47. I once sent a white head with all my heart
Shi Xilan didn't know when, she had already come behind Xia Nuanyan, "Princess, can't you sleep?" ”
Xia Nuanyan turned her head and shrugged, "I'm used to it, but I'm sorry to make noise to my sister." ”
"Where, such an emotional tune makes me clear and sleeps less, it's worth it."
Xia Nuanyan sneered, took Shi Xilan's hand, and sat down on the stone chair beside her, "Sister, just laugh at me, anyway, I don't deny it, I miss him." ”
Shi Xilan sighed lightly, "Actually, I have heard more or less about you and Prince Zhuang, Princess, just as I am curious, although Prince Zhuang is a good person, but you are not bad, why would you give up on him." ”
"It's okay to tell you, my sister just listened." Xia Nuanyan raised her eyebrows, spoke gently, her eyebrows trembled, and she lowered her eyes and raised her eyes, she was already full of tenderness, "When I was ten years old, I had a relationship with the prince, it was he who said it, and asked me to make a promise, and then I believed it, you said, how stupid I am, ten years old, I didn't know what love and love at that time, but I only knew that I regarded Shinuo as my life, the last reliance, and I didn't marry." ”
"Then why is Lord Zhuang?"
"He is ruthless, but he is affectionate, he has regarded Yan Wangyue as me back then, he is going to marry the door, seven years of obsession, dedicated to sending white heads, he treats me like this, you say, I don't know, I still love him something, but, and reluctant to leave, always let him hurt himself all over the body, to prove his existence, is this what I am looking forward to for seven years?"
Xia Nuanyan used a joking tone to say these sorrows, speaking lightly, as if it was none of her business, but in fact, Shi Xilan saw it really well, a proud person, in order to love Jun Shinuo, gave him all her tenderness, just to win his tenderness, and now, to prove her existence by hurting herself, for Xia Nuanyan, of course, it is a devastating injury, but Jun Shinuo is not visible.
"The matter of love is a matter of willingness, it's not that you say that you have paid too much, and others must be able to repay the same, so, princess, if you feel tired, maybe you can change the way, for example, and tell the prince Zhuang about the things of the year."
Xia Nuanyan raised her eyes, stubborn and sad, "If he pretends to like me for the sake of a promise, I would rather not have this love." ”
"However, if you do this, it will only make the hearts of those who love you ache."
"Someone who loves me?" Xia Nuanyan pursed her lips deeply, what Shi Xilan said, is it the person who loves her, the world is big, is there really someone who loves her, a long, long time ago, she once believed that in this world, there is always someone who remembers her all the time, so no matter how others ignore her, or love her for the reason that she is as white as the moon, it doesn't matter, as long as she can be on par with Jun Shinuo's white hair, the others are not important, they don't matter at all, now, who loves her?
Xia Nuanyan pondered for a moment, Jun Shinuo's words were like in her ears, Jun Shinuo said that without her, he and Yan Wangyue might have a better life, "Sister Shi, to be honest, I have thought about it, when the matter in Xiangzhou is over, I want to go back to Liangzhou, as for whether I want to come back, I don't know yet." ”
"Are you willing?"
"Reluctantly, at least, so that Shinuo will have a happy life, but I am not reconciled, because Yan Mochiyue is not worthy, she is not worthy of Shino's single-mindedness, she is not worthy."
Shi Xilan opened her mouth and wanted to say something, but swallowed the words back, after these days of getting along, she also understood, Xia Nuanyan is indeed as outsiders say, arrogant, and the love that comes from it, she would rather not, instead of being entangled, it is better to turn around calmly and make Jun Shinuo happy, this is great love, in this way, maybe, after a long time, Jun Shinuo can still remember that there is such a person who has fulfilled his happiness.
However, seven years of long-term stay, or exhausting a lifetime of thoughts, only in exchange for Jun Shinuo's accidental recollection, is this really worth it, is this fair to Xia Nuanyan?
However, think about it, in this love, Xia Nuanyan has never been fair, the origin is a joke of Jun Shinuo, Xia Nuanyan has been guarding for seven years, during the seven years, Jun Shinuo has decided that Yan Wangyue and ignored Xia Nuanyan, she had to let go of her reserve, but begged for peace, and now, Xia Nuanyan still has to carry deep thoughts and resentment, and return to Liangzhou.
Yang Ying had already led troops to garrison the city gate, and Xia Nuanyan and the others had just entered the city, and before they reached Xiangzhou, the mighty team had already surrounded the city gate to meet her.
Xia Nuanyan thought that he would be informed by King Jin that Yang Ying would do some work in advance, but he didn't expect that he would work hard to welcome a princess who came here to play, although she was surprised, she didn't show it on her face.
Yang Ying stepped forward and bowed down, bowing and humblingly welcomed, "Yang Ying, the inspector of the Eight Mansions of Xiaguan, welcomes the princess here, which is really a blessing for the people of Xiangzhou." ”
Shi Xilan looked at Yang Ying without squinting, the surging waves in her heart were all reflected in her eyes, and Yang Ying, who bowed her head and bowed down, did not notice it.
Xia Nuanyan took a cue to Yang Ying, with thick eyebrows and big eyes, a square face and a clean face, he was also a handsome man, if he wanted Chu Xiaoge to be there, how could he become a toad, so talking about him, it would be too wrong, thinking of this, she smiled softly, "Lord Yang get up first, my woman's house, I came here with the heart of play, let you bother." ”
Yang Ying stood up, and the moment she raised her eyes to see Shi Xilan, her thick eyebrows were obviously corrected, and she quickly regained her composure, "If Xia Guan remembers correctly, this should be Miss Shi." ”
"Lord Yang's eyes are clear, Shi Lan is here, and she has saluted your lord." Shi Xilan bowed to Yang Ying.
Yang Ying said, "Miss Shi is polite, I haven't had a chance to apologize to you for Ling Zun's matter, here, I can't compensate you"
"The country has national laws, the family has family rules, the sky net is magnificent, there will always be negligence but not leakage, this is not to blame adults, at the feet of the Son of Heaven, if you commit a crime, don't say it's my father, no one can escape." Shi Xilan said gently, speaking reasonably, so that others could hear it, as if it was said by a reasonable person, but with words in the words, Xia Nuanyan heard it clearly, Yang Ying was not a fool, and he also heard it very awkwardly.
Liu Qingyun and Liu Zhixian laughed and said, "How could the princess know Miss Shi." ”
"We hit it off at first sight, and we both like each other, besides, in Yuecheng, I don't have any relatives and friends, this time I came out to play, so I pulled my sister over, and I was right to accompany me, anyway, she doesn't have anything to do on weekdays." Xia Nuanyan raised her eyebrows and turned her eyes to look at Liu Qingyun, and said more seriously, "Isn't it, Xiangzhou is rich and rich, and you still mind if I bring an extra person?" ”
Yang Ying said, "The princess is serious, Lord Liu is stupid and can't speak, if you say one person, it is a hundred people, as long as the princess speaks, we will be treated as guests." ”
All in all, in Xia Nuanyan's heart, Yang Ying is not a good official, an official who can flatter, and he is always slack with honesty, but such an official is not necessarily a great traitor, he is not necessarily a person who dares to disregard people's lives.