Chapter 122: There is no need for a psychologist here
"It seems to be Lord Zheng'......" Bai Yi looked out the door and guessed as he listened to the voice.
When he turned around, Bai Ling returned to his previous sleeping position, and slept himself into a small ball.
"Boling." Bai Yi whispered again, he gently reached out and grabbed Bai Ling's shoulder, "Don't you want to know what's going on outside?" β
Bai Ling shook his head.
She pulled up the covers and covered her head.
Bai Yi was silent for a long time before he whispered, "...... It's always time to look forward. β
"There are enough people forward," Bai Ling's voice came from under the covers, "not one less than me." β
"How can it not be worse than you? Aren't these all the situations you pushed at the beginning and we all wanted to see? Bai Yi looked at her, "There are still a lot of things to do right now, and you are the only psychologist here-"
"There's no need for a psychologist here." Bai Ling interrupted Bai Yi almost immediately.
Bai Yi pulled away the corner of Bai Ling's quilt and looked at her face, "Are you still blaming yourself for the matter of the concubine?" β
Boling did not answer.
"Don't blame yourself," Bai Yi said in a low voice, "...... It's not your fault. β
"Who's at fault?" Bai Ling asked softly.
Bai Yi thought for a while, and the names of Song Bozong and Qu Xiu floated in his mind, but these obvious answers didn't make much sense.
ββ¦β¦ In short, no one will blame you for this. β
"yes." Bai Ling closed his eyes and replied, "Even Niangniang came to see me before she died, so I don't blame myself...... Old Madam Qu is dead, Qu Xiu is also dead, and no one will blame me anymore. β
"That's not what I meant," Bai Yi pondered his words, "I meant to sayβ"
"There's no need for a psychologist here." Bai Ling repeated.
Bai Yi frowned a little confused, "Why?" β
"Do you need 'people' here," Bai Ling whispered, "there is no need for 'people' here......
"It doesn't matter who you are, it doesn't matter what you want...... Where you stand matters.
"Whatever position you stand, you have to play a good role. Healing is not really to make anyone live well, it's just that the sick person can't follow the rules anymore, so he has to be cured.
"But only the sick can live here. Look at the old maids, look at the old lady, look at Qu Xiuβthey are so much like a fish in water. It's good to pass the pressure down on your shoulders, throw it to your daughter, throw it to your sister...... Throw it to the little prince.
"The concubine can also put these expectations on the little prince, so that she won't be so tired herself, but she doesn't want to ......"
What if you don't want to, when Emperor Jianxi is here, there is still a Chengqian Palace to hide, and when the emperor dies, who can leave her this world.
Bai Ling clenched the purse in his palm.
- not to mention the choice she herself made between the Heart Cultivation Palace and the Chengqian Palace at that last moment.
Ning Concubine died, her brother reversed, and so many people bet their hole cards on Ah Tuo.
Everyone started to take sides.
In the face of the turbulent waves in front of her, the concubine is only one person.
In the past few months of consultation, what Bai Ling has been doing is nothing more than to make the concubine realize her own power - she can completely block her mother's control, and she can get rid of her brother's bloodsucking, these confinements are like glass plates, and she is determined to hit it, and she quickly crashes it open.
Although this power comes from her status as a concubine, all her shackles, also come from this.
Qu was aware of this contradiction early on, but neither she nor Bai Ling realized the danger behind it.
It wasn't going to be easy.
The barely constructed barrier was shattered before it could be reinforced.
"Think of yourself as a screw, as a cow and a horse...... It's better to look at everything, but don't look at adults. Bai Ling said softly.
Just like Zheng Shu said before, let Niangniang take out the strength to satisfy the old lady, and make her a concubine who is praised by everyone.
Such...... Perhaps that night, she would have chosen to flee with the rebels with her children.
As long as people are alive, there are still infinite possibilities, aren't they?
Bai Yi frownedβthis was not like what Bai Ling would say.
"What are you talking about?"
"I'm saying," Bai Ling whispered, "since you live here, don't think about being a man, being a tool, being an eagle dog." Those thoughts of breaking free are better not to have them for a moment.
"Everyone work diligently, and bear the burden diligently......" Bai Ling's voice stopped, "maybe the ending is better?" β
"What's the end?" Bai Yi was a little annoyed when he heard this, "Did your brain burn out, or did you regret that you shouldn't have made a move at all that day?" β
Bai Ling shook his head, "...... No. β
"Then you-"
Before Bai Yi finished speaking, a familiar voice suddenly came.
"The little doctor looks good, haha-"
Zheng Mi stepped in from outside the door, he was wearing a mask and an isolation gown, his hands were wet, and he was obviously washed by the apprentices as usual.
However, from the moment he entered, he sensed that something seemed wrong in the atmosphere of the room.
Bai Yi's expression was a little dull, and Bai Ling lay on his back and didn't say a word.
"Ugh." He blinked, "Both...... I can go to the ground. β
Bai Yi raised his eyes and looked at him a little tiredly, "Is there something wrong with Lord Zheng?" β
"It's okay, it's okay, I'm just coming to see you," Zheng Mi waved his hand, he looked at Bai Ling on the side, "Bai Si Yao, ...... she?" β
"We're all fine." Bai Yi replied in a low voice.
Zheng Mi sighed softly, and breathed a sigh of relief in his heart - every time he came these days, he had never encountered Bai Ling awake, and he was not good at waking up the patient, so he had to take a look at Bai Yi's bedside, chat with Bai Shijun, and then send what he saw and heard that day to the palace.
Although there are no outsiders in this West Firewood House now, it looks like a lot of people, but it is already a hot place outside-how many pairs of eyes are staring here day and night, if it weren't for Zhen's order through the mouth of Emperor Qitai that no one should disturb the rest here, I am afraid that the threshold of this hospital will be broken.
Just as Zheng Mi was thinking about what to use to break the silence at the moment, Bai Yi opened his mouth first, "Is the prince okay?" β
"It's time to change your voice and call the prince." Zheng Mi smiled, "Everything is fine, everything is fine, everyone outside is concerned about the situation of the two of you, especially the queen mother......"
"Queen Mother," Bai Yi reacted for a while, "Princess Zhen?" β
"Yes, yes, yes." Zheng Mi nodded, "Since I was frightened in the Heart Cultivation Hall that night, the emperor's health has not been good, and the queen has been taking care of her these days, and the couple is very affectionate......"
The white sunlight poured in from the window, Bai Yi listened to Zheng Mi's narration, and suddenly felt that one day in the mountains and a thousand years in the world.
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