Half a month has passed since that day.

As for the signing of the contract, he didn't need to go in person, just send someone casually.

He hadn't understood the hints she had made that night, but he just wanted to see her.

I really want to think about it.

The kind that can't wait.

He knew that liking required the joint efforts of two people, and even if there were 10,000 steps between them, he could take those 9,999 steps for her. And she, all she has to do is take a step towards him.

If she didn't dare to take that step, then, he came. She just stood where she was, and he would walk those 10,000 steps until he came to her and stood side by side with her for the rest of his life.

But now, instead of advancing, she is retreating.

Not only did she not take a step, but she did not wait for him in the same place, but blindly retreated.

She was pushing him away.

She also wanted to stay away from him.

So how do you do that...... At this time, she was sitting on the emperor's side dignifiedly, dressed in a fiery red dress, embroidered with a yellow phoenix bird pattern, a gold wire hook tail at the placket, and a phoenix hairpin in her hair, graceful and luxurious.

She became the head of the emperor's harem and the mother of a country.

Chang An didn't expect that the person he wanted to repay his kindness with his body had already committed himself to the emperor.

Xinhou canonized just a year ago, the power is unstable, and Chang An needs to help consolidate the foundation.

Chang An relied on the talent of "Wenneng Jinglun to help the world, Wu Ke'an Guoning family", climbed up step by step, was promoted to the rank of knight every year, and became a powerful figure in only three years.

Once the foreign enemy invaded, he took the initiative to ask Ying to lead the army to fight on the battlefield and retreat thousands of miles from the enemy. Once there was internal injustice, he ordered the whole country to be vigilant, eradicate riots, and eliminate traitors.

He wears white clothes all the year round, and makes good use of the way of civil and military affairs, and he can be a general when he goes out, and he can be a minister to assist the king to rule the world peacefully, so he is called "a general in white".

In the eyes of everyone, Chang An has been guarding the country for the emperor all his life, loyal and can be learned from heaven and earth.

But for Xu Chang'an, Chang'an is just a continuation of Xu Chang'an's life.

Many people are often just beautiful on the surface, but they are actually miserable inside. He wasn't as great as he was rumored, he was just guarding her position of power for the woman in purple.

That's not loyalty to the emperor, that's his selfishness, that's his selfish desires.

Because he loves her.

Xu Changan loves her, and Chang An also loves her.

But she also favored the man on the dragon throne.

It's not that he loves the wrong person, but that what she loves happens not to be him.

From beginning to end, all she loved was her noble status and monstrous power.

Perhaps, with his talents, he can replace the emperor and become the king of the world, become her dependence, and even become her love.

But he was unwilling, unwilling to uncover her ugly face of greed for power.

He just wanted to keep the original beauty in his heart.

It is better to say that he is daydreaming, or that he is deceiving himself, than that he will end up lonely for the rest of his life, and that he has love but no one to rely on.

Xu Chang'an, the first half of his life, lived for the Xu family. Only the Xu family's life is obeyed, every move, word and deed, all are to expand the power of the Xu family and improve the status of the Xu family.

And the second half of my life, live for her. He loved what he loved, guarded her beloved, and devoted all his efforts to protect her noble status and the world that gave her monstrous power.

If he hadn't saved her at the beginning, he would have been able to live for himself for the rest of his life.

It's a pity that there are no ifs.

Maybe, the moment he fell in love with her, he was already doomed to not be able to live for himself.

"I remember what she looked like, I don't know her name."

But so what?

He still loved, desperately loved.

He loved all his life, planted her appearance in his heart, carved it into his bone marrow, and took root.

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After watching "Chang'an Chang'an", it was ten o'clock.

Li Jingjing was woken up by hunger, and immediately ordered takeout after washing.

The house is quiet