Ye Jinchen pondered deeply, and still planned to make an entry from the scene he saw that day: "You were in bed on the day you returned to the door...... I see it. ”

Xiao Ruoying's reaction was beyond his imagination, she was not surprised, she just looked at him lightly, and asked, "So what?" ”

This time it was Ye Jinchen's turn to hesitate, yes, even if he saw it, it was just a small side of her, and it didn't mean anything at all, but it could be seen how much he didn't know about her.

Such a fact turned out to be a bit hurtful, making the man wrinkle his eyebrows fiercely.

Xiao Ruoying didn't seem to want to continue on this topic, she bit off the meat in her hand in two or three bites, and then got up and walked back: "I'm tired and go back first, you can eat slowly by yourself." ”

Looking at her back, Ye Jinchen suddenly felt angry in her heart, was she so unreliable in her heart?

The man didn't know where the temperament came from, so he stood up suddenly, took a step towards Xiao Ruoying, and then grabbed her shoulder and forcibly pulled the person over, gritting his teeth word by word: "Then what if this king has to know today?" ”

Xiao Ruoying looked at this person's domineering and unreasonable appearance and frowned fiercely: "What kind of wind are you smoking at night?" Don't be so vexatious, okay? ”

"Xiao Ruoying! You're the princess of this king, and you'd better remember that at all times! Ye Jinchen stared at her tightly, as if he was going to eat her in the next second: "This king is so insignificant in your heart, do you not believe in this king so much that you are so wary of it?" ”

Xiao Ruoying had never seen him lose his temper so much, the man's pupils looked even redder in the light of the fire, and she looked away a little unnaturally: "This is my own business." ”

"The king said ......"

"I also said you couldn't help me!" Xiao Ruoying suddenly raised her head and roared, as if she had regained the mood of the afternoon: "It's not just you, no one can help me!" ”

The doctor said that she had a severe mental illness, and she couldn't remember the scientific names, which probably meant that she might not be cured all the time, so she could only forget and recover over time.

Oblivion? It's easy to say, forgetting one thing is the hardest thing in the world, and the more she wants to forget, the more clearly she will remember the feeling after the first murder knife pierced the other party's skin, and the sound, and her fighting day and night on the battlefield.

She clenched her fists, and the fragility and persistence of the years suddenly fell apart at this moment: "Don't you want to know? That's good, I'll tell you! You know, I've killed people! I've killed a lot of people! ”

Ye Jinchen was stunned, he didn't expect her to react so much, he opened his mouth and said in a light tone that was almost inaudible: "Ruoruo? ”

"Ruoruo?" Xiao Ruoying sneered, opened his hand, and there was some painful light in his eyes: "His Royal Highness the Dust King, I don't seem to have told you before, I'm not Xiao Ruoying, your suspicion was right at that time, I'm not the daughter of the Xiao family!" ”

As soon as these words came out, Ye Jinchen's heart trembled fiercely.

He had already made this conjecture, but now that she said it herself, it still shocked him.

Time seems to stand still for a moment.

The man's eyes sank, and he spoke again after a while, and his tone was full of firmness: "It's okay who you are, I don't care." ”

For her not to be the real Xiao Ruoying, he had long been mentally prepared for this.

He stepped forward, only half a meter away from her, and his deep gaze was not only sure that it was more of a deep affection that was so heavy that it was overwhelming: "You should know my mind." ”

She knew, how could she not know, she knew everything this man was doing, but she knew even more that she shouldn't be so easily emotional.

"Don't care? Don't talk so much. Xiao Ruoying sneered, half-closed her eyes, deliberately covered the budding thing in her heart, and opened her heart to question the other party: "Ye Jinchen, do you say you know me?" This is ridiculous, let alone understanding, you don't even know my real name and true identity, how can you understand? ”

The dim light can easily break people's sanity, and it is also easy to destroy people's strength.

Now Xiao Ruoying was ruthlessly torn apart to reveal her vulnerability, and she clenched her fists and faced the man: "You may think that my temperament changed because of the suffering in the Xiao Mansion, but the fact is that those sufferings are here." ”

She stretched out her finger and pointed to her chest, her tone mocking and indifferent: "Xiao Ruoying died as early as the night she married you, I am just a lonely soul in another world, I don't have the memories she has experienced, and your distress is not for me." ”

She never thought that she would really reveal her identity, maybe it was because of the atmosphere, or maybe it was - she was too lazy to hide it anymore.

She thought that she could live well in this other world, she thought that her current life meant being reborn, and she thought that she could reconnect with this world.

But she was wrong, she knew that she was completely wrong since she began to lose control in the afternoon, those things will never be forgotten, no matter where she goes, even in this other world, she is destined to be entangled forever.

Ye Jinchen looked at her in astonishment, and suddenly lost his words, as if he hadn't reacted to this huge news at all.

Possession of the soul, this is really hard to accept.

Xiao Ruoying naturally knows this, Rao is a modern person can't understand it, let alone an ancient person.

Watching the man show shock and disbelief like never before.

She suddenly felt as if she had won, but the look in her eyes became more and more mocking, and the smile on the corner of her mouth seemed to have a hint of sadness: "An orphan has been determined to get ahead since she was a child, and then she was adopted by the organization to become a killer, she became a knife, a weapon without any feelings, and her hands were stained with the blood of many innocent people. ”

Then retribution came, and she was caught and wanted to be executed, but suddenly she was told that she still had a chance to be loyal to her country, and that she could go to the battlefield to kill the enemy or stay here and become a dead corpse. You know, it's not a multiple-choice question at all. ”

"One year on the training ground, three years on the battlefield, I wandered on the verge of death countless times, but I survived again and again, and finally I was injured and retired as a police officer." Xiao Ruoying sneered, her eyes full of sarcasm: "Policeman, such a glorious professional shell, but I know very well how unbearable I was at the beginning!" ”

Every night when she was alone, she heard the screams of the dead, who ran in their dreams and stretched out their hands to grab her, and countless dry bones pulled at her ankles to pull her into hell as well.

These things are imprinted in the bones, which can only be covered up but not forgotten.

For so many years, she had been desperately trying to forget those days, she was desperate to do good deeds, she was trying her best to become a real police officer, and she longed for herself to be worthy of that dress.

But it didn't work, those voices would still appear when she was alone, and then she would simply soak in the bar all night, at least there were many people there, and the alcohol would temporarily paralyze her nerves.

Those dreams were a curse, a curse she couldn't escape for the rest of her life.