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Lu Xixi buried her face in Lin Shen's chest, "Lin Shen, I asked Sisi the day before yesterday, she said that she wanted to work hard to be admitted to the China Conservatory of Music, she has been playing piano since elementary school, and she hopes to continue to learn." Gu Chu likes literature, you like painting, Liu Yi said that she wanted to be a teacher, Zhou Hao said that he wanted to learn computer science a long time ago, Du Rui's English is very good, and he will probably study English. Each of you is better than me, and you have a clear direction in life. ”

"It's just me, I don't know what I'm going to do, what I like? From childhood to adulthood, I studied seriously, and I didn't know anything else. Lin Shen, I found myself like this very bad. ”

How can I be liked by you when I'm so bad?

Lin Shen rubbed his chin against the deer's hair, "How can you think like this?" It's good everywhere. Study well, have a good personality, look good, do things seriously and carefully, and be very kind, raise meow so well, such a great you, what are you thinking? ”

Xi Xi was so praised by Lin Shen that his ears were hot, pushed him away and sat down, and then asked, "What about you, Lin Shen?" Haven't asked you what school you want to go to?"

Lin Shen took care of his hair, which was blown by the wind, and said softly and firmly: "I will take the CAFA exam."

I don't really know much about it, but Lin Shen thinks that he must be admitted to a very powerful university.

"Finding and sticking to what you love is a fortunate and difficult process. If you're not sure what you like, start looking for it now. I will accompany you to find the direction of your life. After Lin Shen finished speaking, he lightly held Lu Xixi's hand.

The night wind rolled up Lin Shen's words, blew them into the deer's ears, and then swept through the atrium of the deer's heart over and over again.

The person who was so dazzling in the eyes of others told her that he would accompany her to find the direction of her life.

He has said more than once that he likes her, and he has never been stingy with his smile and gentleness, and there is still time.

Her simple and boring life suddenly became vivid because of him, and her happiness doubled every day.

The reason why she didn't give him an answer for a long time, and who was still hesitating and struggling, was in large part because he was so good, so good that she couldn't believe it because she was both happy and suffering from gains and losses.

In the book that Du Rui read to her, it is said that when we like someone, our confidence will be discouraged and our inferiority complex will increase. She used to feel that liking someone was far away and unattainable to her, and seeing this sentence was to slander its accuracy. When Lin Shen appeared, she realized that this sentence was so true.

In the past few days, although I can't wait to spend all my time studying, I feel very tired.

At this moment, she was held by Lin Shen, and finally heard her heart clearly.

"Will you always be there in the future?" There was a choked sob.

"Forever." Lin Shen clenched his hands.

Xi Xi held him back, thinking seriously, no matter what, he was such a good person, and it was not a shame to like him. He didn't dislike her, what else did she worry about?

What's more, the future is so long, as long as she continues to work hard, she will always become better, and she is not afraid of not being worthy of him.

In Lin Shen's surprised gaze, Lu Xixi raised a smile and asked him: "Lin Shen, haven't you seen the sunrise on the mountain?" ”

Lin Shen shook his head.

"I haven't seen it either. In the past, when my parents were not at home, I always had to walk home by myself, and every day watching the sunset in the west, I would feel very lonely in my heart, and when I got home, I would miss my parents even more. Xi Xi pulled up Lin Shen and walked to the bicycle, "When you come back next time, let's go to see the sunrise together." ”

In this way, as long as I see the sun in the future, I will think of the appearance of the first rays of the sun, and I will think of you.

If I had told you my heart on that day, I would have been happy when I saw the sun.

Lin Shen saw that her mood had improved, and invited herself to watch the sunrise with her, and immediately agreed, thinking in her heart that the little girl's mood was really incomprehensible.

But if we watched the sunrise together, he could give her the gift that had been prepared for a long time.

Xixi sat on the back seat of the bicycle, shook his legs, and felt relaxed and happy for no reason, "Lin Shen, you sing to me, okay?" ”

Lin Shen didn't answer her, and the song floated out.

"Your smile is like the taste of the spoonful in the middle of the watermelon, lighting up the whole summer, and the starry sky is also colorful for you......"

Xi Xi didn't expect him to sing this song casually, it seemed to be better than before, sitting in the back seat of the car and humming softly with Lin Shen.

As soon as she went home and fed Mimi, she received a message from Lin Shen.

"Don't stay up late today, just go to bed quickly after correcting your mistakes. Or again, the deer in my eyes is good, it's good anywhere, don't think about it anymore. If you can't help yourself, just call me, or think about what we'll bring with us when we go to see the sunrise. Good night. ”

I put my phone aside, changed the wrong questions and took a look, copied the notes and looked at it, and finally fell asleep while lying on the bed and watching, and I really thought about climbing the mountain and watching the sunrise all night in my dream.

Lin Shen finished sending a message to Lu Xixi and called his mother.

"Xiao Shen, why haven't you slept yet?"

"Ready to sleep. Mom, I know you're going to find Uncle Zheng. ”

"Xiao Shen, my mother wants to tell you too. Let your mother accompany you in this competition, and if you still insist on taking the Academy of Fine Arts after the competition, your mother will find you a teacher. ”

"Mom, I'm so old, I don't need you to take care of me, and I still have Gu Chu with me. Moreover, you also have to take care of your sister. If you come with me, can you rest assured that you can get to her? ”

"Xiao Shen, then, tomorrow is the weekend, Mom will pick you up in the afternoon, let's go have a meal together, right?"

"Okay." Lin Shen paused and said, "Mom, why don't you come to my place tomorrow, let's eat at home." ”

"Okay, then mom will go grocery shopping early and make you something to eat."

"Well, call me when it's time."

Lin Shen put down his phone and remembered how his mother taught him a long time ago, obviously so angry, but it made him feel deeply loved. In today's conversation, his mother spoke to him cautiously, and he was suddenly full of distress.

If a girl's heart is so sensitive and fragile, then when her mother, who was hurt in her marriage, was she cold and distant from her, did she secretly feel bad and sad?

On the night of Song Sisi's birthday, he and Lao Lin chatted a few words after returning home. He actually didn't object to Lao Lin getting married again, but the object was Teacher Mu, which made him a little awkward. It's just awkward, but when his mother got married again, he remembered that his reaction was very strong at that time, and for a long time, he no longer answered a phone call from his mother, and he refused to open his mouth when they met, which made his mother cry many times in front of him.

At that young age, when I felt that my mother had abandoned me, I almost denied all the good things about my mother.

After sending Xixi home, Lin Shen sat on the sofa and thought, his mother was also a girl, he couldn't bear to make Xixi uneasy, how could he let his mother worry about him all the time?

Before she became his mother, she was just a girl. Then, he should be a gentleman to coax her and tell her what he thinks.

Hearing his mother's surprised tone, Lin Shen felt slightly distressed, his mother turned out to be such a coaxing person, why didn't he find out before?

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