Hong Yi was originally interested in Shanshan, but seeing that Mingyi was so embarrassed, he suddenly became interested, and his eyes flashed: "Say it, say whatever you think." You're such a rational person, I don't believe you can faint anywhere. ”

Ming Yi was stunned, she didn't seem to have heard the evaluation of these two words for too long, and it was clear that she had traveled less than twenty days, as if she was in another world. It used to be a label she was proud of, but now it sounds slightly ironic.

It is extremely difficult for a woman to get the status she wants in a patriarchal society, but she does not want to rely entirely on her gender for her advantage.

Especially for a girl like her who doesn't have much talent and no background, if she wants to get ahead, she must peel off the parts of her body that hinder her career little by little, lazy, tangled, emotional, and impulsive......

This kind of stripping is abrasive. At the beginning, she didn't have Qiu Zhi, no Hong Yi, no house, no goal, she had to get by, plus lingering bipolar depression.

Qiu Zhi stretched out his hand and pulled her up from the abyss, and all she could repay was to treat herself harshly, polish herself, and become a woman who was useful to him.

You can not sleep, you can not care about everything that girls care about, stars, movies, makeup...... Pushing his body and mind to the limit, he was ruthless to himself with a knife, and only then did he become the president in the eyes of others.

Although as this road extended, she and Qiu Zhi became more and more estranged. From a lover to a partner, she has no regrets. The rational habit of thinking told her that a partner who needs each other is more stable than a couple who loves each other.

Although sometimes her heart hurts, she still tells herself: it's worth it, it's good.

Everything that had been painstakingly created fell apart after the fire, on the day she woke up in the late Tang Dynasty.

What scared her even more was that it was not only those materials and achievements that were lost, but also Qiu Zhi.

The weaknesses she had painstakingly scraped and discarded, one by one, came back.

From the day she spoke disrespectfully to the proprietress of Hongyunfang, the pair of paper people, who came to provoke, she threw away her reason.

From the time she saw Wu Qianping, she lost her calmness.

From the beginning of her meeting, she looked back at herself, that Mingyi, she couldn't go back.

She couldn't explain these things to Hong Yi, and even if she said it, it was like moaning without illness. Only I know how much emptiness and panic this loss has brought.

This means that what you have worked so hard to become after so many years has been completely denied.

So, who is she?

Hong Yi grabbed Ming Yi's hand, which had been stunned for a long time, and shook it: "What's wrong?" Don't scare me. ”

Ming Yi shook his head with a pale face: "Hong Yi, seriously, what do you think is the difference between me now and the past?" ”

Hong Yi stared at her for a long time: "The appearance has not changed much, but I always feel that something is different." In the past, you were very planned, thoughtful, and didn't make a move without complete preparation, and you would definitely hit it with one hit, so I especially admired you, super cool. I can't do it, it's too casual. ”

Ming Yi barely squeezed out a smile: "You have never praised me so much before, and it is too late for me to squeeze." ”

Hong Yi's face was slightly red, and his mouth was flattened: "Don't I want to lose face?" How can I admit that I am inferior to you in everything except that my legs are longer than yours. ”

Mingyi's smile bloomed a little more: "How come?" You're prettier than me, you're sexier than me, and you're more experienced than me. I'm not as good as you in everything. ”

Hong Yi grabbed a comb casually and threw it over: "What experience!" Seriously, you are different now, your mood swings are greater, and you dare to take risks in doing things, how to say it? It's more human. Actually, I like it. ”

Ming Yi picked up the table on the ground, walked slowly to the dresser, and looked at Tong Jian, the face inside was unfamiliar and familiar: "These, could it be the character of the original Ming Niangzi?" ”

Hong Yi's whole body shook, and his voice trembled a little: "You mean, you also have the soul of the original Ming Niangzi in your body?" ”

Ming Yi shook his head: "It shouldn't be, I haven't lost control of this body for a second." I just think that it doesn't matter if you can maintain Hong Yi's personality at all, because Shi Hongyi's soul or radio waves are dormant in your body, and my personality has changed, will her soul or radio waves be absorbed by me......"

Hong Yi also walked over and put his arm around her shoulder: "Don't think about what you have or don't have, you are still you." Even if there is a change in personality, it is not necessarily a bad thing. The most important thing is that you can be happy. ”

Mingyi held the hand she placed on her shoulder: "I'm more happy than before, and I'm also prone to depression, I'm afraid of this feeling of difficulty controlling my emotions." It's like me before I went back to college. ”

"Were you happy then?"

Mingyi thought for a moment: "Happy." ”

"That's not very good, it's called a child's heart."

"At that time, I was happy because I didn't know anything about this society, but now it's different." Ming Yi exhaled deeply, "For example, when I first saw it, I was inexplicably happy, but then it came more worries and doubts. ”

"At the beginning of the hour?" Hong Yi was unfamiliar with the name.

Ming Yi explained: "It is the master of Chengyan, the beginning of time. ”

"The name is so literary, it should be a fairy wind and bones."

Ming Yi sighed: "He is not like a scattered immortal or a hero, he just has an ordinary appearance, it's just, Hong Yi, I don't know what's wrong with me, I have a strange feeling about him, and it seems that something will happen." That's why I'm worried that this feeling I have comes from the Ming lady in the past. ”

"Huh? He has a leg with Ming Niangzi? Hong Yi was in good spirits.

"Don't say it so ugly, I just feel like they're related. At the beginning, I cared about her differently, almost guilty, but I deliberately wanted to keep my distance from me, and it was better to never see each other. The more Ming Yi talked, the more confused his heart became.

Hong Yi bystander Qing: "Are you jealous that he has an entanglement with the real Ming Niangzi?" Or is it because he doesn't want to see you again? ”

Ming Yi frowned and thought for a while: "Both." ”

Hong Yi suddenly laughed: "No matter what it is, it just means that you like him, it's that simple." Congratulations, try to take him down. ”

Ming Yi hurriedly shook his head: "Impossible, I have no reason to like him, I don't believe in love at first sight, and I don't know him at all." ”

Hong Yi pulled her up and pushed her to the door: "Love is a kind of abnormal thing, the more abnormal, the deeper the love, don't get entangled, go back and sleep well, and then think about how to take him down." ”

Ming Yi shook his head while resisting: "Really, I can't like a ranger who has no fixed residence, and I'm not you, so romantic." I'm a face-controlled scale, and I can't have a feeling for that kind of face. ”

Hong Yi continued to push: "Yes, yes, now the romantic Pisces is going to dress up and wait for my lover, are you sure you want to stay and watch?" ”

Mingyi had no choice but to give up resistance and walked out of the door in a huff.