Chapter 246: Falling into Self-Doubt

Jiang Chu saw Yin Luo, who had completely lost his mind, and felt even more ironic in his heart. has grown so big, but it is the first time she has seen such a shameless woman, and she can take Xiao San so seriously.

"Despicable? Compared with Designer Yin, my little ability is really a big knife in front of Guan Gong. Also, I emphasize one last time, Shen Mu is willing to be with me. You know in your heart why he is indifferent to what you are doing. Do you think you're still the innocent little cherry blossom in his heart? Hehe, be sober, what is like between you, you know better than anyone else. Why make yourself so pitiful and pathetic! After that, Jiang Chu didn't stop any longer, and his steps couldn't help but speed up, and he left in a hurry, eager to get rid of this troublesome essence.

Jiang Chu's words hit Yin Luo's heart in one sentence. For a long time, she put down her self-esteem again and again to get close to Shen Mu, seduced Shen Mu, and did not hesitate to recommend herself to the pillow, but in exchange? It is the response of the indulgence of an increasingly distant attitude and an increasingly indifferent response. The passion in my heart has long been worn out in failure after failure, and all that remains is distorted possessiveness and hatred.

Looking down at the desk, there was still a photo of her and Shen Mu kissing affectionately on the computer screen, which was deliberately enlarged by Yin Luo. There were more and more grievances accumulated in his eyes, and tears quickly spread to his eyes, and finally slid down his cheeks and fell on the table, blooming one after another.

"Why are you so ruthless? Why do you just turn a blind eye to me? If you're angry because I've been married, can't you use your marriage to offset it? Shen Mu, why are you so ruthless?! Yin Luo muttered, although it was a questioning tone, but the look in his eyes became fierce.

The palms of her hands were clenched tightly, the grief and indignation in Yin Luo's heart were difficult to suppress, and the cold attitude and ruthless words of admiration were projected in her mind again and again, which directly broke through the last line of defense of her emotions.

Suddenly raised his hand and pushed away all the documents and water glasses stacked on the desk, the documents were forcefully withdrawn from the range of the table, fluttering and scattered all over the ground, and the water cup given to her by Jiang Yi on the table was not spared, with a loud noise, it shattered into scattered glass slags. The floor was a mess, with papers scattered in disarray, mixed with all sorts of office supplies and broken glass.

Yin Luo collapsed on the office chair in a dejected manner, she laughed silently, and the tears on her face were indeed getting more and more. Through the hazy water vapor, Yin Luo saw the screensaver he had set up, and the sourness in his heart became even stronger.

Slowly closing her eyes, Yin Luo wrapped herself in a hedgehog, and suppressed cries escaped from her mouth. She is unwilling, and she doesn't want to believe that this is the ending arranged for her by fate, and she doesn't believe that the people and feelings she kept in her heart have already deteriorated.

Yin Luo couldn't help but hug herself tightly, there was a feeling of discomfort at her wrist, she looked down, a delicate bracelet stayed quietly on her wrist, there were still a few tears dripping on it, under the illumination of the light, flashing with charming light.

Yin Luo couldn't help but look stunned, and forgot to cry, she raised her hand to stroke the cold bracelet, and the corners of her mouth pulled out a smile that seemed to comfort and mockery. This bracelet was a gift specially selected by Jiang Yi when she promised Jiang Yi to pursue it, and there was a blue crystal hanging on it, representing eternal love.

The bracelet is as sophisticated as ever, but the truth is different. Jiang Yi is gone, the careful boy who can take care of his emotions, cook for himself, and spend every holiday is long gone, and all of this is caused by Yin Luo.

Yin Luo seemed to be numb, and kept touching the bracelet, as if she could feel Jiang Yi's presence and breath on it, and her thoughts had already flown to that day that she would never forget.

There was a blood red in front of him, Jiang Yi lay on the stretcher with a pale face, holding Yin Luo's hand tightly, although he was already very weak at that time, but there was always a strong smile on his face, his pale lips trembled over and over again, and Yin Luo trembled in the dark guard.

"Luoluo, don't be afraid, I ...... I'm fine, I'll be fine in a while, I'm going to accompany you to the Maldives for diving, and take you to Australia to see koalas, I'll ......" Jiang Yi tried her best to hold on to her breath, and kept talking about the agreement she had made with Yin Luo, trying to calm the fear in her heart.

Yin Luo was indeed afraid, but it was not the fear of death, but the fear of killing a person with his own hands. The more Jiang Yi spoke, the more guilty she felt in her heart, and the more tears flooded her face, as if she didn't want money.

Seeing this, Jiang Yi was already panicked, he raised his hand tremblingly, wanting to touch Yin Luo's cheek and wipe away her tears, after all, he couldn't see Yin Luo crying the most.

"Don't ...... Don't cry, it's not beautiful if you cry. We...... We are the most beautiful in Luoluo. Next Life...... I...... I'm going to fall in love with you. Jiang Yi's breath became weaker and weaker, and his hand hung down heavily before he could touch Yin Luo's cheek.

Yin Luo's clenched hand suddenly lost its strength, and she looked down at the person on the stretcher in disbelief, and her heart stabbed violently, as if she had lost something important.

What happened after that, Yin Luo didn't remember it anymore, she only remembered that she had been crying and crying that day, and she couldn't stop crying until she was tired of crying and fell asleep.

Looking back now, Yin Luo couldn't help but let out a mockery. She was so sad at the beginning, but because she lost the man who loved her in the world, and because of herself, she was crying for her sorrow.

"You said you would protect me for the rest of my life, but you didn't keep your promise." Yin Luo said softly to the bracelet, as if as long as this was the case, Jiang Yi on the other side could hear it.

As soon as the words fell, she couldn't help chuckling, sniffed her nose, and pretended to be indifferent and said, "Also, I made you look like this with my own hands, and now I have no right to blame you." Jiang Yi, you must hate me very much, so for so many years, you have never come to see me in your dreams, right? ”

Yin Luo was like a stunned person, talking to himself about the bracelet, and kept babbling about his guilt for Jiang Yi. But as she spoke, she remembered the reason why she had left Jiang Yi.

At that time, Yin Luo was full of obsession with admiration, this desperate attachment made her lose the person she loved the most, lost her self-esteem, and lost the future that could have been more brilliant and bright, but she gave up these, and let Shen Mu become her inner demon, so that she sank into it and couldn't extricate herself.

"I have nothing now, no Jiang Yi, no better future, no freedom. Admire, admire, if I can't get you, wouldn't I have sacrificed everything I have in vain. Yin Luo's tone changed from lost to ruthless, and there was deep hatred in his eyes.

Now, Shen Mu is not only the person Yin Luo loves, but also the person Yin Luo desperately wants to get, this is not only her obsession, but also her loot and everything, not getting Shen Mu is the failure of her life.

Yin Luo's attention was removed from the bracelet on her wrist, and gradually sank into her own thoughts, and the sadness dissipated, replaced by the sinister plan that was secretly planned in her heart.

"Knock knock" There was a gentle knock outside the door, Yin Luo sniffed his nose, restrained his emotions, and said coldly: "Come in." ”

The door was gently pushed open, and the assistant walked in from the outside with a cautious face, his eyes full of wariness. Stepping into the office, the assistant frowned and swept the mess on the floor, and as soon as he raised his eyes, he saw Yin Luo's cold and emotionless cramped gaze, and his heart couldn't help but be shocked.

Although Yin Luo put away her emotions, the tears on her face were still there, and her eyes were still slightly red, all of which marked the fact that she had just cried.

"I ...... I just heard movement in the office outside, so I'll come in and take a look, you ...... Are you okay? The assistant's eyes slowly moved over Yin Luo's face, gauging her reaction.

Yin Luo lowered her eyes slowly, she didn't want to answer, she didn't want to speak now, because as soon as she spoke, her hoarse voice would reveal her embarrassment, this was her pain and weakness, and she didn't want to show it in front of others.

The assistant looked at Yin Luo with her head down, thinking that she was uncomfortable, and Jiang Chu had been in the office with her for a long time, and when she left, she looked unhappy, so she thought that Yin Luo had been reprimanded by Jiang Chu, and she felt uncomfortable like this.

Slowly walking lightly towards the water dispenser, the assistant took a paper cup, took a cup of hot water, put it on the desk, and swept his eyes to see the cup broken into slag on the ground.

That cup was Yin Luo's very precious thing, she didn't allow anyone to touch it before, but now it was lying on the ground in embarrassment, and it was torn apart, and it was no longer that delicate. And this, she still thinks that Jiang Chu did it.

"Designer Yin, you ...... Don't be angry. Jiang is always the president, and it is inevitable that he will be a little impulsive when he speaks, you can just take it as a deaf ear, just go in and out of the left ear, there is no need to worry about her. After all, this female president is somewhat abnormal. The assistant kept saying bad things about Jiang Chu in Yin Luo's ear, on the one hand, he wanted to establish his image in front of her, and on the other hand, he wanted to take the opportunity to shorten the distance between him and Yin Luo.

"If I were you, I wouldn't take her words seriously at all, we have our own plans, there is no need to follow her ideas, otherwise, what else does the company want our design department to do?" The more the assistant persuaded her, the more addicted she became, she imagined Jiang Chu as Yin Luo, and used all the ugly words, and her tone was full of disdain and disdain.

Yin Luo's stiff eyes suddenly turned, and she raised her hand to pick up the water glass on the table and brought it to her lips.