146. Resentment does not leave flesh and blood

As the saying goes, happiness is sad all life, Xia Nuanyan always feels that the fuller the life passes, the more her heart starts, and she is worried, or just because there are still a lot of doubts in her heart.

"Princess, the county lord is here, it seems, a little unhappy." Saying that, Chu Xiaoge had already come to the edge of Yao Pond, Chu Xiaoge looked listless, like Qian Nan said, unhappy.

"Who messed with our baby, I haven't come to see my sister-in-law for so long, and I'm still angry." Xia Nuanyan affectionately took Chu Xiaoge's hand and sat on the stone beside her.

"No, it's my mother." Brother Chu Xiao mentioned the essence, shrugged his shoulders and smiled, "Since my mother came back from Yunlai Temple, I haven't laughed anymore, I have locked myself in the Buddha hall all day long, always sitting there alone in a daze, in a daze, it's been a day, how I tease her, she doesn't laugh, my mother was always reluctant to worry about me at all, and now, I don't know what happened, and I didn't say anything." ”

Chu Xiaoge finished speaking in one breath, worrying far more than resentment, Xia Nuanyan raised her eyebrows, her eyebrows bent slightly, and after a long time, she said slowly, "Xiaoge, I think, your mother just can't understand some things, after a few days, when she relaxes, it will be fine." ”

"Yes, I'm worried that she'll ruin her body." Chu Xiaoge muttered, Xia Nuanyan pulled a smile, smiled lightly, and felt a sadness in her heart.

People are always so dissatisfied, when you have nothing, you can not mind anything, as long as you have a child Chenghuan's knees, it is enough, but when you have children, you will ask for more, Bai Ruyue is like this, she can't be content, and selfish people, she doesn't want Xia Nuanyan to be with her, just be a stranger, she wants Xia Nuanyan and her, recognize her ancestors and return to her ancestors, this ancestor, Xia Nuanyan really doesn't know, how to recognize it.

Categorically, what Bai Ruyue thought was that Xia Nuanyan called her mother, and then, hiding the truth for her, she continued to live an empty life with Duan Wangye, however, in the world, how can everything be as she wishes.

Xia Nuanyan didn't want to mention Bai Ruyue, but she couldn't bear to see Chu Xiaoge lose her soul so much, so she said a few more words.

Jun Shinuo came over, sat down directly beside Xia Nuanyan, put his hand on Xia Nuanyan's shoulder, and smiled lightly, "Yo, Xiaoge, I haven't been here for a long time, today Brother Shinuo will take you out to play." ”

"If you don't go, you're not motivated." Chu Xiaoge replied without a word.

Jun Shinuo put his hand on Chu Xiaoge's forehead and said in surprise, "Xiaoge, you're okay, you can't even be excited about playing." ”

"No, my mother has been in a bad mood lately, and my father has been in the palace all day, and I'm about to get bored." Chu Xiaoge lowered his eyelids, without a little energy.

Jun Shinuo was stunned for a moment, glanced sideways at Xia Nuanyan, her expressionless appearance, put all her feelings in her heart, and couldn't help but feel a little more worried, and then smiled again, "Xiaoge, your father just came home from the palace, you can't blame him, the court has been unstable recently, and your father has to worry about snacks." ”

Chu Xiaoge stood up and patted the clothes on his body, "Then I'll go home first, my father doesn't have time to accompany my mother, I have to tell him to go, sister-in-law, I'll come to see you another day." ”

"Well, go for it."

Seeing Chu Xiaoge's back getting farther and farther away, Jun Shinuo said leisurely, "In Yunlai Temple, are you talking too seriously?" ”

Xia Nuanyan lowered her head, all the melancholy in her eyes was hidden, her hand, rubbing the corners of her clothes, said lightly, "I just said a word, there will be no time in the future, if she really cares about me, she cared about it as early as eighteen years ago, don't forget, it has always been me who thought she was dead, and she has always lived well, she has always known that I am still alive in this world, so many years have passed, and now come and tell me that you care about me, isn't it very ridiculous?" ”

Xia Nuanyan's words always sound a little bleak, but they are also facts, and facts speak louder than words.

Jun Shinuo pulled Xia Nuanyan's head and looked at her straightly, "No matter how resentful and hateful, if you don't leave your flesh and blood, Princess Duan must also miss you, she doesn't look for you, but she can't help herself, why do you bother with those small sections?" ”

Xia Nuanyan hooked the corners of her mouth and smiled sadly, "Shinuo, no matter how resentful and hateful it is, don't leave your flesh and blood, do you know, did my eldest mother say something on her deathbed, she said that what she regrets the most is that she never treated me as her own daughter, as a mother, doesn't she know, without my mother's care, I will be bullied, and also, you said that she can't help herself, she is a princess of Duan, and the king of Duan spoils her like her life, what is she involuntarily involuntary? ”

Xia Nuanyan didn't understand, what Jun Shinuo said, the body can't help herself, in fact, she can't help herself, and that's right, Duan Wangye's prominent identity, how dare Bai Ruyue let her stain it, sometimes, facing the past, it takes more courage than welcoming the future.

Jun Shinuo frowned, looking at Xia Nuanyan deeply, if a person, in front of the person he loves the most, wants to hide the pain as much as possible, it is only because, once the pain is touched, it will be miserable.

Jun Shinuo hugged Xia Nuanyan into his arms, and said gently, "Nuanyan, I'm sorry, I shouldn't use my own thinking to force you to forgive her, I'm just afraid that you will have regrets." ”

Xia Nuanyan shook her head insistently in Jun Shinuo's arms, she just shook her head desperately, without words, this has nothing to do with Jun Shinuo, now, this matter, there are too many people involved, Xia Ye, Bai Ruyue, Yelu Changhong, Duan Wangye, and Chu Xiaoge, she doesn't want to involve Jun Shinuo anymore.

After a long time, Jun Shinuo said, "However, in a few days, Yuehan, Qingling, and Lanshui, there will be envoys from the three countries to Chu, and the emperor will show respect for letting us all bring our wives and daughters to wash the dust for them, and Princess Duan said that she would attend." After a pause, Jun Shinuo said, "Perhaps, she thinks that only through this method can she look at you more through the sea of people." ”

Xia Nuanyan bit her lip lightly, she wanted to say, Shinuo, don't think of me so important, maybe, she feels now that I have already appeared and expressed my position, she can see the light before showing her face.

However, after thinking about it, it seemed that she was too thin and cool Xia Nuanyan turned her mouth and said, "Didn't those three small countries have already surrendered to Da Chu, why?" ”

"During the time when the first king left, the government has not been very stable, and when they come together, I am afraid of them, because the comers are not good."

"It's not a big deal if the soldiers come to block it, and the water comes to cover it." Xia Nuanyan said, her thoughts returned to Bai Ruyue's body, does Bai Ruyue want to show happiness in front of her, with Duan Wangye and Chu Xiaoge, or do you want to pretend to sympathize with her in front of Chu Xiaoge and Duan Wangye? Whatever the reason, she doesn't look like a person who would do that!