Chapter 688: Obvious Ambiguous Atmosphere
"Mr. Luo, can I call you sister after work?"
Luo Feng wants to get closer to Luo Zijia. After work, I still call the boss or something, and I always feel that it is not easy to get closer to ordinary relationships.
However, Luo Zijia said: "Mr. Luo is so good, why do you want to call sister?" You're going to give me the illusion that you're begging me for something and need me to get you through the back door. Don't be fooled by me, right? ”
Luo Zijia looked at Luo Feng and smiled a little treacherously and cunningly.
Luo Feng said depressedly: "Now that you don't pay me a salary, why do I still call you Mr. Luo?" It's just because I see that you're a little older than me, so I call you sister. Don't be cheap and sell well, let me tell you, I don't call everyone sister, and there will be no such shop in this village. ”
Luo Zijia felt funny when he heard it, but in fact, he didn't care what it was called.
He used to be called Lawyer Luo, but now he is called Mr. Luo. Now Luo Feng said that he wanted to call her sister, but it didn't matter. What can it change no matter what it's called? Isn't she still her?
"Okay, you can call it whatever you want." Luo Zijia seemed to be very helpless when he agreed.
Luo Feng just looked at him like this, deliberately: "How can you call it whatever you want, then I will call you wife, do you agree?" ”
Luo Feng also said it all at once, and suddenly there were some subtle changes in the atmosphere, and Luo Zijia looked at him a little stunned. Of course, Luo Zijia also felt that this was just a metaphor, but he still looked at Luo Feng in a daze.
Crazy, call your wife? Is this a casual name? Today's children are really big and small, and they can shake out casually no matter what they call them.
Luo Zijia still felt that he was a little lacking in lessons. So he turned around and knocked Luo Feng's head with his hand: "Your brain is fine, it's not big or small, dare to say anything?" ”
But as soon as he finished speaking, Luo Zijia was stunned. Because Luo Feng looked at her, he really had some indescribable ambiguous feelings. Luo Zijia only felt as if his heart had been hit by something, he was stunned on the spot, he didn't know how to react, and he didn't know if the outstretched hand should be withdrawn at this moment, so he was stunned and stopped in the air.
At this moment, Luo Feng stretched out his hand and directly held Luo Zijia's hand that had paused there. Although it is a younger brother than himself, it is also the hand of an adult man. Such a big hand suddenly wrapped around Luo Zijia's hand, and the temperature of the palm was transmitted to Luo Zijia's sensory nerves through the hand. Suddenly, as if he had been burned by fire, he suddenly came to his senses and withdrew his hand at once. Slightly nervous, he turned his back to Luo Feng, although he felt that everything just now was so ambiguous, but Luo Zijia quickly adjusted his emotions.
She's not a little girl anymore, she's been in love and married. For such a scene, in fact, it is not difficult for her.
Just adjusting his emotions, Luo Zijia turned around and said to Luo Feng with a smile as if what had just happened had not happened, "Have you thought about where you are going to have supper?" If you haven't thought about it, I have a good place to recommend. My two good sisters used to like to go, if you are interested, I can also take you to try it. ”
Luo Zijia changed the topic, as if he also controlled the initiative.
Luo Feng obviously thought that what seemed to be progress just now, but as soon as he turned around and came back, he was treated by Luo Zijia as if nothing had happened, and smiled lightly. Suddenly I felt a little lost in my heart, and I even went out for supper together, as if I couldn't lift my spirits. But this is another opportunity for him and Luo Zijia to get along, and he doesn't want to give up.
"Okay, I'll go wherever you take me."
Luo Feng also smiled, and together with Luo Zijia, he temporarily suppressed the matter just now and did not mention it. After all, it's not a good time, and it won't do you much good to bring it up. Luo Feng was also relatively well controlled, so he got out of the elevator and went to the place to eat with Luo Zijia.
Luo Zijia Well, I went to the place where I liked to go with Jiang Yingyue and Lan Xin before. Although the consumption is a little higher, it is still within the burden of the Luo family. And for the sake of Luo Feng's serious work for so long, this is nothing.
Here Luo Zijia and Luo Feng ordered food and beer, Luo Zijia didn't feel hungry, so he drank wine and watched Luo Feng eat.
"Do you just drink and don't eat?"
"I was already full in the evening and couldn't eat any more. You don't understand that a woman of our age is guilty of eating an extra bite at night, not to mention that I ordered a bottle of beer to drink. It's probably because it's a good place to drink tonight. My ex-husband also went to dinner tonight, because we are classmates, so meeting at such a dinner is always indispensable. After I divorced him, she soon had a new girlfriend. The job is stable and the family is good. You say that such a man should be very sought-after. If you have a girlfriend after a divorce, is this considered a good man? ”
At the party where Lu Zifeng was also there tonight, Luo Zijia was a little lonely at the moment.
Luo Feng didn't expect that Luo Zijia would mention her ex-husband like this. Everyone in the company knows that Luo Zijia is divorced, but no one has ever heard her mention her marriage or her ex-husband.
At this moment, when Luo Feng heard this, he slowly put down his chopsticks, and was a little jealous of the person who could still eat with Luo Zijia after the divorce.
But what good luck, I should say that his luck was really bad. Luo Zijia is such a good woman, he actually divorced her. If they don't get divorced, how can they have a chance? Thinking of his hard-won opportunity, Luo Feng was a little grateful to his ex-husband.
"You're already divorced, can't you let it go?"
Luo Feng looked at Luo Zijia in front of him and asked him like this. After all, he has some feelings for Luo Zijia, but at this moment, seeing her cup after cup in front of his eyes, he inevitably felt a little uncomfortable in his heart.
Luo Zijia shook his head and said, "No, no, I can't put it down." It's just that after experiencing it, how much will be engraved in my mind, and it is deeply difficult to wave. Actually, I didn't understand it at the time, after all, we used to really love each other, and we fell in love when we were in school. Although we don't know our vigorous feelings in school, even our uncles and aunts who are picking up the wind today still remember how sensational we were in front of us at the beginning. They didn't know that we were divorced, and they kept asking me when I was going to have a baby at the dinner table. At that time, I was really embarrassed, embarrassed to find a crack in the ground and hide it. Hide my failures over the years, in relationships, in marriage.
I have no way to answer such a question, I can only tell him that we are divorced. When I go to face someone who has witnessed everything we have done with all the bang, I really don't know how I got the words 'we divorced' out of my mouth. It's hard, it's really hard. It's like admitting my failures over the years, the failures of my marriage and family, in front of others. I'm a real failure, whether it's love, marriage, or work.
If it weren't for my good sisters, I really can't imagine what I'm doing at this moment, and without their help, this company wouldn't be able to run now. For so long, I've been thinking about it, and I'm looking for a reason. I know that all these failures are actually self-inflicted, whether it is my family or my job.
It's my ex-husband, after all, we've been together since we were students. I also loved my family very much, despite so many conflicts later. In order not to get divorced, I also used a lot of means, but unfortunately it didn't work. Before I realized that our relationship was exhausted and could not continue, he was more sober than I was. We divorced, but at the moment of divorce, I still hope that we will remarry one day. In fact, I thought wrong about this matter, I thought I could go back, but unfortunately what I lost was impossible to go back to. Now I only have a job, and I have to work hard and make money in this company. Don't let down the sisters who invested in me, and it's important that I don't let myself down again.
I'm afraid that if I'm disappointed in myself, I'll really never be able to stand up again. So in my life now, everything else is not important, only work. ”
Luo Zijia's words were sincere, he talked about his family, his marriage, and her ex-husband, and also talked about his present. But it gave Luo Feng a feeling that this was Luo Zijia giving him another vaccination.
His voiceover seemed to say: I am a woman who has failed, and I can't afford to fail a second time. My focus in my life is all about work, and I am not interested in anything other than work, and I don't want to delay my work.
Luo Feng hadn't told Luo Zijia how he felt about her, but it seemed that he had no chance now, so he confessed to Luo Zijia.
He has already said so much that he is confessing, he is really a little ignorant, and he has already found an excuse to reject himself.
Luo Feng surged with the feelings in his heart, and suddenly seemed to be poured a basin of cold water. At this moment, he pulled the dishes in the bowl and pressed the thoughts in his heart hard.
Since what he wants is success and work as a companion, then he is also a justifiable excuse to be by her side and move forward with him, isn't it? As long as you work hard to help him succeed, when that day comes, won't there still be a chance, right?
Thinking like this, Luo Feng's heart felt a lot better, so let's decide this way, otherwise I wouldn't even have the qualifications to stay by her side. As long as she has a little sign of it, I'm afraid it will scare her. Let him hide farther, which is not what he wants, so Luo Feng decided to work hard first. After all, work is their common goal and language these days.
Luo Feng, who had figured this out, smiled, raised his head and said to Luo Zijia: "Yes, I only have to work, let's work together and succeed together." As long as you don't forget the boss, you can just promise me the shares you promised me in the first place. ”
Luo Zijia also smiled and said, "Do I seem to be such a forgetful person, don't worry, when it comes to success, you won't be missing." ”
Luo Feng also smiled reluctantly, but he was still thinking about the blind date that Luo Zijia said when he answered the phone before.
"By the way, doesn't it mean that there is only work? Then why do you still have to agree to a blind date? ”
Luo Zijia poured himself another glass of wine, and suddenly smiled: "Young people don't be so narrow-minded, blind dates don't necessarily mean to get married." Sometimes, blind dates are also an important part of expanding your business circle, you see. ”