Chapter 286: Narrative
Ye Yan heard someone shouting his name, he was slightly stunned, and did not look back, and Su Jingwen on the side also heard it, glanced at Ye Yan, slowly looked back, and found that it was Mu Xi who chased him out, Su Jingwen gently pulled Ye Yan's sleeve, Ye Yan glanced at Su Jingwen, shook his head gently, and then did not turn his head and said
"What did you call me for?"
Seeing that Ye Yan didn't even want to face him, Mu Xi bit his lip and wanted to come over, Su Jingwen saw this, and hurriedly stretched out her hand and said to Mu Xi
"Huh! Don't come here! ”
Ye Yan heard Su Jingwen's words, turned around slowly, and looked at Su Jingwen strangely, Su Jingwen's door Ye Yan turned around, and also looked at Ye Yan a little strangely, and said
"Eh, don't you want me to stop her?"
Ye Yan heard Su Jingwen's words, sighed helplessly, and then shook his head and said
"I didn't say anything!"
When Su Jingwen heard Ye Yan say this, she pursed her lips, put down her hand, and then stepped aside and said
"Okay!"
Then Ye Yan slowly looked at Mu Xi and said
"Is there anything wrong with you?"
Mu Xi looked at Ye Yan, and just as he wanted to open his mouth to speak, Ye Yan said to himself
"Oh! I think it's better not to say anything at first! After all, if you contact me again, maybe they will think that I am acting with you! So, if there is anything, let's talk about it later when I have time! ”
As he spoke, Ye Yan stretched out his hand and waved at Mu Xi, then turned around and left, Su Jingwen was a little surprised to see Ye Yan leave so simply, and hurriedly followed, and Mu Xi couldn't say anything from beginning to end, Ye Yan left, and couldn't help biting his lip, until there was a trace of blood in his mouth, at this time, a person came out from behind Mu Xi, it was Yan Xiaoyu, I saw her slowly come to Mu Xi's side, looked at Mu Xi and said
"Haven't you forgotten him?"
When Mu Xi heard Yan Xiaoyu's words, he looked at Yan Xiaoyu in horror, and was about to open his mouth to say something, Yan Xiaoyu saw the marks of Mu Xi's lips being bitten by himself, frowned, and said
"Sure enough!"
Then Yan Xiaoyu took a deep breath self-righteously, turned around and left, and said to Muxi
"Loving someone is never like a swamp, falling into it, and there will be no return!"
After speaking, Yan Xiaoyu's figure disappeared in front of Mu Xi, and Mu Xi looked at the place where Yan Xiaoyu left, thinking about what she said, and then looked at the place where Ye Yan left, and said to himself
"I ...... Still haven't forgotten him...... Is it? ”
As he spoke, Maki shook his head and walked in as well......
And after Ye Yan and Su Jingwen left, Ye Yan returned home, and Su Jingwen also followed to Ye Yan's mother's house, because after such a long time, Ye Yan was a little hungry, Ye Yan and Su Jingwen simply got a little food at home, and halfway Su Jingwen asked Ye Yan about Mu Xi, Ye Yan revealed that Mu Xi actually knew that he had cheated on her with Lin Chengyu when he broke up with her! Seeing this, Su Jingwen looked at Ye Yan speechlessly and said
"Are you stupid! Now that everyone knows you
I lied to her, why did you do that just now? You're not...... Brain-dead! ”
Ye Yan heard Su Jingwen scolding herself like this, smiled, and said
"Maybe, I'm really as brain-dead as you say!"
Seeing that Ye Yan actually admitted what she had scolded her, Su Jingwen frowned and said
"What the hell do you think?"
Ye Yan slowly raised his head, looked out of the window, and said
"I just thought that although she already knew the truth, others didn't, so I might as well continue to keep the lie alive, so that she would always be a very pitiful person in the hearts of others, and she would subconsciously take care of her more! In this way, she is alone, and with the care of these classmates and friends, it will not be so difficult in the future......"
When Su Jingwen heard Ye Yan's words, she frowned and looked at Ye Yan and said
"You really can! Let yourself be hated and disliked by them, and let Muki be sympathetic and loved by them! Hehe! You can be great! ”
Ye Yan glanced at Su Jingwen and said
"Don't be sarcastic! I'm serious! She...... It's not easy! ”
Su Jingwen heard Ye Yan's tone change, sighed, and said
"Yes! In your eyes, it's not easy for her! We're all easy! ”
Ye Yan heard Su Jingwen's words, looked at Su Jingwen and said
"Jingwen! What do you say about me! ”
Su Jingwen was stunned when she heard Ye Yan say this, and said
"You! That's it! Stupid not to pull a few! ”
Ye Yan heard Su Jingwen's evaluation of herself and said speechlessly
"No, that's not what I'm talking about! I'm talking about these experiences of my life since I was a child, how about you hurry up with me? ”
Su Jingwen heard Ye Yan say this, thought about it, and said
"Hmm...... It should be considered relatively difficult! I haven't lived with my parents since I was a child, and finally my parents appeared but were taken to live in a strange environment, and then my parents divorced again, and since then I have lived almost alone! It's hard, isn't it? ”
Su Jingwen said, there was a trace of sympathy in her eyes, Ye Yan saw this, and hurriedly said with a smile
"Hey! Am I so worthy of sympathy? ”
When Su Jingwen heard Ye Yan say this, she said without looking over
"Humph! No, no, how can you be sympathetic! If I hadn't taken care of you all these years, you would have been ruined by other people! ”
Ye Yan heard Su Jingwen say this, smiled, and said
"Hahaha, wasn't my current appearance ruined by you? What do you mean to have been damaged by other people a long time ago! ”
When Su Jingwen heard Ye Yan like this, she raised her eyebrows and said
"Huh? If it's not clear whether you're learning well or not, don't blame me for everything! ”
Seeing Su Jingwen say this, Ye Yan smiled and waved his hand and said
"Hahaha! Alright, alright! I see! Don't blame you! ”
Su Jingwen snorted when she heard Ye Yan say this, and then Ye Yan put away her smile and said
"You see, even you think that my life has not been easy since I was a child! But
I don't think so! ”
Su Jingwen heard Ye Yan say this, and hurriedly asked
"What do you mean?"
Ye Yan looked at Su Jingwen and said
"Honestly, I think I'm lucky to win! Why do you say that, you see, although I haven't lived with my parents since I was a child, I have always loved my grandparents and grandparents! For ten years, I never felt that I lacked care or anything, but when my parents appeared, I didn't know how to get along with them, when they brought me to Yunnan, I was actually very afraid of the unknown, but on the other hand, I wanted to live with my parents, maybe it wasn't as bad as I imagined! I met you when I went to school, and I slowly let go of myself, although my parents divorced after that, but relatively I got the free life I dreamed of, although it was also my own depraved life, but no matter what, it was my own choice, so, on the whole, everything I went through, it was not very sad! ”
Su Jingwen heard Ye Yan say this, looked at Ye Yan, and asked slowly
"What do you mean by saying all this?"
Ye Yan heard Su Jingwen ask like this, took a deep breath, and said
"Actually, with all that, I want you to do me a favor!"
Su Jingwen looked at Ye Yan and said
"What's the busy?"
Ye Yan slowly raised his head, looked at the ceiling, and said
"I want you to be Maki's best friend! That way, you can help her when she's in trouble! ”
When Su Jingwen heard Ye Yan's words, her expression changed, she looked at Ye Yan and said
"You're kidding!"
Ye Yan shook his head, looked at Su Jingwen, and said
"Nope! I'm serious! ”
Su Jingwen looked at Ye Yan looking at her color, bit her lip lightly, and said
"You should know that my relationship with her is not even a friend except for classmates, if you weren't with her before, I might not even want to contact her!"
Ye Yan heard Su Jingwen's words, slowly lowered his head, and said
"I know! I've felt all of this before! When I was with Maki, you all seemed to have become estranged from me, and I used to think it was just my own delusion, but now it doesn't seem to be as simple as I thought......"
Su Jingwen heard Ye Yan say this, sighed, and said
"Leaves! Honestly, she's so good! Is it worth it for you to do this to her? ”
Ye Yan heard Su Jingwen ask like this, slowly raised his head, glanced at Su Jingwen, and said
"Where's the good...... Hehe! I don't know either! But do you know how we got together in the first place? ”
Su Jingwen looked at Ye Yan, shook her head slightly, and said
"You didn't tell me about this!"
Seeing this, Ye Yan smiled and said
"That's right! I don't seem to tell anyone much about it! But I have plenty of time to listen today, so why don't I tell you about it! ”
Su Jingwen nodded slowly, and then Ye Yan spoke
"You know that! We were disrupted after the third year of junior high school, and we are no longer a class! Although we only got together in the third year of junior high school, now that I think about it, maybe I started to pay attention to her even earlier! Remember the day school started? I had an incident with her that shirked each other's positions! Now that I think about it, did we already start to slowly turn the fate between us at that time? ”
When Su Jingwen heard this, she looked at Ye Yan a little speechless and said
"Please, get to the point, don't talk about this nonsense!"
Ye Yan heard Su Jingwen say this, pursed his lips, and said
"Alright! You also know what happened after that, my first girlfriend was not Mu Xi, but Zou Min! And what happened after breaking up with Zou Min became the key to everything! At that time, I was extremely annoyed that I broke up with Zou Min, so I was crazy about chatting with different girls for a while, in order to expand my empty spirit at that time, but in fact, there was no special use in doing this! Whenever I am alone, when I leave my mobile phone, I often feel a deep sense of loneliness, a home, extremely lonely and quiet, at that time, I often wonder what is the meaning of a person's life? Anyway, I thought about it a lot, until by chance I sent the wrong message to Maki, and Maki replied to my message, and then I thought about ending the conversation immediately, but Makuki said something to me that I still remember - "Why do you want to do this to yourself?" ”
(End of chapter)