If it is a deep love, it must be bitter and long, a thousand sorrows, sometimes, it is difficult to think about it, thousands of red dust, sometimes, it is difficult to give up, Xia Nuanyan left the Moon Pavilion that day, walked outside for a long time, and finally found that in addition to Zhuang Wangfu, she actually had no place to stay, however, she was unwilling to succumb to the eaves of others, and the wall was like a feud.

In the end, Xia Nuanyan entered the palace and stayed with Shi Lan, Shi Xilan clearly remembered that when Xia Nuanyan saw her that day, she said, "Why can Jun Shinuo control my emotions, don't you just rely on me to love you?" ”

When she said this, Xia Nuanyan's eyes were sad.

Shi Xilan retired from all the palace maids, sat back to back with Xia Nuanyan, sat on the ground, Shi Xilan pushed Xia Nuanyan's back, "There are two days left before the New Year, do you still insist on not going back?" ”

Xia Nuanyan just shook her head and didn't say a word.

"But if you're like this, aren't you afraid of making people laugh, after all, the ugliness of the family is not publicized, so where do you let Prince Zhuang put his face in front of the Manchu Dynasty's civil and military forces."

"Jia ugly, he doesn't mind, I mind if it's useful." Xia Nuanyan hugged her knees and muttered, "Sister Shi, do you know, in the past few days, I have thought about one thing clearly. ”

"What's the matter?"

"Sometimes, we think that if we wear armor and be fully armed, we will not be defeated in a hundred battles, it turns out that some people can still do whatever they want in your territory, only do what they want, wanton and rampant, feelings, what a rotten thing!"

Xia Nuanyan said coldly, after speaking, the Adam's apple choked up, she wanted to pretend that the cloud was light and light, she wanted to show that it was not painful or itchy, it turned out that those painful and itchy rotten things had already grown into a disease in her heart.

Shi Xilan pulled Xia Nuanyan's shoulder, looked at each other, and said sincerely and seriously, "Nuanyan, feelings, is it a rotten thing, you know better than me, a rotten thing, will you carry it for seven years?" ”

"Then, Jun Shinuo must be a rotten thing, he must be, an out-and-out rotten thing!" Xia Nuanyan tried to tear away a smiling face, but her teary eyes were tearful but she couldn't let it flow out, laughing was more heart-wrenching than crying.

Shi Xilan's heart was full of trouble, when she met Jun Shinuo, this smart woman, she was in chaos, it turned out that Jun Shinuo was just in her territory, rampant, so how did Xia Nuanyan live in the past year?

Shi Xilan hugged Xia Nuanyan and said distressedly, "Nuanyan, please, don't be so kind to yourself, be kind to yourself, okay?" ”

"Don't do this to yourself, otherwise, what can I do, Sister Shi, I'm unwilling, I'm really unwilling, why does Jun Shinuo treat me like this, why can he splash my feelings like this."

"It's okay, he's lightly splashed by others, you're so good, don't be afraid."

Xia Nuanyan withdrew from Shi Xilan's arms and looked at Shi Xilan fixedly, as innocent as an abandoned child, "But, I only want him, as long as him!" ”

"The crown princess, the crown prince is here." The maid of the first palace came in, glanced at Xia Nuanyan tremblingly, and added, "Lord Zhuang is also here." ”

Hearing the three words of Zhuang Wangye, Xia Nuanyan stood up sensitively, "I don't see it, I won't see it!" ”

In the past few days, someone from Zhuangwangfu has also come to invite Xia Nuanyan back to her house, Xia Nuanyan will not meet her, she didn't expect that Jun Shinuo would also come to pick her up in person, but, as Shi Xilan said, the ugliness of the family is not publicized, so?

"Then if I say that King Jing is terminally ill and his days are running out, Shinuo is ordered to accompany you back to Jing, or will he not see him when he dies?" Chu Yingtian came in alone, looking at Xia Nuanyan, his serious expression was not adulterated at all.

Xia Nuanyan was flustered for a while, she looked at Shi Xilan helplessly, and then fell on Chu Yingtian, "Father Khan, is he really sick?" ”

"Lai Shi said, swallowing his last breath, just want to wait for you to return." Chu Yingtian looked at Xia Nuanyan with half confusion and half seriousness, "Do I seem to be a person who jokes about life and death, but King Jing is not your biological father, you can choose, if you don't return to Jing, people believe that your father will not force you to go back to see King Jing for the last time." ”

Xia Nuanyan looked at Chu Yingtian in a panic, "I want to go back, I must go back." ”

This time, it was the first time that Xia Nuanyan took the initiative to say that she wanted to return to Yasukuni, after she said goodbye to Shi Xilan a few words, she walked out of the door, standing in front of the threshold, but her legs hesitated, as heavy as a boulder, Jun Shinuoyue's white robe stood there, facing the man in front of her, she originally wanted to escape, but in front of him, she was emotionally defeated.

Jun Shinuo squeezed four words out of his throat, "How are you doing?" ”

"Good!" Xia Nuanyan raised her head, unreasonable.

"Mochizuki she's okay!"

"I know, what can she do, it's just that some people are already boasting about it" Xia Nuanyan looked at Jun Shinuo coldly, saying that he was a rotten person, there was nothing wrong at all, at this time, what he said to her was just to say that the moon was good.

Jun Shinuo obviously thought about it, but when he came to his mouth, he suddenly found that he couldn't say it, he thought that Xia Nuanyan would at least regret it for being sad about Mochiyue, but now it seems that he is still so arrogant that he can't tolerate anyone, "Also, that day, ......"

"Lord Wang, in the past, I am not to blame for the past, I just want to ask you, if it weren't for the order, would you accompany me back to visit Father Khan?"

"Me, this happened so suddenly, I didn't think about it!" Jun Shinuo said frankly, Xia Nuanyan stared at him for a moment, moved her lips, and finally didn't say a word.

As the old saying goes, love is a heart-to-heart thing, if you don't get a little natural care from others, then it is not a man-made problem, but a problem of love itself, because you are not in the scope of the other person's love.

Xia Nuanyan understood, Jun Shinuo ignored her so much, in the real sense, he just didn't deliberately care about her, you can't just treat a person as the worst person in the world just because he doesn't please you, so it's too aggrieved for him.

Besides, when she was so sad and heartbroken, Xia Nuanyan didn't want to let herself be too old, sometimes, more seriously, it was really a painful thing, she lowered her eyes, and when she raised it again, she was already a lot calmer, "Lord Wang, look, the New Year is coming, if you don't want to go with me, I can go by myself, but it's just to do enough etiquette, alone, I can too." ”

After speaking, he passed by Jun Shinuo's side.

Xia Nuanyan said lightly, Jun Shinuo was out of line, he couldn't tell whether Xia Yan was too affectionate, or King Jing had no feelings for her, looking at the scarlet figure, looking at it for a long time, he only felt a cold invasion.