56. It is indeed better to die than to live well
Zihan took them and walked to the basement, squeaked, pushed open the door, and suddenly, a faint fragrance came to her nose, and at the same time, a cold air poured out from inside, she couldn't help but shiver, "That's what I'm talking about, as for whether the princess is there, I don't know." ”
They didn't care too much, they rushed in and shouted, the first one to see Xia Nuanyan curled up in the corner was Shi Xilan, she was stunned there, and only then did she react, "I found it, found it, I found it, princess!" ”
Hearing this, everyone ran over, Jun Shinuo ran over, his hand touched Xia Nuanyan's skin, a burst of coldness, cold between his fingers, he didn't feel good in his heart, if he came a little later, isn't it, Xia Nuanyan is just like Yang Ying said, he went one step ahead of him, he picked up Xia Nuanyan, and choked up, "Nuanyan, I'm late, it's okay, it'll be fine." ”
Xia Nuannuan, who had her eyes closed, wanted to open her eyes strongly, but she only opened one eye, her lips turned purple, and she squeezed out a sentence from her throat, "Do you remember the gambling contract of a marriage book?" ”
After speaking, she lowered her eyes heavily, as if this sentence had exhausted all her strength.
The doctor said that Xia Nuanyan was fine, so Jun Shinuo let everyone rest, after all, they were all in a hurry, and they were really tired, so they lit a few hot stoves in the room and wrapped Xia Nuanyan in a thick quilt, however, Jun Shinuo's mood was not calm.
Touching Xia Nuanyan, slowly warming her skin, Jun Shinuo suddenly laughed, in the laughter, there was helpless sadness, the woman in front of her, she said, she is not afraid of death, she said, accompanied by Yang Ying and others, death is also a place, she even cherishes the stone and puts herself in danger, she despises herself so much, why should others pay attention to her?
Thinking of this, Jun Shinuo's heart throbbed, stretched out his hand to stroke Xia Nuanyan's face, his fingers stopped on Xia Nuanyan's willow eyebrows, and he didn't move away for a long time, whether Xia Nuanyan despised himself, or, he despised Xia Nuanyan, he couldn't tell the difference, his gambling contract with a marriage letter was just a joke, but I didn't expect that Xia Nuanyan was more serious, and he almost took his life.
Qingfeng knocked on the door outside the room, Jun Shinuo withdrew his hand, and restrained his expression, "Come in." ”
"Lord Wang, the doctors all said that the princess is fine, don't worry too much."
"Am I worried about her, when she wakes up, I will scold her well, I will always be so willful and don't want the consequences."
Qingfeng raised her eyebrows and looked at Jun Shinuo, "At least, the princess knows what she is doing, and, she thinks, it is worth it." ”
"Is it worth it? I really don't know what you women think. Jun Shinuo took a moment and shook his head slightly, he really didn't understand, what was worth talking about, "By the way, you are looking for me, is there something wrong?" ”
"Well, Yang Ying died in prison, poisoning."
"It's too fast, let's go, let's take a look!"
As soon as Jun Shinuo and the others walked on their front feet, Xia Nuanyan woke up, opened her eyes, everything was so harmonious, and so quiet, the room was quiet, only the occasional wind was heard, she moved, and her body was weak and tired.
Xia Nuanyan lifted the quilt, got up and walked to the window, pushed open the window, and a more harmonious scene came into view, so that she forgot about the cold wind for a while.
Outside the window, Shi Xilan and Chu Yingtian sat next to each other, full of affection, how envious of others, Xia Nuanyan pursed her lips, Shi Xilan found her master, not to say unhappy, but it was inevitable in her heart, a little sad, love to the depths, all she asked for was a home, a embrace, others could love halfway can be so easy to get, and what about herself, here, going around and around, getting bruises all over her body, Jun Shinuo gave it, there has never been love, just ask, is this really her fault?
Xia Nuanyan was thinking about it, felt a warmth in her back, turned around, and met Jun Shinuo's clear eyes, but when she opened her mouth, she suddenly found that she didn't know what to say to this man she was looking forward to day and night.
"I just woke up, and I don't know if it's cold, so wear more clothes." Jun Shinuo said calmly, and helped Xia Nuanyan tie the cloak belt he had just put on her, and everything went so naturally.
Xia Nuanyan turned around, leaned her head against the window, did not speak, and vaguely remembered that at the moment before she passed out in a coma, she obviously told Jun Shinuo that, the gambling contract of a marriage letter, why, he can be regarded as nothing, why, he is struggling on the edge of life and death, he can be light and light, why, his appearance, can let his determination to stay away collapse all of a sudden.
The more she thought about it, the more pantothenic acid Xia Nuanyan's heart became, sour, and her eyes were red, she took a deep breath, looked at the people outside through shallow tears, you love me.
Finally, it was Jun Shinuo who couldn't help but broke the silence, "Yang Ying and Liu Qingyun both committed suicide in fear of sin. ”
"The prince thinks that it is suicide in fear of sin, that is, suicide in fear of sin." Xia Nuanyan said coldly, as for whether it was suicide, she thought, Jun Shinuo knew better than her, saying that Yang Ying committed suicide, she was true, but, Liu Qingyun, a rat, he would rather live than die well, what she wants is just to return Shi Hu's innocence, and now, she has done it, it is enough, and if she wants more, it will become greedy.
"You know, there are some things, don't take them too seriously, it's good for you, and ......"
"Nuan Yan understands that the prince is for my good." Xia Nuanyan stiffly interrupted Jun Shinuo's words.
Jun Shinuo opened his mouth, closed it for a long time, and didn't say any more, he clasped his hands around his chest, leaned against the wall, and looked at it from this angle, just rightly, he completely saw Xia Nuanyan's sorrow in his eyes, he exhaled slightly, and said extremely seriously, "Do you know that if we come one step late, you will really die." ”
"Does the prince want me to thank you for saving your life, but how can you thank the Fa," Xia Nuanyan turned her head and looked into Shang Jun Shinuo's eyes, "Do you want to make a personal promise, but you don't want it, don't you?" ”
"Yelu Nuanyan, I'm talking to you seriously, can you be normal." Xia Nuanyan's frivolous attitude finally failed to provoke Jun Shinuo, in the end, is Jun Shinuo more patient, or is he already accustomed to Xia Nuanyan's contempt for himself.
Xia Nuanyan hooked the corners of her mouth, smiled shallowly, "I have always been serious, everything I do, including everything I say to the prince, Jiangyan City is serious, but the prince takes it as a joke, the speaker has a heart, the listener has no intention, and I can't help it." ”
"Okay, I'll just treat you as serious, put your life on the line for this, do you think, is it worth it?"
"It's worth it!" Before Jun Shinuo's words fell, Xia Nuanyan replied crisply, without a little hesitation or ambiguity.
"Why?"
"It's better to die than to live!"
If Xia Nuanyan's sentence is worth it, let Jun Shinuo stop, then, her sentence is not as good as a good death, it really shocked him along with his body and mind, is this what a woman should say, if he hadn't decided in advance that Xia Nuannuan is a stubborn person, he will definitely feel that the woman who said this must have experienced a lot of hardships, and she must be a woman who makes everyone in the world feel distressed.
However, Xia Nuanyan's past, he didn't participate, Xia Nuanyan's present, he didn't care, Jun Shinuo, why did he think that Xia Nuanyan had not gone through hardship, why did he feel that Xia Nuanyan's life was on the broad road?
After a moment, Jun Shinuo breathed a sigh of relief, "Yelu Nuanyan, okay, I admit defeat, you just make it clear to me, what do I owe you, and you want to disdain talking to me like this?" ”
"Do you really want to say?"
"Hmm!"
Xia Nuanyan smiled sadly, "You owe me for a lifetime!" ”
Jun Shinuo's back slipped, almost unsteady, Xia Nuanyan said that he owed her a lifetime, he wanted to dismiss it, he really wanted to dismiss it, but Xia Nuanyan said it so truly, said it so aggrieved, said it so resentfully, said it so painfully, said it so painfully, it made anyone sound as if he really owed her, for a lifetime, even he himself was in a trance, he really owed her for a lifetime!
"It's just that I forgot to ask you, whether to give me back this life, or, the next life, or, the next life, or, the next life, or, far away, the next life!" Looking at the dumb Jun Shinuo, Xia Nuanyan narrowed her eyes, and two crystalline liquids flowed out of her eyes, which shocked Jun Shinuo and herself, since when will she be in front of him, wasting tears.