Chapter 270: Not Me
Just when Shen Xueyao looked tender, the door of the ward was suddenly pushed open, and a slightly cold wind mixed with snow cold incense passed in.
The tip of Shen Xueyao's nose moved, and her heart trembled fiercely.
When Qi Hao came in, what he saw was such a quiet scene, he stood at the door for a while without moving his footsteps, looking at Shen Xueyao quietly, his eyes were full of tenderness.
Shen Xueyao turned around and met the pair of dark eyes, and her consciousness was blurred for a while.
It was as if she had fallen into the water, and the feeling of drowning made her almost forget to breathe.
It's Qi Hao......
She thought he really wouldn't come back.
"What are you doing here?" Shen Xueyao unconsciously leaned her back against the windowsill, which could give her a sense of security.
"How to change the ward, the air below is not good, and it will be noisy." Only then did Qi Hao speak up, and slowly approached Shen Xueyao.
Shen Xueyao was a little nervous, and her hands were behind her back, and she was twisted together.
She watched Qi Hao get closer to her little by little, and her heart almost jumped out of her throat.
A strand of hair scattered from Shen Xueyao's ear, and Qi Hao naturally raised his hand to tidy it up for her.
Shen Xueyao tilted her head slightly unnaturally, and the expression on her face was a little embarrassed.
The raised hand stopped next to Shen Xueyao's face, and Qi Hao saw Shen Xueyao's resistance and dodging movements.
A trace of loss crossed his eyes, and Qi Hao's hand finally did not fall, and he took it back.
At that moment, Shen Xueyao breathed a sigh of relief, but then there was an imperceptible sense of loss in her heart, which made her feel a little uncomfortable.
"It's too deserted, I don't like it." Shen Xueyao said in a shallow tone.
"If you like it." The corners of Qi Hao's lips hooked up a shallow smile, and he took off his blazer and draped it on Shen Xueyao's body, which was only wearing a hospital gown.
Her body was very thin, her skeleton was very small, and her coat was large for her, wrapping her body, and it looked a little pitiful.
There was still Qi Hao's temperature and taste on the coat, Shen Xueyao pursed her lower lip, and just wanted to take it off and return it to him, but heard Qi Hao's deep voice sound: "Don't take it off." β
When Shen Xueyao raised her head, what she saw was a hint of pleading in Qi Hao's eyes.
"Wear it." He said.
A trace of unbearable emotion suddenly rose in Shen Xueyao's heart, and the hand that was about to move hung down.
"I thought you wouldn't come back." Shen Xueyao's voice was a little muffled, and she was taken aback as soon as she said this.
How could he say something so reverie? It's like being coquettish to someone close to you.
Qi Hao's eyes really lit up, he looked at Shen Xueyao and asked cautiously, "Xue Yao, do you want me to come?" β
"That's not what I meant...... Don't get me wrong. Shen Xueyao hurriedly argued.
"After all, I said I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore, and you're going to bother me a little bit."
Shen Xueyao didn't turn her head away, making herself look indifferent.
"Also
Are you hating me? Qi Hao looked at Shen Xueyao and asked.
"I can't help but hate you." Shen Xueyao took a deep breath and said.
"There's been so much piling up between us that it's impossible, so you better not come again."
"Yaoyao, I know that the loss of the child will hit you hard, it's all my fault, give me a chance to make up for it, okay?" Qi Hao stared at Shen Xueyao's face and said with some sadness.
"I shouldn't have done this to you at that time, I didn't take good care of you by your side."
Speaking of the child, Shen Xueyao's heart hurt again.
She turned her head and stared at Qi Hao, her eyes involuntarily began to redden: "A life, how do you make up for it?" Did you feel guilty when you killed my child? β
"Qi Hao, since you don't want that child to be born at all, why do you use those things to coax me, do you think it's fun?"
Qi Hao's eyebrows furrowed, and there was obvious anger on his face.
He stepped forward and grabbed Shen Xueyao's wrist, stared into her eyes, and said, "Yaoyao, you can blame me for hiding what happened to you back then, you can blame me for not taking good care of you and our child, but you can't question my love for you, question my feelings for this child." β
Qi Hao's voice was a little hoarse, and looking at Shen Xueyao's gaze, he couldn't help but show a trace of pain: "The child is gone, I blame myself more than you." β
"Besides, the results of my investigation are near, and I will tell you everything when the time comes."
"No need." Shen Xueyao withdrew her hand vigorously and said with a cold attitude.
"Qi Hao, who asked me to abort this child? Don't you think it's hypocritical for you to say such things now? β
Shen Xueyao looked at Qi Hao, her eyes showed hatred and sadness, and her hoarse voice mixed with nasal voice was hoarse.
"Why are you giving me those meals? Why? Why did you use such a cruel way to let me lose this child? β
Whenever she thought of this, Shen Xueyao's heart ached beyond measure, and the feeling of sadness almost overwhelmed her.
"Qi Hao, do you know how much pain I felt when the child was bleeding?"
Qi Hao's heart shook violently, but the doubts in his heart finally burst out at this moment.
"Yaoyao, what are you talking about? What meals? Qi Hao's expression was very nervous, and there was real doubt in his eyes.
He seemed to have caught something, and his heart seemed to be clenched hard at this moment.
Shen Xueyao only thought that Qi Hao was deliberately acting, and her expression was a little tired and said: "You don't have to pretend anymore, the bodyguard who delivered the food told me that you prepared those meals by yourself, let me eat them all." β
"Blame me for being naΓ―ve, thinking that you really wanted to reconcile, and I actually ate them all."
"If I hadn't eaten at the time, there wouldn't have been anything else."
Shen Xueyao tightened the hem of her shirt, and her knuckles were blue and white, which showed how hard she was exerting.
"You mean, there is
Someone pretended to be me and brought you food, and you had a miscarriage because you ate these things? Isn't it because your physical fitness is too poor to bear? Qi Hao's eyebrows were furrowed, and there was a gloomy look in his eyes, and his expression looked a little terrifying.
Shen Xueyao also frowned, Qi Hao's appearance didn't look like a pretend, but did he really not know about it?
No, she didn't believe that the person who came at that time was indeed the bodyguard of the Qi family, otherwise the hospital would not let him get close to her.
"That's right, I just ate those meals to have a miscarriage, and my body hasn't been bad enough yet." Shen Xueyao looked at Qi Hao, her tone cold and emotionless.
"The bodyguard told me that you wanted me to eat all these things. You know what happens when I eat all of this, right? β
Shen Xueyao ripped off Qi Hao's clothes on her body and pushed them into Qi Hao's hands.
"The child is gone, and the only contact between us is broken. I don't need this thing either, you take it, don't come back in the future. β
"Yaoyao, it's not me." Qi Hao's voice was dry and terrifying, and he grabbed Shen Xueyao's wrist, and his strength was terrifying.
Shen Xueyao only felt the pain of being dragged on her wrist, which showed how scary Qi Hao's force was.
Her eyebrows furrowed involuntarily, wanting to get rid of Qi Hao's shackles: "Qi Hao, let go of me." β
"I'm not going to do that kind of thing." Qi Hao said in a deep voice.
No wonder, no wonder the child was gone all of a sudden, no wonder Shen Xueyao suddenly had such a big hatred for herself, no wonder the distance between the two of them was getting farther and farther away.
It turns out that there is such a big misunderstanding between them!
Qi Hao's fingers trembled slightly, and he couldn't help but recall the bitterness in his heart when he rushed to the hospital and saw the bloody rattle on the ground. How much blood did she shed at that time? How much does it hurt? How sad and sad is my heart?
Thinking of Shen Xueyao's stomach ache and miscarriage after eating those things, and no one was there to help her, how desperate, scared and helpless would she be at that time?
When she felt that she had deliberately let people eat those things for her, how much hatred did she have for herself?
No wonder she refused to forgive herself, she actually went through such a terrible thing.
Qi Hao's eyes showed a look of deep pity, and the next moment, he could no longer control himself from taking Shen Xueyao into his arms.
Holding her tightly, as if he wanted to merge her into his bones and blood, Qi Hao felt the thin body of the person in his arms, and his heart seemed to be slashed by a knife.
He hugged it so tightly, as if he was afraid that Shen Xueyao would run away in the next second.
Shen Xueyao was a little out of breath, she struggled desperately, trying to break free from Qi Hao.
"Qi Hao, you let me go." She couldn't break free, and yelled a little angrily and helplessly.
However, she heard Qi Hao leaning into her ear, and said to her in a painful voice, "Yaoyao, I'm sorry." β
Shen Xueyao's movements froze suddenly, and her heart was a mess for a while, and she didn't know what to do
Action.
Qi Hao's voice even trembled a little, and even she could feel the pain in it.
Why? Why would he speak to himself in such a tone? Isn't it really him?
Shen Xueyao felt that her brain couldn't turn around, she had hated Qi Hao for so long because of this matter, but he told herself that it was not him at all.
No, no, he must be lying to himself!
Suddenly, there was a stirring in Shen Xueyao's brain, and she didn't know where the strength came from, and she suddenly pushed Qi Hao away.
"You're lying to me, it's obvious that you caused me to lose my child. I know you're tempting me and doubting me because of your mother's affairs, and these are the punishments you've given me. Shen Xueyao unconsciously took a few steps back, kept a safe distance from Qi Hao, and looked at Qi Hao with a wary face.
(End of chapter)
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