"Don't say it, I'm just good at this, how can I be as clever as you." Nan Shi shook his head and denied it.

Although this conversation is over, it is like a knot in the heart, which cannot be eliminated, day after day, the cyst is not necessarily, and pus will come out, and it needs to be shaved clean.

Xu felt that the distance between himself and Nan Shi was getting bigger and bigger, and Nan Chen began to study harder, often in the middle of the night, he could hear the sound of reading aloud, and he forgot to eat dinner...... Forget to sleep and eat, immerse yourself in learning and can't extricate yourself......

"Brother, our dance troupe has rehearsed a new dance drama, and I am the main character! And I still have tickets in the first row, brother, come and take a look......" Nan Shi began to be coquettish and cute when he was a child, and tightly wrapped Nan Chen's arm holding the book.

However, at that time, Nan Chen was still understanding the solution method of combining mathematical geometric images and algebra, and he had no time to take care of Nan Shi, who was holding his hand and being cute, and said a little impatiently: "Wait." With that, he continued to focus on the crumpled pages.

Nan Shi also wanted to remind him that it was this week, but Nan Mu on the side stepped forward and motioned to Nan Shi not to affect Nan Chen's study.

Nan Shi had to leave reluctantly, and finally closed the door with a small crack in the door, hoping that Nan Chen would look at her again.

Unfortunately, I can't wait.

On the day of the start of the dance drama, Nan Shi waited backstage for a long time, but he didn't see Nan Chen's shadow.

"Nanshi, where is your brother? I'd like to ask him a few questions about my studies! "The children in the dance troupe are generally taller than Nan Shidu, a few years older, and they are a little anxious.

"Wait." Nan Shi didn't want to believe that Nanchen didn't come back.

She forgot to mention that she had a ticket in Nanchen's math book, and she also helped him sort out the solution ideas.

It's a pity that Nanchen not only didn't see the ticket, but also treated the essence of this finishing as waste paper and twisted it into a ball and threw it into the wastepaper basket.

This small ball of paper was full of wrinkles, lonely in the paper basket, and the crackling sound was so soft that no one heard it, let alone saw it.

Really, Nanshi waited for a day and didn't wait.

"Forget it, my brother is busy, it's okay, it's really okay...... Then I'm going to work harder to keep my brother from being so busy. Xiao Nan looked up at the bright moon, and a misty blue shadow crossed the sky, throwing off a big swing tail.

She went home, empty, with no one.

She thought that Nan Chen was very busy, and couldn't help blaming herself for being too selfish, and when she slept down, she tossed and turned, and couldn't sleep well, and Nan Chen's faint voice always surrounded her mind, hitting her heart and stinging her eyes.

However, she hadn't seen Nan Chen for several days, so she couldn't help but ask Nan Mu.

In this family, she felt very strange, no matter what, she always had an indescribable strange disgust when she saw Nan's father and mother, and even her attitude towards the servants was much better than that of them. Only to get close to Nanchen can speak.

"Mom, where's my brother?" She asked in a whisper.

"Brother, he went to study abroad." Nan Mu was surprised how Nan Shi thought of talking to herself, but she didn't expect to ask a question about Nan Chen, and in the end she couldn't help but feel a little lonely.

"And when will he be back? Will he come to see my dance drama? I...... What can I help him? Nan Shi felt that she was simply not a good sister, she didn't know what her brother was doing, and in the end, she was the one who was wrong......

No, she can't go on wrong, whatever...... You have to work harder, at least you deserve to have such a hard-working brother!

But she forgot, or didn't think about, what Nanchen worked so hard for. In the end, her efforts turned into scattered dust, and she was the only one walking alone......

She wrote a letter to Nanchen.

"Brother, I'm in the third grade, it's still very simple, I've learned everything in the third year of junior high school! If you have any questions, just ask me! ”

"Brother, my new dance drama has started, it's on TV, remember to watch it!"

"Brother, I made a new friend named Yi Rui, and she is also very good-looking, right?"

"Brother, I ......"

Over the years, she wrote several letters, but there was no response.

She comforted herself: it was her brother who was busy, she said that it was good to be safe, and they would all be fine......

But later, she felt that she couldn't fool herself.

There is no longer the brother who took her to recite poems word by word, there is no brother in front of her who applauds her in the audience, and there is no longer the relative who handed her a tissue when she was injured and in pain......

She has changed, cold, more and more lonely and does not like to talk, people around her always say that she is a freak, she just didn't hear it, but her heart still throbs involuntarily.

It turns out that it's so uncomfortable to be called strange things for no reason......

Brother, where are you? Do you know I'm waiting for you?

For nearly ten years, the brother and sister said goodbye, that is, the airport.

Her brother, Nan Chen, is an adult, still with a long body and a favorite dark blue suit, a white shirt inside, and a corner of his black hair, which is finally pressed down and bounced up again.

Herself, the lotus pink crepe dress fluttered slightly in the wind, and the cherry pink ribbon also danced with it, which was extremely elegant; Put on a small cotton coat of beige and button it, and it will become more and more slim.

But it is much thinner, and the wind blows gently, which has some sad connotations.

"Brother, I'm ......" took Nan Chen's hand, he had a thousand words to tell, but he was blocked in his heart, and his tears couldn't flow, flashing with light, full of feelings that he couldn't say when he said something.

"Don't say it, there are a lot of things in the company, you go first, I've already asked the driver to pick you up, hurry back, don't make a mess." After that, I withdrew and left, and my heart was even colder.

Nan Shi froze in place, looking at the dark blue figure, and stretched out his hand to catch him back, but he knew that not only was the space between the two getting farther and farther apart, but the distance in his heart could not be returned......

If only before......

Nan Chen must have clenched her little hand, exhaling the heat, and the white smoke that floated up one after another also melted her coldness.

She was naturally afraid of cold, and it was her brother who cured her of the cold at that time; I thought it would be fine, but it has relapsed in the past few years...... Each time it got worse and worse, stiffening and even wondering if she was a wreck.

Brother, has she grown up and doesn't need his protection......

She shook her head silently, and said in her heart that she was still a child, afraid of cold and life, but she didn't complain about her brother.

She has grown up, and she has made some achievements in her career in the past few years, and she can help Nanchen.

She made a phone call to her trained henchmen: "What mission did we send to my brother recently?" ”

The other end of the phone quickly answered: "It's a coincidence, and the sister you know, Pei Shang, the editor-in-chief of the magazine, joined forces to promote the content of the issue." Is it to help? ”

Nan Shi thought for a moment and nodded: "Leave it to me to deal with it personally." ”

I haven't seen it for many years, this first gift, brother, you must accept it.