Chapter 257: The So-Called Truth
Qi Hao looked at Shen Xueyao's almost collapsed appearance, his heart was so distressed that he almost overwhelmed him with the guilt in his heart like a tide.
If he didn't have so many scruples, if he had told her what she wanted to know earlier, wouldn't she have suffered less and suffered less? They wouldn't have come to this point because of a misunderstanding.
"Yaoyao, I know you don't believe me, and I know that you hate me, and I have done a lot of wrong things (Qingqing)."
Qi Hao looked at Shen Xueyao and said with a serious and resolute expression.
"I hope I can make it up, okay? Whatever you want to know, I'll tell you. ”
These days, he has completely seen his heart.
Looking at Qi Hao's appearance, Shen Xueyao felt that her stomach was a little throbbing, and she had a strong feeling of nausea and unbearable.
In addition, her heart twitched uncomfortably, making her almost unable to hold on to fainting again.
Looking straight into Qi Hao's eyes, Shen Xueyao pursed her lower lip, and the corners of her lips couldn't help but pull out a self-deprecating smile.
"Qi Hao, is it really me who you (love ài)?"
Tears couldn't help but roll down her eyes, and Shen Xueyao silently shed tears, her eyes revealing hurt and despair.
"Don't take me for a fool, I'm Shen Xueyao, not He Yaoyao."
Shen Xueyao said slowly, her eyes empty and sad.
Qi Hao's body was shocked, and he subconsciously pursed his lips, looking at Shen Xueyao with complicated eyes.
She already knew the name He Yaoyao.
"Since my mother passed away and I was taken back to the Shen family, I have been living a life under the fence, and I originally hoped to live a good life with them. But slowly I also understood that what was lost will not come back, they are a family. ”
"I tried desperately to escape from this home, I thought I would be subject to them for the rest of my life, but you appeared in my world."
Shen Xueyao lowered her eyelids, and her voice gradually lowered, like a dream.
"Originally, I thought that my heart had become less sensitive and fragile, but you gave me warmth again, told me that I am not alone, and gave me a sense of security that I have never felt before."
"Yaoyao." Qi Hao felt astringent in his heart, and couldn't help but clench his fists and speak.
"But now, I'd rather never have one." The tears finally fell, and Shen Xueyao sobbed and whimpered lowly.
"I used to have indestructible armor, but you destroyed them all. When I thought I could show you the soft side, it was you who hurt me the most, Qi Hao. ”
She lived in darkness from the beginning, and it was he who pulled her out and told her what was bright and warm.
But he changed hands and pushed her deeper into the darkness, how could she endure it when she had already experienced the light?
Only Shen Xueyao whimpered in a low voice, with a thick pain and sadness.
Listening to Shen Xueyao's cry, Qi Hao's heart was pulled up again. He couldn't help but lean over (身shēn) and hugged Shen Xueyao in his arms.
Rub her head into her own mouth
, feeling the shirt on the mouth of the (chest) become wet little by little, and the thin shoulders of the girl in her arms shrugged.
The familiar smell came from her nasal cavity with warmth, and Shen Xueyao cried even more violently, as if she wanted to vent her previous pain and sorrow at the same time.
Qi Hao hugged Shen Xueyao tightly, as if he wanted to melt her into his bones and blood, his palm gently stroked her head, and gently slid down her hair from the top of her head.
When he felt that Shen Xueyao was tired and his feelings stabilized a little, Qi Hao let go of her.
The four eyes met, and Qi Hao's eyes were full of painful guilt.
"Yaoyao, I (love) ài is you, and it has always been you." Qi Hao said in a low voice, as if the voice sounded in Shen Xueyao's ears.
"You're talking nonsense, you've always treated me like a substitute because she can't come back, that's why you chose me, right?"
Shen Xueyao pushed Qi Hao away, unwilling to look at him, and turned her head a little stubbornly.
"When you found me, did you have to do it because of the grievances between the Shen family and the Qi family, or because I looked similar to He Yaoyao? Or both? ”
"Qi Hao, don't keep me in the dark anymore, it's too painful."
Hearing Shen Xueyao's question, Qi Hao forcibly turned her head back, and looked directly at her.
"Yaoyao, I didn't want to lie to you, and I never used you as a substitute." There was a flash of determination in Qi Hao's eyes, and he sighed softly and explained slowly.
"Have you forgotten that we met first?"
Shen Xueyao was slightly stunned: "What do you mean?" ”
"The first time I met you, your mother had just died." Qi Hao reminded her, with a gloomy tone in his tone.
"So what? Brother in white is even blurred in my memory, I know that I missed you a lot of time, but ......" Shen Xueyao took a deep breath, a little lost and wanted to pretend not to care.
Before she finished speaking, her lips were blocked by Qi Hao.
Feeling the gentle and warm touch of her lips, Shen Xueyao's mind went blank in an instant.
Looking at Qi Hao above her head with wide eyes, Shen Xueyao forgot everything for a while.
Qi Hao raised his hand and covered Shen Xueyao's eyes.
He closed his eyes and kissed Shen Xueyao's lips gently, carefully as if he was kissing a precious treasure.
Shen Xueyao felt that her eyes were dark, her eyelids were covered with warm hands, and she was forced to close her eyes.
The tossing and turning of the lips became extremely obvious at this moment, and the feeling of grinding lips and teeth and the louder and louder sound of her heart made Shen Xueyao's body feel like an electric shock, completely paralyzed.
I don't know how long the time has passed, Qi Hao slowly let go of Shen Xueyao and raised his head.
"You ......"
Shen Xueyao was about to speak, but heard Qi Hao say softly: "Silly girl, although you think that time is not important and has been submerged in memory, it is precious to me. ”
"I've been looking for you for so many years."
Hearing Qi Hao's words, Shen Xueyao was stunned
His eyes widened and he looked at Qi Hao in disbelief.
What does that mean? Qi Hao has been looking for her?
Could it be ......
Shen Xueyao's thoughts just jumped out of her heart, as if to confirm her guess, Qi Hao continued: "You have never been anyone's substitute, it was I who found the wrong person in the beginning. ”
In the case of Shen Xueyao's brain being a mess (qingqing), she listened to Qi Hao slowly reveal the matter with He Yaoyao back then (qing).
When Qi Hao first met Shen Xueyao, Shen Xueyao had not been picked up by the Shen family, and was still in the hospital and a small rental house.
But after the two had just gotten along for a while, the people of the Shen family came, without giving Shen Xueyao a chance to refuse, nor giving the two time to say goodbye, Shen Xueyao was almost forced to take her back to the Shen family.
Qi Hao couldn't find Shen Xueyao since then, and he would wait in the hospital almost every day during that time, but he really didn't see her again.
At that time, Qi Hao was just a hairy boy, and the power of the Qi family was in the hands of Qi Zhenwu, and he couldn't even find out who Shen Xueyao was.
Until, he met He Yaoyao, who looked very similar to Shen Xueyao.
They have very similar facial features, and even their demeanor is the same as Shen Xueyao back then, and the joy of losing it made Qi Hao almost forget to carefully investigate the origin of this girl, so the two were together.
It's just that slowly, Qi Hao found that he didn't like this girl, all he had was his obsession with Shen Xueyao back then.
But on the contrary, this girl can't help but fall in love with him.
Qi Hao was in a dilemma, after all, he recognized the wrong person at the beginning and provoked the other party first.
Just when Qi Hao had been struggling, hoping to come up with a way not to hurt her. Du Ruo, who had always wanted to do something to Qi Hao, knew how important this girl was to Qi Hao, so he took her away.
But that girl was not as lucky as Shen Xueyao, and when Qi Hao finally found her location, because of some negligence, the girl fell from a tall building and died.
A flower-like girl was involved in her life because of her mistakes, and lost her life because of her negligence, this recognition almost made Qi Hao crazy.
The strong self-blame in his heart made Qi Hao miserable during that time, and several times he would wake up from nightmares and dream that the girl looked at him with hateful eyes.
The sluggish situation only slowly recovered after nearly two years of treatment by a psychiatrist, but Qi Hao also began to change greatly from that time, became indifferent, and did not speak anymore.
This kind of situation did not slowly improve until Shen Xueyao appeared.
Shen Xueyao listened to all the causes and consequences in a daze, a little incredulous, but also a little ridiculous.
It turns out that this is the truth of the year, I always thought that I was treated as a substitute, but it was the girl who was really treated unfairly?
For a while, Shen Xueyao didn't know whether she should cry or laugh, she covered her chest, and the expression on her face stiffened for a while.
It turns out that Qi Hao's (love ài) person has always been himself? He didn't
Is there (love) on that girl, and the reluctance to mention her is just because of the guilt in your heart?
Shen Xueyao clenched her fists, her heart in turmoil.
"That's it...... Why, why didn't you tell me earlier? ”
If she had stopped Qi Hao's misunderstanding earlier, wouldn't all this have happened later?
Thinking of the pain she felt after knowing about this, Shen Xueyao suddenly felt a little ridiculous.
The truth is what it looks like.
A warm hand wrapped Shen Xueyao's hand, and Shen Xueyao came back to her senses and saw that Qi Hao's already dark eyes were darker.
"Yaoyao, that past is too heavy for me, it contains a life."
"I was sorry for her at the beginning, so I didn't want to mention it again, I was running away. That's why I didn't tell you. ”
(End of chapter)
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