Chapter 82: On the Road to Chasing Dreams (1)

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Many people may have had such doubts.

When we memorize a bag of materials and plan how many questions we will do seriously in the evening, or memorize the knowledge points of a certain section, we must not be able to stay up for an hour and we will be so sleepy that we can't open our eyes, and our brains seem to be ready to strike at any time. But when you are anxious and happy and do not do your job and then try to sleep, you can't sleep at all.

It's all the same time, huh?

So, Sisi, who couldn't sleep, sucked the cat for more than half an hour as he wished, rubbed it so that the meow comfortably exposed her belly, raised one hind paw and squinted and fell asleep.

Xi Xi sat on the carpet holding her mobile phone in a daze, and she sat like this all the time when she and Lin Shen arrived at good night.

"Sie, Meow is asleep, you can carry it to its nest." Sisi raised her two hands and whispered in a low voice, for fear of disturbing Meow's good dreams.

I put down my phone, hugged Meow and put it away, and covered it with a small blanket.

"Sisi, are you sleepy? Let's go to sleep. Twisting her waist a little sore, she yawned and asked her.

"Oh awkward, what should I do if I'm more energetic after yawning?" Sisi moved over to hold Lu Xixi's hand and asked distressedly.

Xi Xi rubbed Sisi's hair and said angrily: "Don't sell cute, I can't play anymore, we will be late tomorrow." ”

Coaxed and deceived Sisi to wash up, sat at the desk and began to write a diary.

Before she started writing, she flipped through the diary of the previous days, and then flipped through it again, and found that Lin Shen appeared more and more times in her diary.

Is he asleep now?

I should have fallen asleep, and I have to catch a plane tomorrow.

But she is not sleepy at all now, even if she urges Sisi to wash up and rest quickly, but she knows that the more she thinks about the person in her heart, the more she will not be able to sleep, but she can't help but think about it.

Tomorrow he will be gone, and it will be a long time before we can see each other.

A few days ago, I was still moved by his sentence "I will accompany her to find the direction of my life in the future", and today I am losing sleep for the sake of separation.

Lin Shen is really a big liar.

In retrospect, he was always leaving.

After the snowy winter date, she left for her hometown and asked her to read for a long time.

After becoming her neighbor and tablemate in the spring season, she went to join the training team and made her wait for a long time.

This time I came back for more than a week and was leaving again.

She would have been thinking about him until she came back.

It turns out that they don't spend a lot of time together, so how can they like that person more and more?

He is too, why does he like her more and more?

Thinking about it, recalling the scenes with Lin Shen, I couldn't help laughing.

Probably, good looks will add points, good voice will add points, smart will add points, laugh will add points, fierce will add points, say words that make people blush and heartbeat will add points, nagging like parents will add points, accompany her every day will add points, make her laugh will add food, never forget good morning and good night will add points, eyes are always full of her will add points, from time to time I find that he really likes himself to add points, and quietly doing a lot of things for her will add points, and most importantly, she also likes him, and will add points to the n power.

I looked at the pages full of extra points, and reluctantly turned to the next page.

She thought, even if the full score is 1,000 points, Lin Shen has added enough points.

However, the matter of Weibo can't be forgotten, and when he comes back, he must explain it clearly, otherwise she won't go to see the sunrise with him.

In the first line of the diary, he wrote down one by one, "The first thing Lin Shen did when he came back was to ask his Weibo account."

By the time Sisi came out of the wash, Xi Xi was already lying on the bed. Sisi climbed into bed and saw Xixi watching a video. The general content is that life is short, friendship is short, and love is short. Because it is short, it is splendid that cannot be missed. Experience the beauty of life, feel the power of friendship, and taste the sweetness of love.

After the video was played, Lu Xixi turned off the lights, and the room fell into darkness instantly, only a faint light appeared through the gap in the curtains.

Lu Xixi was affected by the video, closed his eyes and asked, "Sisi, what do you say we will be like in the future?" Will you still lie under a blanket and talk like you do now? ”

Sisi didn't hesitate: "Yes."

The corners of his mouth were hooked, "Why are you so sure?" ”

Sisi has been thinking about it for a long time this time.

"What the future of us will look like, I can't think of it. But there's always a chance to sleep with you and chat. Awkward, I used to work very hard to get into a school with Gu Chu, and almost all of the time was for this goal. It wasn't until I met you, you, Du Rui, Liu Yi, and Zhou Hao that I knew that the happiness of having friends was no worse than the happiness of being with Ah Chu. So, although I don't know what each of us will be like in the future or where we will go, I cherish you, and for this cherishment, we will definitely have the opportunity to speak like we do now. ”

Sisi, who usually doesn't talk much, talks about his thoughts seriously, and is so sincere and lovely.

Lu Xixi was a little moved by Sisi's words, took Sisi's hand and said, "Xiao Sisi, I finally understand why Gu Chu likes you."

"Why?"

Sisi hasn't figured out the reason yet.

"Because you're cute. Sisi, there are many people who don't understand the meaning of the word "cherish", so you are not only cute but also very smart. ”

"Cherish, is it hard?" Sisi was a little puzzled.

I didn't know how to explain it, so I slowed down my breathing and fell silent.

It is not difficult to "cherish", but before people learn to "cherish", they discover that it is easier to learn to "give up" than cherish.

When life suffers, he chooses to give up; When family affection is mixed with interests, they choose to give up; When there is a crisis in friendship, they choose to give up; When there was a crack in love, he chose to give up.

It's too easy to "give up", so it's so laborious to seem to "cherish".

Xixi has been a sensible child since she was a child, and her keen insight and sensitive heart have made her understand many things early.

Because of this, she works hard to cherish everything she has, the love of her parents, the care of her teachers, the friendliness of her classmates, the company of her friends, and even the cats and puppies she has fed, she cherishes everything that appears in her life.

It is harder to cherish than to give up, but it is much more difficult to learn to cherish than to learn to give up happiness.

Therefore, Xixi was surprised that Sisi had the same thoughts as her, and even more surprised that she was also a cherished member.

In addition to her parents, except for Lin Shen, it was probably the first time someone had said such things to her.

Xixi also deeply understands that everything she cherishes is meaningful and brilliant that she can't miss.

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