124. Squandered warmth
I don't know how long it took for Xia Nuanyan to feel a little reaction in her body, she looked sideways at Jun Shinuo, he was already asleep, breathing methodically. [****** see the latest chapter******]
Xia Nuanyan tiptoed out of bed, picked up her clothes in a panic, put them on her body in a panic, opened the door, the night breeze blew in her face, and her body trembled together.
Stumbling out of the courtyard, Xia Nuanyan leaned against the corner, her whole body, slid down with physical exhaustion, she curled up in that cold corner, put her head on her knees, at first she was slowly sobbing, and finally, all the heartache was suppressed in her heart, Xia Nuanyan couldn't help but open her mouth, she was crying, for fear that her crying would alarm Jun Shinuo, Xia Nuanyan covered her mouth with her hands, tears fell like rain, and her body kept trembling.
Xia Nuanyan only felt that her whole heart had been hollowed out, how could Jun Shinuo treat her like this, in the past year, he had put him first in everything, and he could treat him like nothing, but how could he squander himself like this, the only thing he had, that little bit of goodwill, how could he spoil himself like this?
People always have to take responsibility for the mistakes they have made, one day, Jun Shinuo will regret it, his love for Xia Nuanyan is profligate, one day, he will hate himself, what he squandered is Xia Nuanyan's only remaining warmth!
Qingfeng just came back from running errands outside, faintly heard crying, and became vigilant for a while, she slowed down and walked along the source of the sound to find the past, but when she saw Xia Nuanyan curled up there, like a deer that had been greatly injured, the cry was so sad and sad, her heart that had always been stiff, suddenly, softened, to tell the truth, she has always stood up and was afraid of Xia Nuanyan, afraid of her indifferent and high-minded behavior, now goodbye, how do you think, Xia Nuanyan is like a toad that has been trampled under her feet, Anger is unspeakable.
Qingfeng walked over, half-squatted down, and patted Xia Nuanyan on the shoulder, "Princess, are you okay?" ”
When Qingfeng's hand touched Xia Nuanyan's shoulder, Xia Nuanyan reflexively dodged it, and shouted in a panic, "Don't touch me." ”
"Princess, it's me, Qingfeng!" When Qingfeng saw Xia Nuanyan, the whole person was stunned, Xia Nuanyan's face was white and her lips were white, her face was mottled with tears, as if she was greatly frightened, looking at her, she felt deeply guilty, and only Jun Shinuo would make such a lovely person look so inhuman, and only Jun Shinuo could make Xia Nuanyan look inhuman.
Xia Nuanyan opened her mouth tremblingly, "Breeze." Then the tears flowed even more fiercely, in front of the same woman, thinking about the situation she had just had, Xia Nuanyan's heart was extremely cold for a while.
Qingfeng didn't say anything, hugged Xia Nuanyan and let her cry.
Xia Nuanyan didn't know how she returned to the new house in the end, then extinguished the red candle, hugged herself, and slept lightly on the chair.
When the sky was slightly bright, Jun Shinuo opened his eyes, only to see Xia Nuanyan lying on the table, exhaling softly, in light sleep, her brows were tangled, and her face was mottled, obviously the tears left last night.
Jun Shinuo put his head on his hands, looked at Xia Nuanyan fixedly, and finally, sighed from his throat, such a toss, Xia Nuanyan got the bitter fruit, but he couldn't get pleasure, is this what he wants?
Jun Shinuo was in a trance for a long time before he got up and got out of bed, on the futon, the little red stung his eyes, this point of red fell on the same red futon, it was very easy to be ignored, but, it just happened, it fell on the pattern of the clear water of this river, Wanruo is in the heart of this river, just a lotus flower in full bloom, quiet and indifferent, this white and red background, it is extraordinarily eye-catching.
Jun Shinuo's hand unconsciously touched the red, and looked at Xia Nuanyan melancholy, last night was her first time, how could it be, she was obviously entangled with Du Yu and King Jing, besides, Xia Nuanyan never denied that she and Du Yu had a hard time, didn't she?
Jun Shi Norliso got out of bed, gently approached Xia Nuanyan, and it was very painful to see her sleeping, he took a cloak and wanted to put it on Xia Nuanyan, and his hand rested for a long time, but in the end, he didn't put it on, but quietly put it back in place.
Before Jun Shinuo entered the palace, he instructed Qingfeng, "Let Qiannangui take care of the princess!" ”
"yes, got it!" Qingfeng nodded yes, Jun Shinuo turned around and turned back again, he looked at Qingfeng strangely, "Qingfeng, you, are you okay?" ”
"It's okay!"
"How do I think, there's something wrong with you, and you can't say it!"
"The prince is concerned, but he caught a cold last night and didn't sleep well!" Qingfeng lowered her head and said shallowly, the first time, she lied to Jun Shinuo, she had insomnia last night, but it was not because of the east wind in the night.
When Qian Nan came in with the washing water, Xia Nuanyan had already woken up, or rather, the small sound of Jun Shinuo pushing open the door made her wake up from her nightmare. Xia Nuanyan sat on the bed, her hand touched the red, her heart was like a mess, and more importantly, it was sour, it was a dull pain, and it was humiliation!
"Princess, come and wash your face!" Qian Nan chattered, but Xia Nuanyan didn't listen to what she said.
"Where's the prince?"
"The prince went to the early court, the princess ......" Qiannan still wanted to say something, but at a glance, the dazzling redness was dazzling, and for a while, it was difficult to speak.
Xia Nuanyan smiled lightly, "You go to prepare the car, I'm going out." ”
Qian Nan didn't say anything more, just nodded.
Xia Nuanyan packed a few clothes, and when she went out, the breeze greeted her, and she looked at Xia Nuanyan in surprise, "Princess, where are you going?" ”
"Now that the world is so turbulent, I want to live in the temple for a while, eat fasting and chant Buddha, and pray for peace in the world." Xia Nuanyan said it clearly, without blinking her eyes, Qingfeng understood that what Xia Nuanyan pretended in her heart was not a matter of the world, but, or, just at this moment, she couldn't pretend to be Jun Shinuo.
Qingfeng whispered, "Then the princess must let Qingfeng know where you are, so that the prince will not be speechless when he asks." ”
Xia Nuanyan's mind swept over Princess Duan's warm smile, and blurted out, "Yunlai Temple." ”
Qingfeng looked worried, "Princess, let Qiannan go and wait!" ”
Xia Nuanyan smiled gracefully, smiling very weakly, giving people a sense of gratitude, as if that smile was just an illusion, "Qingfeng, don't worry, I know, I am still Princess Zhuang, and I will come back, let alone be stupid." ”
"Then, princess, when will you come back?"
"Look, I'll be back." Xia Nuanyan pondered for a moment, hooked the corners of her mouth, the Buddha door was pure, she just wanted to be there and quiet for a while, so that she could deal with her emotions to accept this already dirty body.
At the end, Xia Nuanyan added, "Qingfeng, don't tell the prince about last night!" ”
Qingfeng nodded seriously and affirmatively, Xia Nuanyan smiled back to her gratefully, she knew that Qingfeng would keep her mouth shut, this is a fit between women and women, no need for a reason!