Chapter 1632 1636:
Their brothers always seem to be like this, preferring to suffer themselves rather than the rest of the family, and always carry a lot of things by themselves. The third brother seems to have a prodigal temperament, but he is actually a little sensitive. People who seem to be amorous are actually the most affectionate.
Yi Xuan didn't expect Shujun to have this kind of thought, he also paid attention to the development of Huizi business when he was in Dongdi, when his wife was busy looking for people everywhere, and the third brother stayed at home, but even if he rarely left home, he was essentially a workaholic
"You put too much pressure on yourself," Yi Xuan sighed, "You think about the eldest brother, think about me, even if it's the fifth brother, with us people here, you don't have to be so tired and tired." The previous hard days have passed, and now we have accumulated enough of these things in our hands, everything is developing upward, this is an uphill road, not a downhill road, and we will not go back to those poor days before. ”
Shujun wiped her face, "I also know, I understand what you said, but I am always afraid in my heart." When the second brother was sick, he couldn't even take out the money at home, so many things happened, how uneasy I was in my heart Money may not be omnipotent, but people can't live without money, you can say that I stink of copper, but if I have no money, food, use, illness, what should I do, I always can't forget those days, three meals are not good, sometimes even eat this meal without a meal, I am not afraid that if something goes wrong one day, we have no money, she will suffer with a few of us. ”
Shujun smiled self-deprecatingly again, "I won't defend myself anymore, what she said that day was really right, she is too powerful, she is so good to me, she is quite dazzling to me, she and the Nine Emperor Girls are sisters, her previous identity is a marshal, Yun Ge and the 80,000 female soldiers who claim to be dead souls are also all her loyal fans, she is also good at medicine, poison, and Gu arts"
He sighed and closed his eyes, "To me she is like the sun in the sky, and I sometimes have a sense of urgency. If I'm not motivated, will I be left farther and farther away by her, so desperately chase, let myself have this foundation, and I can convince myself that I'm not bad, I'm worthy of her, I'm enough to be her husband, but have you ever thought about it?"
"Our brother's temperament is inherently unsatisfied with the status quo, and if we have been mediocre and have been farming in the mountains, how can we be worthy of someone like her?"
"Yixuan, after you ran away from home, you were appreciated by Old Madam Qin, why didn't you be willing to be Old Madam Qin's adopted son but got the first village in the world?"
"And Yue Ning, Yue Ning is in the east right now. Why did he go around building houses in the wind and sun, he does have the ability to do this, but if he can live easily, who doesn't want to live a lazy life"
"It's not so much that she is a dazzling existence, afraid that she is not worthy of her, but rather, she is afraid of being left behind by you, worried that one day she will be too incompetent and will lose color in front of you, so as to be separated from her, afraid that she will not be able to share her attention, afraid that other brothers will follow her to climb higher and higher, and go farther and farther, but because of incompetence, but because of mediocrity, she has been stuck in place, afraid of being thrown away by others."