77. May it not be given to non-people

Night, very quiet and quiet, Xia Nuanyan sat in front of the window, under the reflection of the moonlight, the shadows of the trees were mottled, the silver-white moonlight, the white snow, melted on the ground, chaotic together, Xia Nuanyan's eyebrows were slightly locked, Xin Shiren's words just now still made her, a little uncomfortable, how unaccustomed she was, let a person peek into her heart, besides, that person was still a stranger, a stranger who met on the road.

Jun Shinuo pushed the door in, and said in a slightly complaining tone, "You have to hurry tomorrow morning, if you don't rest early, and the wind is still blowing there, don't you want to go back early." ”

"It's okay, I'm thinking about things." Xia Nuanyan didn't turn around, her eyes still stayed on the drifting snow, giving people an illusion of comfort and comfort.

Jun Shinuo walked over, leaned against the wall, squinted at Xia Nuanyan, looked at it for a moment, and said seriously, "What do you think, you think so much." ”

Xia Nuanyan moved her lips and smiled very shallowly and lightly, "You say, do people like to derelict their duties, obviously they just meet in the water, but they just have to guess other people's thoughts, or, as a doctor, does he think that only by seeing people's heart diseases can he prove that his medical skills are superb?" ”

Jun Shinuo took a breath and said softly, "You mean, Doctor Xin?" ”

"Hmm!"

"Nuan Yan, there are some things, don't worry too much, Pingshui is also a meeting, no matter what Dr. Xin says, I believe that he has no bad intentions, at least for you, he has no bad intentions." When Jun Shinuo said the last sentence, his tone slowed down, and his pertinent attitude was even a little blunt and a little disdainful.

Xia Nuanyan raised her eyes and looked at Jun Shinuo, to tell the truth, this is the first time she has seen Jun Shinuo so calmly, closely, and without any emotion, heh, Pingshui is also a meeting, this sentence, once upon a time, I also said it, I didn't expect that what came out of Jun Shinuo's mouth changed its taste, became helpless, and became as if it was so powerless, in other words, this meeting, if he could, he would rather not meet.

"Why are you looking at me like that?"

"Because you're handsome." Xia Nuanyan said perfunctorily, and Jun Shinuo also laughed at it.

Xia Nuanyan raised her eyebrows and said playfully, "Lord Wang, do you know, I think I should learn one thing." ”

"What's the matter?"

"Learn to hide your joys, sorrows, and sorrows in the bottom of my heart, and I am convinced that one day, I will learn this thing to the fullest."

Jun Shinuo was stunned for a moment, and he didn't understand what Xia Nuanyan meant, "I don't understand!" ”

"Because, I'm afraid that it would be terrible for a man to speculate on his own mind."

"Oh, I thought you were afraid of something, you have to say anything to people, just think about it."

Xia Nuanyan opened her mouth to speak, but in the end, she didn't say anything, she smiled, she had nothing to say to people, and she said it frankly, but Jun Shinuo didn't understand that everyone has the most vulnerable place in their hearts, for example, Bai Ruyue is Xia Nuanyan's most vulnerable, once these vulnerabilities are fully disclosed and shown in front of others, it will make Xia Nuanyan feel like being stripped naked and publicized to the public, and she can't stand this strong pressure.

However, people are made of flesh and blood, and there are really people who can hide their joys, sorrows, and sorrows in their hearts, and can anyone really play with this thing? Xin Shiren said that Xia Nuanyan is too fine, which is not a good thing in the end, so it seems that Xia Nuanyan is not a smart person anymore, but just an innocent little woman, that's all.

Jun Shinuo pulled closer to the window and said kindly, "Go to bed early, sleep is the best way to reject troubles, fall asleep, do not be alarmed, not annoyed, not irritated, not depressed, not hesitant." ”

Xia Nuanyan and Jun Shinuo, back to back, slept in clothes, and stayed all night until dawn.

The morning glow reflected the sky red, and the chill in the morning was particularly strong, Xia Nuanyan really didn't get a good night's sleep, so she got up early and hurried.

Xin Shiren came out with yesterday's warm guqin to see him off, "Madam, this qin has been with the old man for more than 20 years, and it is rare to meet a bosom friend today, so I will give this qin to Mrs." ”

The north wind is blowing messily on the two people standing side by side, Xia Nuanyan's hair is also a little messy, and when Xia Nuanyan is different, Xin Shiren at this time is not as awe-inspiring as he just saw yesterday, but he is a little old, and he feels a little rickety, just one night, he makes a person old, this has absolutely nothing to do with age, maybe, it is a mentality, and it is possible, it is a matter of perspective.

Xia Nuanyan stood on the thick snow, stepping on the snow, dressed in plain white clothes, standing, she took a breath of heating before saying, "Doctor Xin, this qin, Nuan Yan also said yesterday, is a precious thing, besides, it has been with Dr. Xin for so long, for Dr. Xin, it is like her own siblings, how dare Nuan Yan accept it." ”

"A good piano is easy to get, bosom friends are hard to find, last night's Madame's song "Baitou Yin" played really differently, the old man is old, and he doesn't want this piano to be buried with me, so Mrs. will accept it."

Xia Nuanyan glanced at Jun Shinuo on the side in embarrassment, Jun Shinuo's eyes were condensed, but they were blurry, there was no place for his gaze, and finally, he said leisurely, "Nuan Yan, you just accept it, it's rare that Dr. Xin is so generous, if we push back, it won't be very good, besides, today's farewell, we won't see each other again in the future, accept it, and the right is a witness to our acquaintance." ”

Jun Shinuo's words were slow and methodical, as if they had been sorted out, and orderly, Xia Nuanyan always felt that his words sounded a little awkward, especially the last sentence, but he couldn't say what was awkward.

Xia Nuanyan had no choice but to take the piano with gratitude, "Then Nuanyan thanked Dr. Xin for cutting her love." ”

In fact, what Xia Nuanyan wants to say is that although it is difficult to find a bosom friend, it is not that she can't meet it in her life, Xia Nuanyan is definitely not the only one Xin Shiren has met, the so-called bosom friend, he insists on giving her the piano, or, is to pity her poor heart, or just sympathize with her, or, appreciation, or, Xia Nuanyan shook her head, like Jun Shinuo said, goodbye today, never see each other again, some people, some things, why bother to get to the bottom of it.

It's just that when the carriage was getting farther away, Xia Nuanyan suddenly felt sad when she saw Xin Shiren who was not moving in the dry wind, she looked sideways at Jun Shinuo, and said in an extremely positive tone, "You and Dr. Xin, is there something to hide from me?" ”

"Nuan Yan, where did you go, I don't know Doctor Xin, how can I hide something from you," Jun Shinuo glanced at the guqin in Xia Nuanyan's arms, "If you want to hide something, you are also hiding it from me." ”

"You're right!" Xia Nuanyan lowered her eyes, her fingers touched the strings, and the quiet sound of the piano broke the empty morning light, "This is indeed a good piano, I hope you are not, the gift is not human." ”