"Didn't I tell you to stay in the village and not come out? During these days, the officers and soldiers are chasing closely, so you don't want to come up, not to mention that you still have a big belly now. The officer and soldier looked like a good husband.

My mother showed that kind of extremely gentle smile, every time it appeared in my dreams, I really never thought that one day I would be able to see my mother show such a smile.

At that time, I was wondering if I was dreaming, was the person in front of me Yang Qin, and was he also the same person as my mother?

The two of them talked for a while, and then my mother noticed that there was still a person standing next to me, and then looked me up and down, but she didn't recognize me after all.

"Who is this?" His unfamiliar eyes had a detached expression.

I quickly slapped my hair even more indiscriminately on my face, "I'm just a nameless person. ”

Although I only explained my identity in this way, it was the officer and soldier who told me how the two of us met.

My mother felt very sorry for me, and since then, he would come to this dilapidated temple almost every day to meet the officer and soldier, and the two of them looked like they were in love.

If I said that I forgave the officers and soldiers before, I can't forgive them now.

My father died tragically in that small village, how did the two of them survive?

I felt like I was in a fog, I didn't know what was going on, as if I was caught up in a huge conspiracy, and when I saw them, I realized that what I saw wasn't necessarily the truth.

The only thing I wanted to know at that time was what really happened at that time, what was the truth, and was the murder that had plagued me for so many years just a joke? Or is my father still alive?

Originally, I thought that he was just trying to assassinate him by staying with this officer and soldier, but later I found out that the relationship between the two of them was really good, and it didn't look like a disguise at all, and the child in my mother's belly belonged to this officer and soldier.

My worldview has collapsed.

Why are the two of them like this? What really happened then? What has happened over the years, and why has such a big change happened?

One day I couldn't stand it anymore, so I took the sword and went to find my mother, knelt down in front of him, and told him that I was the Li'er she held in the palm of her hand.

There was shock in the young eyes, but more disgust with me, from his eyes he actually saw the disgust for me, was his love for me all fake? It's just that the disgust of that scene is fleeting, but it is deeply engraved in my heart.

"Mother, what happened back then? Why was the whole village killed when I went back, and my father was dead? The child in your womb back then......"

Hearing me ask, my mother was so sad that she cried with her headache, and her shoulders couldn't help but sob.

"Actually, it was your father who killed the whole village, and then came back and wanted to kill me, but fortunately he saved me, but the child in the womb couldn't save ......"

Of course I understand who he is, it is the officer and soldier.

"So you've been living with him until now, and you've given him a baby? But have you ever thought that it was he who killed Daddy, and even though Daddy killed the whole village, he didn't feel sorry for you. ”

I have no way to forgive my mother, let alone accept such a fact.

"How innocent the people in that village are, why did your father kill them, have you ever wondered what your father's identity is like? Back then, my mother didn't want to marry your father, but your father insisted on persecuting your mother! ”

It wasn't until my mother said this kind of thing that I knew that my mother and father were not happy marriages at that time, he was all pretending in front of me, and the combination of the two of them was just a father, who insisted on being with his mother.

Those days must have been a kind of torture for my mother's relatives.

Thinking of the disgust in my mother's eyes just now, I couldn't help but ask, "What about me?" Did my mother also hope that I could die? Are you particularly unhappy to see me now? ”

There was a complicated look in my mother's eyes, but soon I burst into tears, and he reached out and hugged me in his arms, I haven't felt the warmth of my mother for a long time.

I coveted that feeling, but I didn't expect that the next second, a dagger would be stuck straight in my back.

"Mother's ......"

"I thought you were dead back then, but I didn't expect you to be still alive in this world, why should you live, you are a person who shouldn't exist! It makes me sick to see you! Seeing you reminds me of the humiliation of the year! You're that man's child! Now you should die with him, and don't appear in front of me again! ”

Although the pain from his back was very painful, what could those pains be compared to his words? He actually said that he wanted me to die with my father, and I was just a humiliation for him?

So why did you have to give birth to me?

Was it all fake that my mother who treated me so gently back then? Why has everything changed after so long, and why is my mother no longer the mother she used to be?

My mother pulled the dagger out of my back, blood flowing down my back, and he stared at me with fierce eyes, but there was not a trace of fear on his face, even a trace of pleasure.

"You...... Get out of here! I'll never see you again! Never! ”

He said as he tossed the dagger aside.

And at this time, the officer and soldier suddenly appeared, and he looked at everything that was happening in front of him, and suddenly he was a little dazed.

I got up from the ground and walked past him.

The mother did not chase it out, but it was the officer and soldier who chased it out.

I kept using that officer in place of his name because I didn't want to mention him.

The moment he chased him out, his hand was on my shoulder, but I took out my long sword with my backhand and stabbed him straight at him.

Because I think everything is because of this man, if it weren't for him, my parents would still be very affectionate, that thing wouldn't have happened, my father wouldn't have killed the people in the village, and my mother wouldn't have changed her mind.