

During this time, her family did only call her 400, and she originally wanted to collect it, but when she called, her mother said, "Say what you don't want, it's not about receiving it." ”

Chen Yiran called the money back, and then blocked all their phone numbers.

Later, her mother called the counselor, who went to talk to her, and after learning about her family's situation, although she sympathized, she was helpless.

"In this way, I'll help you apply for a part-time job in the Academic Affairs Office, and you can come twice a week. 400 a month, you, hey,...." All the counselor's words turned into a sigh.

It is true that it is difficult to find a part-time job in this kind of half-day time, so Chen Yiran naturally accepts this proposed by the counselor, sometimes seeing that she is so thin, the counselor will specially wait for her to get off work and take her to dinner together.

"Teacher, I can go eat something by myself." Chen Yiran lowered her head and whispered.

"Yiran, look up and be confident. You're not worse than others, so why keep your head down? ”

"We are alive in the world, there must be a lot of undesirable things, and there are unfair ones, you look at Jiuxi, I know you don't like her, but have you ever thought about it, she does have something to think that people can learn, she is an orphan, yes, but the self-confidence in her is something that many of you don't have, because she understood a truth very early, many times you have to rely on yourself, others or even your family, only it may be your help, not the decisive thing."

Because of her self-reliance and self-confidence, she went to learn earlier than others, and worked harder

Originally, I was going to apply for a special scholarship for her, but she said that she now has a regular income, and she will give her to those who need it more, and she deserves the first-class scholarship, do you understand? ”

"Teacher, I'm sorry, I was wrong."

"Knowing your mistakes can make a difference. The teacher has also heard about your affairs, but many things cannot be solved by the teacher, and when you are an adult, you should also learn how to deal with things correctly, instead of relying on emotions to vent. You said, two people who are obviously very good, because of some of their own things, misunderstandings, dislikes, and meeting strangers is not as good as strangers, aren't you uncomfortable? ”

"It's uncomfortable. But I don't know what to say. Teacher, I feel uncomfortable, I can't say it calmly, and I feel guilty, so I always want to put the blame on others. ”

"So, you have to start learning to manage your emotions, your desires, your behavior. That's what adults should do. ”

"Let's go eat first." The two said that they had arrived at the cafeteria, and the counselor ordered a few more dishes very intimately.

"Teacher, there are only two of us, so many ..... that can't be eaten"

"It's okay, you eat more, and if you can't finish eating, you'll pack it back later." Do you have a refrigerator? ”

Chen Yiran shook his head, and the counselor frowned and said, "This is a bit difficult." ”

"Then I'll try to destroy it."

"It's good to eat full, don't eat too much, forget it if you can't finish eating." The counselor patted her hand and began to eat as well.

Chen Yiran also followed to eat, in fact, she ate on time, but because after making money, she felt that the money was not necessarily enough to spend, so she didn't dare to buy expensive ones, and now she rarely eats meat.

She has almost no weekends, and she runs to work part-time every weekend, sometimes 120 a day, sometimes 150, and she can get eight or nine hundred living expenses a month, and she has to save next year's tuition, so Chen Yiran feels that she can't relax, she can only save money.

Now that she has an income of 400 per month, Chen Yiran feels that her life will be better.

After going back, Chen Yiran has been thinking about what the counselor said, in fact, her previous self was indeed a little blinded, but she couldn't see clearly, so she went on in a daze. After making a mess of everything, she came to her senses, but she didn't know if it was useful, and she didn't know what to do with the people she had hurt.

Let's take the first step.

Chen Yiran was a little hesitant, afraid of being ignored, she sent a text message to the counselor and said, "Teacher, I don't know what to do, I'm afraid of being rejected and ridiculed." ”

"Don't be afraid, on the road of life, this is just a small setback, if this small setback can be overcome, then the bigger ones in the future, you will be more able to deal with it. So don't be afraid, communicate with each other sincerely, they will feel your sincerity, and sincerity will not be ridiculed. ”

Chen Yiran looked at the text message from the counselor, and her confused eyes gradually became firm.

After Chen Yiran waited for Yu Xiaomo and Zhang Siliu to come back, she said to another roommate, "You can go out first."

Down? I have something to say to them. ”

The other roommate was stunned, nodded, and went out with his mobile phone, "Okay, tell me about WeChat." ”

"Thank you."

Yu Xiaomo paused, then as if he hadn't heard, hung up his schoolbag, and then started to do his own thing, Zhang Siliu glanced at the two of them, and then walked up to Chen Yiran and said, "Say it." ”

"I'm sorry. In fact, this sentence should be said to you and Xiao Mo, I'm sorry. Chen Yiran solemnly looked at the two of them, one of them bent down once, and his speech was stiff and a little choked

"I didn't think you could forgive me anything, especially Xiao Mo, but I felt that I always owed you an apology. There are many things that I realized later, it is not that you are wrong, but that I am wrong, and what is wrong with you is just paying for my greed and selfish desires. ”

"I don't expect your forgiveness, I just want to tell you this belated apology seriously. Siliu has been helping me, I think the villain is thinking, I think you are for yourself, I think you are the same as me, it is the idea of that kind of interest, in fact, I was wrong, very wrong. ”

(End of chapter)