Fanwai Izawa
I have too few memories of the queen mother, or mother.
When I was about four or five years old, I remember having tears in my eyes and looking at the people who were kneeling on the ground and crying in the Ming Feng Palace.
I don't know what death means, but I can simply understand that I will never see this person again.
When I was four or five years old, I knew I would never see my mother again.
I'm really sad to think about it.
But I was my father's first son, and even my mother told me that I wanted to be a man.
In the future, I will be like my father.
But I don't want to be like my father.
My father was nostalgic for the harem and neglected the government.
Because of Concubine Liu's coquettish words, her father would put the military power in the hands of her brother.
Even at the age of fourteen or fifteen, I could feel that this was very inappropriate.
But what about my father? He just wanted to see Liu Guifei's alluring smile.
Although his father still has a palace full of warblers and Yanyan, this Liu Guifei's position in his heart is very stable.
When Concubine Liu gave birth to her second son, she became my mother.
Empress Liu's brother holds military power, but the border of Yan is precarious.
The younger brother of the Korean emperor, King Duan, killed thousands of troops with a spear.
It was obviously the fault of Empress Liu's brother, but Empress Liu told my father that only by suing for peace with Korea could he save Yan Guo, and that he had to show sincerity and send the prince as a hostage.
Prince? That's me.
I want to fight hard in the court, let my father see my heart for the country and the people, and expose that the Liuhou family is the biggest moth in the Yan Kingdom.
But my father, the king, is no longer even in court.
From that moment on, I made up my mind.
My father can't manage the Yan Kingdom, one day, I will take care of it.
South Korea has always been strong.
I put on the mildest mask and made a proton of pleasure.
But my planning and planning never stopped.
Far away in South Korea, I can still control every move in Yan's domestic affairs.
Even from the first day in Korea, I started planning the day I left.
I counted everyone into it, but I forgot about myself.
It was a sunny afternoon, and at the end of the promenade in the back garden of the Prime Minister's Mansion, I saw the smile that I could not let go of for the rest of my life.
Wei Yao.
It's Wei Honglang's eldest daughter, right?
Not to mention the country and the city, it is indeed unforgettable.
I thought at the time that if I married the eldest daughter of the South Korean prime minister, maybe I would have a chance to rebel against Wei Honglang.
I couldn't be clearer about the weight of Wei Honglang in the hearts of the Korean emperors.
I wanted to use her as a pawn, but in the end, it was myself who fell into it.
I told myself over and over again that it was just a ploy of mine.
But I still look forward to meeting her and talking to her.
Her smile can touch my heart.
Wei Yao, you are really my sin.
I couldn't bear to hurt her.
Everything I can do to Wei Jin is soft and hard, but I can't be ruthless to Wei Yao at all.
It's obviously a simple thing, but because of her frowning words, I'm willing to take a long detour.
From the moment I first conceded, I should have known.
If one day I am defeated, it must be at the hands of Wei Yao.
Even willingly.
After getting the news of Wei Yao's death, no matter how rational I am, I can't control it.
Borrowing my life to resurrect my soul, such a ridiculous and useless thing, I would even want to try it.
The demi-immortal under my command told me that whoever chooses will bear the consequences.
I prevaricate myself and give this choice to King Duan, it is not my relationship.
In fact, I know in my heart what choice Duanwang will have.
I also understand that if King Duan says no, I will still choose to come back with Wei Yao without saying a word.
However, I also knew that she would never come back.
How blind and reckless it is to love a person.
Even though I knew that person was no longer my Wei Yao, seeing her laugh and hearing her speak, I couldn't help but want to get close to her.
King Duan killed the girl who spoke for me and Wei Yao, and from then on, I couldn't get much news from her.
Thinking about this brand new Wei Yao, I shouldn't remember me.
Goodbye on Chinese New Year's Eve, she really didn't remember me.
I asked her, is King Duan good to you?
I hope that hearing a negative will make me feel better.
I hid the jade in her sleeve in a delusional way, thinking that maybe she could remember even the slightest bit.
I comforted myself intellectually, and at the same time superstitiously hoped for a miracle.
But as the days passed, she and Duanwang became more and more harmonious.
She doesn't have the shadow of my Wei Yao, she will always smile brightly, and even look forward to her and Duanwang's children.
I was crazy with jealousy.
I didn't want to see her so loving to other men.
Even if she's not her, I don't want to.
The words brought by Wei Jin told me how Wei Yao and Duanwang loved each other, and I began to have a new idea.
It's okay, if Duanwang can have half of me who cares about Wei Yao, then as long as I pinch Wei Yao, I won't worry about bringing down Duanwang.
As for this day, I still have to plan well.
I asked the half-immortal carefully, and the half-immortal told me that he, as my subordinate, didn't mind any retribution, and if he had to say that the cause and effect were to be resolved, he had already calculated it.
As long as King Duan dies in Wei Yao's hands, it's fine.
Just what the doctor ordered.
Even if it wasn't enough for Wei Yao to kill King Duan, once he knew that it was King Duan who brought Wei Yao to this world, Wei Yao would probably not be able to accept it.
I told the half-immortal to wait for my instructions to tell Wei Yao about it.
Actually, I can't wait, I really can't wait.
And what is my father, who did not have my son in his heart?
So I sent the order to the Yan Kingdom, arranged for people to work on my father's diet, and at the same time began to prepare for the escape route back to the Yan Kingdom.
Time is interlocking, and I don't want to waste a moment.
I want her to be there for me, now, forever.
The news of Yan Guo came that the old Yan King was seriously ill.
As I expected.
So the cranes that had been prepared a long time ago, I happily sent them to the palace.
The Queen Mother of Korea was very happy, and I only said two or three words, which reminded her that she should ask Wei Yao to come into the palace to have a look.
Seeing Wei Yao's smile again, she was much more restrained than when she first came to this world.
But between words, there will still be a hint of naughtiness inadvertently.
I wish I could hold her in my arms right now and tell her how much I miss her.
But I can't.
Seeing her back go away, I also know that this day is not far away.
All went as planned.
I quickly waited for her to get the truth, and in Siyuan Ju, she held up her emotions and talked to me.
I asked her again, King Duan was good to her.
She finally stopped laughing uninhibitedly and told me that she didn't know.
Wei Yao, Wei Yao.
We'll be together soon, and you'll soon know how much I love you.
Much more than Duanwang.