Zhengzha may be a kind of injury, force, it may be a kind of injury, and sometimes, even low ying, is also a kind of injury.

After all, Xia Nuanyan is still determined to help Xia Ye once, even if she puts aside Xia Ye's twenty years of nurturing kindness, just because of Xia Ye's persistent emotional points towards Bai Ruyue, she should also help him, without hesitation!

Xia Nuanyan about Bai Ruyue swims in the lake, here is quiet, boating to the middle of the lake, there are only two people, and the wind blows, it is also very leisurely, it is more suitable to talk about some heavier past.

"Nuan Yan, I thought that you would never see me again in your life." Even though he is articulate, in the face of Xia Mingyan, how much white as the moon is, he is still at a loss and excited.

Xia Nuanyan's eyes swept across the sparkling lake, and when she turned her head to look at Bai Ruyue, her expression was already indifferent, and between the two of them, there was a layer of distance, and she said bluntly, "Would you like to meet my father?" ”

Bai Ruyue was stunned at first, then her smile hardened, her face turned pale, she raised her hand, held the cup, and looked at Xia Nuanyan with two thin lips, "You told him, I'm still alive?" ”

Xia Nuanyan pursed her lips, "If you can, I'd rather he never know for the rest of his life, you are still alive, and some people, dead, are more acceptable than being alive." ”

"Then let him think, I'm already dead, anyway, in this life, I won't see him, I won't see him, even if I die, I won't see him again!"

Bai Ruyue's tone was very rigid, more rigid than ever, her attitude was harder, Xia Nuanyan learned Lu Yun's tone and said, "You know, my father and him, it's not easy, it's not easy to know that you are still alive, at least, let him see you, even if he says a few cool words, it proves that you are really alive, maybe, he will be at ease, maybe, knowing that he doesn't owe you a life, he can also have no worries in his old age." ”

"Hehe, don't worry about your old age!" Bai Ruyue tore away a bleak smile, she looked at Xia Nuanyan directly, "Nuan Yan, you are so ruthless, compare your heart to your heart, if it weren't for him, would I have ended up like today, he is a wound that I can't touch in my heart, but you forcibly opened this wound, just for his well-being in his old age, have you ever thought about it?" ”

"I just thought about it, so I didn't rush to let you go to see him, aren't I discussing with you now, twenty years have passed since the matter, a full twenty years, the torture of a person, twenty years, isn't it enough?" Xia Nuanyan suppressed her throat and screamed, after speaking, she turned her head, she didn't look at Bai Ruyue, she was afraid that Bai Ruyue would see that her confidence was insufficient at this time.

Bai Ruyue gasped, "Nuan Yan, what about you, obviously, I am a victim, so why have you been obsessed with my identity, and until now, you are still unwilling to recognize me?" ”

"I," Xia Nuanyan turned her head, looked at Bai Ruyue for a moment, and turned her head sideways, "I'm not in the same situation as you!" ”

Indeed, Xia Nuanyan and Bai Ruyue, Xia Ye and Bai Ruyue, their situation is indeed different, Bai Ruyue said, she is a victim, but Xia Nuanyan is not, Xia Ye, how can it not, the culprit is King Jing, but King Jing has turned into a pile of white bones, do they still want to bite this like this, entangle, and rest until death?

Bai Ruyue raised her eyebrows, "Nuan Yan, let me tell you this, Xia Ye's injury to me is like the pain of seppuku, although, after seppuku, I can still survive, but the pain is impossible, forget it, if you can, maybe, only people from outside the world who have seen through the red world can, at least, I think I can't do it!" ”

Xia Nuanyan trembled her eyebrows, perhaps, in this matter, she had already thought too much about Xia Ye, and overly ignored Bai Ruyue's pain, indeed, for this reason, Bai Ruyue almost lost her life, and it was indeed just a fluke to survive so far.

"That is, insistence?"

"Never see each other!"

Xia Nuanyan slowly moved the corners of her mouth, smiled bitterly, she already knew the result, she didn't think about it, when she said it, her mood was so heavy, Bai Ruyue picked up a cup of hot tea, drank it in one go, and her mood was not better, she stood up, walked to the front of the wooden boat, stood at the top, and the wind blew on her face, the irritability in her heart suddenly disappeared.

Bai Ruyue walked over and stood side by side with Xia Nuanyan, "You, complain about me?" ”

Xia Nuanyan didn't nod or shake her head, she raised her head slightly, closed her eyes, and her skirt fluttered, "You said, if you are here, take a light jump, isn't it, all the hatred, or resentment, are drowned with the lake!" ”

Bai Ruyue grabbed Xia Nuanyan's arm and said in a panic, "Nuanyan, don't mess around, this is our business, it's none of your business, don't do stupid things!" ”

Bai Ruyue said it so reasonably, she forgot that this matter was the most important thing about Xia Nuanyan, if it weren't for the two of them, because, if it weren't for those ugly things back then, Xia Nuanyan would not have appeared in this world.

Xia Nuanyan turned her head and smiled, across the shallow sun, Bai Ruyue found for the first time that she was standing so close to Xia Nuanyan, she smiled so really, as if as long as she stretched out her hand, she could melt her smile into the palm of her hand.

"Why should I do stupid things, you see, there are so many things in the world, I am attached to them, so I won't do things that are sorry for myself."

"And who are?" Bai Ruyue sighed, her heart was relieved, and she pulled Xia Nuanyan's hand, but she didn't let go.

Xia Nuanyan raised her eyes, and the afterglow happened to be on Bai Ruyue's body, "I was just thinking, what kind of mentality you were at that time, what kind of dead heart you were to make such a decisive move!" ”

Bai Ruyue's hand slid down weakly, and she pulled the skin of her mouth, as if in her memory, there lived a kind of heart-eroding poison, which was heart-eroding and heart-swallowing.

"Nuan Yan, I hope that you never, never, never, don't try that mood, you have nothing to love in life, nothing to fear in death, no time to live, you don't even have the courage to live!" Bai Ruyue raised her eyebrows and patted Xia Nuanyan on the shoulder, "If one day, you really have to go to that point to be considerate of me, then, I would rather you never be considerate of me for the rest of your life." ”

"I ......" Xia Nuanyan opened her mouth, and wanted to say something more, but in the end, she didn't say anything, Bai Ruyue said three forevers in a row, it was like giving Xia Nuanyan a reassurance, her attitude told Xia Nuanyan that those pasts, indeed, not everyone can face them!

Perhaps, there was some deep pain, Bai Ruyue didn't say it, just because, or, she was afraid that her words would be too pale, and she would say the already painful things more desolately, and people's hearts were already cold, and if she added too weak words, it would only make her heartache worse.