Comrade Lao Song told some love stories between himself and his wife back then, and suddenly became a little curious about his daughter.

"Yiyi, have you ever raised a tiger?"

"I've raised it."

Comrade Lao Song touched his chin and felt that something was wrong.

"You grew up in country M, when did you raise a tiger?"

"I thought my life would be known to you in writing every month."

At least that's what Song Yi's grandfather told her.

Comrade Lao Song scratched the back of his head with some embarrassment.

"Yes, but it won't be that detailed, your mother and I made that decision back then, and we were actually forced to send you out to protect you...... I rarely have contact with your grandfather, and people in the country can't know the whole story of your life for the same purpose. ”

Song Yi thought of what she promised Lu Zhixing, and she felt that now was a good opportunity to talk about it.

"Why the hell did you send me out back then?"

"Because ......" Comrade Lao Song looked at his daughter, recalled that bitter memory, and replied vaguely: "We opened Pandora's box." ”

It's a metaphor.

"I don't understand, you were all in the country at the time, and if you sent me out of the country, wouldn't anyone find out?"

"No, the state will do things, there will be no accidents."

Song Yi sat up.

"Dad, but the accident still happened, if the state really wouldn't have had an accident, then you and your mother wouldn't have had an accident in the laboratory two years ago."

Old Comrade Song closed his eyes in pain when he heard this, if he could, he would never want to recall the original events in his life, but he had to remember everything now.

Because he must remember.

"Dad, what are you and Mom hiding? What did you send me out of the country for so many years? ”

Song Yi felt that she might be too impatient, so she paused, adjusted her mentality, and spoke again.

"Dad, I've never hated you and Mom, even though you've missed almost my entire childhood, but I still think you're the best people in the world. You are great scientists, great men who promote social progress. I have walked this path you have walked, not only because I love physics, but also because of my admiration for you. ”

"But just because I don't hate you doesn't mean I don't want to know why. On the contrary, I would love to know what really happened. ”

"I want to know if my mother's sudden death has anything to do with this incident, I have been abroad for so many years, why did the country suddenly bring me back that year?"

Faced with his daughter's questions, Comrade Lao Song was silent for a long time.

"Yiyi, I hope you can hate me more than let you know the truth." Comrade Song's smile was bitter and sad.

He opened his mouth, but swallowed it back into his stomach without saying anything.

Then he sighed heavily.

"I promised your mother that I would spend the rest of my time guarding you, no matter what happened."

"Telling you about this will involve you in the grievances of the previous generation, and it will bring you and all the people you care about in danger you can't think of."

"So I can't say that the only thing I can tell you is that your mom and dad love you very much, and part of the reason you were sent abroad in the first place."