When Xia Nuanyan opened her eyes again. It was already late at night on the third day. She looked at the quiet room beside her in a daze. A dim lamp is lit. By the light. She probably recognized. This is a meditation room. It was raining thunderbolts outside. Xia Nuanyan didn't want to think about anything. Keep closing your eyes.

The door is pushed open. Xia Nuanyan opened her eyes again. A little monk came in. See Xia Nuanyan wake up. Said happily." Amitabha. The benefactor finally woke up. I'll go tell the abbot."

When the old abbot came in. Behind him. Follow the princess of Duan. Xia Nuanyan can only describe the noble lady in front of her with a mediocre appearance. Because of her demeanor. Verve. All with an elegant temperament.

The abbot said kindly." Donor. You're finally awake. You sleep. I slept for three days and three nights."

Xia Nuanyan moved her body. Struggling to sit up. Princess Duan stepped forward to help her up." You saved me."

"Lao Nan went down the mountain to run errands. Seeing the donor fainting in a snowdrift. He still has wounds on his body. Helpless. Only to bring you back to Yunlai Temple. OK. The wound is not very deep. It's okay to get more rest."

Xia Nuanyan squeezed out a pale smile. Isn't it. If the wound is deep enough. I can't sleep."

The abbot nodded. Xia Nuanyan suddenly burst out with a sentence. Death didn't make me die at all."

"Amitabha. Life and death. Dead and alive. Why should the benefactor be so persistent? Heaven has the virtue of a good life. Since let Lao Na save you. You should cherish it. Instead of seeking death."

Xia Nuanyan whispered. Die. I wouldn't be that stupid. It's not worth it. It's true. It's not worth it at all."

"Abbot. Let me talk to her. Okay?" Princess Duan, who had not spoken, said softly. Her voice. It was so warm that Xia Nuanyan's heart was cold. There's a little bit of warmth.

The abbot nodded. Na asked the two donors to get something to eat. You're chatting."

After the abbot went out. Princess Duan looked at Xia Nuanyan blankly. Look at it. There was a room of fog in his eyes. Xia Nuanyan pursed her lips lightly. Madam. You are."

Princess Duan blinked. Forced tears in. He laughed wryly." All right. All right. It's really fine."

"How could Madame stay in Yunlai Temple?" What does Xia Nuanyan think. I don't think Princess Duan will be a down-and-out person.

Princess Duan smiled gently. I came to Yunlai Temple to pray for blessings. See you like this. They are a large group of monks. Clumsy. How will I take care of you. So I stayed."

"How can Nuan Yan be. Let Madame care so much." Xia Nuanyan said. Stranger. Why do you care so much about yourself?

When I heard the word Nuan Yan. A hint of familiarity flashed through Princess Duan's mind. I don't think I've heard of this name somewhere. I can't remember it for a while. She sucked in the eloquence. The hand stroked Xia Nuanyan's face. Such warmth. Xia Nuanyan never got it." Girl. You don't know. These three days. You keep talking in your sleep. A handful of snot and a handful of tears said don't abandon you. This cries a lot. Let me have this heart. It's all broken. How old are you. Why do you suffer so much?"

Xia Nuanyan lowered her eyebrows. Tears rolled in his eyes. Didn't speak again. A stranger. Shang can sympathize with her. Husband and wife for a year. to her. I don't even have the slightest trust. This couple. What else do you want him to do?

Princess Duan held Xia Nuanyan's hand." My daughter should be your age. If she suffers so much. The most painful. I'm not a mother yet."

"Madame is overwhelmed. I've been an outcast since I was a kid. She. Won't care at all. How am I doing? Eat not enough. Dress warmly or not." Finally. Xia Nuanyan still squeezed out her tears. She laughed hard." There is a lady who loves so much. Lady's daughter. Definitely happy."

The two were silent for a while. Princess Duan suddenly raised her eyes and looked at Xia Nuanyan. Girl. Listen to me. Don't be too attached to everything. Especially when it comes to feelings. So affectionate. Bitter in the end. It's just you."

"But. . . I can't put it down. It was he who said it. Marry me. It's clear that he broke his word. Why can you justifiably hurt me. How could he do this to me." Xia Nuanyan's tears were dripping down.

Princess Duan hugged Xia Nuanyan into her arms. Caressing Xia Nuanyan's trembling shoulders. I don't know why. Xia Nuanyan cried unhumanly. Her heart was extremely bitter. Long. Xia Nuanyan's mood calmed down. Exit from the arms of the princess. Gritted his teeth and said." No one can hurt me. but indifferent. I'm not going to give him another chance to hurt me."

Princess Duan wiped Xia Nuanyan's tears." All right. Girl. Can you listen to me?"

"Hmm."

"A man's life. It's not just that narrow road. Love. Of course it's important. But. If two people are really fighting. Make it a lose-lose situation. At last. You'll regret it."

"But. . . I'm not reconciled."

"A lifetime is so short. Instead of loving with half a lifetime. Come to hate. It's better to use half a lifetime. Forget each other."

Forget the rivers and lakes. When Princess Duan said this. There was a bitterness in her eyes. Xia Nuanyan saw it in her eyes. In the end, nothing was said.

Forget the rivers and lakes. How light to say. Say it as if. Everything is done by people. Say forget or forget. It's all your own words. That's it. Then the princess of Duan. How can you forget about each other. Grief is on display.

Xia Nuanyan asked tentatively. Madam. You just said. You also have a daughter. Your daughter. Isn't it with you?"

"She." Princess Duan's willow eyebrows trembled slightly. Look at Xia Nuanyan." All my life. It is to see love too clearly. If I hadn't thought so highly of myself at the time. If I had a little more courage at that time. It won't hurt her."

Princess Duan sighed softly and continued. Girl. You're still young. Learn to let go at the right time. It's for you. It's the best."

After Princess Duan left. Xia Nuanyan was lying on the bed. Thought a lot. Listen to the sound of the rain. Look at the flickering candlelight. Xia Nuanyan easily thought of such a situation as a deep resentful woman. These resentful women are often exhausted in love. and hatred. Only fill life with hatred. She doesn't want to live this life. Barren whole life.

Xia Nuanyan thought. If he is in the middle of Junshino. There is no family and country in the world. If she and Jun Shinuo's acquaintance. It's in that vast desert. There is no such thing as kissing. between them. Will. There are so many resentments missing. She is missing this deep love. He also lost that anger.

Xia Nuanyan lowered her eyes. Gently wipe the liquid from the corners of the eyes with your fingertips. Ever since I met Jun Shinuo again. in her body. The only thing that's still warm. There were only these tears. She muttered to herself. Jun Shinuo. Life is not something to be vindictive. You think I'm pestering you. So. I give you back your relief. From now on. It's irrelevant."