Chapter 145: It's Me Not Doing Enough
"There are a lot of people who hate me, and you're not the first." Xiao Yi's smile was light. I was a little relieved to find that after experiencing the rumors, I was really a lot stronger, at least I didn't care about what others said.
Chu Xin nodded, "I know, I heard some rumors about the school a while ago. Du Yunyi, you won't be so happy forever, Gu Wenhao is not a good choice, his family, do you know? How much do you know about his difficulties? A family of people like them won't let us in. He rejoices in you so much now, sooner or later, there will be times when he will be disgusted, and even if he doesn't want to be disgusted, his family will find a way to break you up. I really want to know if you could still accept everything so calmly at that time. ”
Chu Xin had a deep sneer on the corner of her mouth, and the pity in her eyes was unobstructed, as if Xiao Yi was already rejected at this time.
"Thank you for the reminder...... Then I have to plan for our relationship. Xiao Yi looked back at Chu Xin with a smile. No rush, no impatience, no shame or annoyance. "It's windy here, you've just drunk, go back, don't get cold." Xiao Yi said, turned around and walked back.
The two of them took it outside for more than 20 minutes, and they didn't feel it when they first came out, but now, it's cold but it's a little cold.
Chu Xin snuffed out the cigarette butt, threw it on the ground casually, stepped on the slender high heels, and shook the small handbag back with Xiaoyi. From a distance, Xiao Yi saw a person standing at the door, looking like Gu Wenhao.
"Tsk, it's really a baby, can't you let it go like this?" Chu Xin said with a bit of yin and yang, in fact, Chu Xin dared to talk to Xiao Yi like this today, and she knew very well that Xiao Yi was not a person who liked to pass on words or complain, and she also knew that she would not say these words to anyone. At this point, Chu Xin admired Xiaoyi very much.
When he got closer, Gu Wenhao was really standing at the door, and he also lit a cigarette in his hand, burning it there, and took a puff for a long time. Seeing Xiao Yi running from afar, he snuffed out the gravel and sand thrown into the door.
"Why did you get out?" Xiao Yi ran over and looked up at Gu Wenhao.
"Come out and breathe." Gu Wenhao was a little insincere.
"Hey, Ershao, are you afraid that I will abduct Yun Yi away? Did you come out and look for it in such a little time? How can I say that I am also Yunyi's classmate and roommate. Chu Xin also walked over at this time, smiling and teasing Gu Wenhao, and instantly returned to the frivolous appearance just now. As if the resentful, unwilling, helpless, self-pitying girl just now was not her.
Gu Wenhao glanced at Chu Xin deeply, with a warning, "Someone is looking for you inside." ”
"Hey, but I can't wait when I come out for a while, then I'll go in first and won't bother the two of you." Chu Xin said, no longer looked at Xiao Yi, twisted his waist and walked past the two of them, and stepped into the villa.
Seeing Chu Xin enter the door, Gu Wenhao turned around and straightened Xiaoyi's hair, "Where are you going to play, your hair is blown like this." As he spoke, he opened the door and hugged Xiaoyi in.
"Chu Xin is a little drunk, accompany her out to blow the wind, in the end, it is my roommate." Xiao Yi's tone was a little low, and he walked upstairs with Gu Wenhao, but he no longer went to the noisy restaurant.
"Isn't it uncomfortable?" entered Gu Wenhao's room again, and sat on the sofa in the room, Xiao Yi was finally able to relax and relax.
Nodding, "Hmm." I don't know them well. Xiao Yi closed her eyes and took a few deep breaths.
"Yiyi, that's why you dare to talk like that." Xiao Yi lazily raised the corners of her mouth, she didn't like the current smell on her body, the thick smell of smoke and the smell of just eating, and couldn't help frowning.
"But you want to take a shower?" Gu Wenhao looked at Xiao Yi's small movements and asked softly.
After thinking about it, he shook his head, "No need, I didn't change my clothes, and I still smelled like that when I washed my clothes." Never mind. ”
"I'm bringing you here today, first, I want to introduce you to them and bring you to play, and second, let you come to me as a shield."
Xiao Yi raised her eyebrows, she didn't expect Gu Wenhao to say the purpose of this time so blatantly, "What shield?" ”
"With you, there are some things they won't do too much, I don't like it." Gu Wenhao hugged Xiaoyi sideways.
"Huh? Then when there was no me, who did you use as a shield? Xiao Yi leaned on Gu Wenhao's shoulder and looked up at him playfully.
"Come up and sleep." Gu Wenhao said with a different face, looking away.
Xiao Yi remembered Situ's words just now, and asked with a smile, "Could it be that Gu Ershao really broke his sleeves?" ”
On the ground, Gu Wenhao lowered his head and squinted at Xiao Yi, raised his arm, picked her up and threw her directly on the bed, without waiting for Xiao Yi to sit up, he pressed his long body and pressed Xiao Yi on the bed tightly.
"Yiyi, am I breaking my sleeves, why don't you check it?" Gu Wenhao's words were ambiguous, but his eyes were clear, but when he looked at it, his breathing was a little short.
"Yiyi ......" has a low and hoarse voice, with the aroma of liquor. Xiao Yi was shocked to realize that this guy just didn't know how much wine he had drunk. I can't help but get scared. I struggled to get up.
Gu Wenhao didn't allow it, and pressed his body hard, so that Xiao Yi could lie on the bed and couldn't move. lowered his head and found Xiao Yi's slightly trembling lips, tossing and turning, but deepening the kiss layer by layer, and later, let go of his lips and kiss down. With a small chin, a slender neck, a sexy collarbone, and crispy numbness, Xiao Yi couldn't even lift up the strength to resist, and wanted to push him, but the outstretched hands were soft and weak, but it was more like wanting to refuse and welcome.
When I first entered the house, because it was warm, I took off my sportswear outside and only wore a long-sleeved tight T-shirt with a V-neck inside. Now, Gu Wenhao put Xiao Yi's hands on top of his head with one hand, and put his arm around her waist with the other, and was about to go down along the open V-neck.
Suddenly, thinking that the downstairs meal was finished, everyone came out of the restaurant, and the coquettish voices of several women penetrated into Xiaoyi's ears. Xiao Yi was startled, remembering the conversation between Chu Xin and himself just now, and her body trembled slightly.
"Gu Wenhao." Xiao Yi, who had regained her coldness, shouted with her name and surname.
Gu Wenhao, who raised his head, saw the clear eyes that made him throb all the time, with a faint coolness and disappointment at this time, as well as deep unease and confusion. I felt a pang in my heart and sighed secretly.
"Yiyi......" The voice was still hoarse and ambiguous, but the others didn't make any moves, let go of Xiaoyi's hands, hugged her tightly with both hands, and buried their heads in her long scattered hair.
Xiao Yi knows the needs of men, and she also knows that she is easy to be promiscuous after drinking, but people like Gu Wenhao are people who have to stay five points sober when they are drunk, how can they not know what they are doing. What's more, the little wine he drank and the performance of just bringing himself into the house from the outside were not a sign of drinking too much at all.
Xiao Yi's eyes widened, her eyes stared at the ceiling lamp on the ceiling with a somewhat empty look, and after that call, she stopped speaking, and a faint helplessness and sadness permeated her limbs. I always thought that I was different from the group of people below, but now it seems that what is the difference. Thinking about Chu Xin's words just now, did they come true so quickly? A tear slowly sank into the pillow out of the corner of his eye.
"Yiyi." Gu Wenhao looked at the crystal teardrops, but felt that his whole heart was crumpled in an instant, blocking his breathing. It's not that he hasn't seen Xiao Yi crying, and even threw herself into his arms and cried, but now just such a tear made Gu Wenhao feel that the heart of the sensitive person in front of him who had just been brought closer instantly became a thick ice shell.
"Yiyi, Yiyi, don't you want to be like this, okay?" Gu Wenhao screamed a lot, only to see Xiao Yi's empty eyes gradually have an image.
glanced at Gu Wenhao, who was pressed above him, with a sad look and a faint worry in his anxiety, Xiao Yi sighed silently, he still cherished himself after all. If a person like him really wants himself, he is afraid that he will not even have the slightest room for resistance. No matter what the relationship between my brother and him is, it is useless.
Thinking of what he had done for himself before, thinking that he would go to his home to see himself during the New Year, he climbed the balcony in the middle of the night, hugged himself several times, and was in order, even if he endured it uncomfortable, he just hugged himself. After all, I am too strong in guarding against people, and my trust in people is too weak, and I can't withstand a little blow and mistake. And after all, I cherish him too much, and I don't want myself and him to end up being the group of people downstairs, so I just poured out that extreme disappointment and sadness.
He let out a long sigh of relief, stretched out his arms and gently wrapped his arms around Gu Wenhao's waist, "I'm sorry." "The voice is still a little trembling, I'm sorry, Gu Wenhao, I still can't believe you wholeheartedly after all. As he spoke, he closed his eyes, and his reaction just now was too much. If you really want to go down with him in the future, you must try to believe in him, that is the long-term solution. If this is the case every time, the little trust between the two will soon wear off. And, at least, he hasn't done anything to deceive himself or hurt himself in all this time together.
"Yiyi," Gu Wenhao shouted more and more gently and carefully, remembering that on the way back to school, she talked to herself about her views on men and women on love. Sitting up with her in his arms, leaning on the head of the bed, letting Xiao lean on his chest, and gently combing her long hair that had been loosened, "It's that I haven't done enough, so you still can't trust me wholeheartedly, right?" ”
Xiao Yi opened his eyes and looked at him, but was deeply inhaled by his deep eyes, the two stared like this, but listened to Gu Wenhao say word by word in his ear, "Du Yunyi, you remember, I am not them, and I will not let you be them." ”