195. How can a festering heart come back
Liangzhou City soon returned to its former tranquility, or more tranquility than before, which was an excess, but also a beginning
At first, there were still voices of resentment, and later, the king of Chu County, Yelu Changhong Zhengyan, announced that Xia Nuanyan was martyred after the Chu army invaded the palace, and the monarch Shinuo, Lu Yun, and Chu Liangjun can all testify
So people seem to have begun to believe more and more that Xia Nuanyan has died, and those complaints have faded, after all, it is meaningless to say anything to a dead person, what kind of gossip to confuse the lord, what is flattering, it is a big crime to talk about the country, not to mention it, it is a trivial matter, the country is dead, what can be used to raise the teacher and ask the guilt
However, what everyone didn't know was that the injured Xia Nuanyan had been brought back to Moon City by Jun Shinuo
As the old saying goes, if you don't die, there will be blessings, and there is also a saying that good people should be blessed more, Xia Nuanyan escaped from death once, twice, four times, and three times, and finally I don't know if she is hard or ......
Jun Shinuo was still thinking about saying, Xia Nuanyan's pale face moved slightly, and then opened his eyes, Jun Shinuo was so happy that he couldn't control himself, and half-knelt at the head of the bed, "Nuanyan, you finally woke up, you finally woke up, I thought you would never wake up again."
Xia Nuanyan rolled her eyes tiredly, her eyes turned around the house, her eyes blurred, she twitched the pale smile at the corner of her mouth, in addition to the sourness is the long deep silence, she knows better than anyone else where this was once here, all her happiness is here, all the sorrow is here, and here she has escaped death again and again
Xia Nuanyan said indifferently, "Have I slept for a long time?"
"It's been half a month, the imperial doctor said that you don't want to wake up, Nuanyan, I'm really afraid that you won't wake up again," Jun Shinuo grabbed Xia Nuanyan's hand and said sincerely
"God really loves to joke with me, but why does he always keep it, if I can, I really want to be unable to wake up, now I have nothing, how do you tell me to live?"
"No, Nuan Yan," Jun Shi Nuowen smiled, "You still have me, I am willing to use the world as a matchmaker, mountains and rivers as a matchmaker, and marry you as a concubine"
Xia Nuanyan rolled her eyes, her eyes were worried, her eyes were tearful, the eyes of the sky were not in your hands, why did you use the world as a matchmaker, mountains and rivers as a matchmaker, marry me as a concubine, and even if you are the lord of the world, you will not abandon the world and marry me, if you will, you will not make me a sinner in the world, only for the world to be one
Xia Nuanyan bit her lip and trembled slightly: "Jun Shinuo, you said that it would be better if it was still before, there was no harm before, so it wouldn't hurt, and you still don't want to marry me, but now do you think that the country and the family hate us in the middle, can we still be together as we were the first?"
"Nuan Yan, if the world is unified now, what kind of national hatred and national hatred will not exist anymore, right?"
"What about that hate," Xia Nuanyan choked and tilted her head insistently
Jun Shinuo exhaled softly, "That's easier"
Jun Shinuo said, after printing a kiss on Xia Nuanyan's forehead, "Nuan Yan, you wait first"
When Jun Shinuo left and came back, he brought someone to appear, this person was none other than Xia Ye, who was killed by Jun Shinuo in full view of everyone
At this time, Xia Ye looked like he had lost his previous courage, his aggressive arrogance, and he only had a face of vicissitudes and a gentle face
Xia Nuanyan looked at Xia Ye in disbelief with wide eyes, looked at Jun Shinuo again, and finally her eyes stopped at Xia Ye, she tried to sit up, and called out "Dad" in confusion.
Xia Ye came over and hugged Xia Nuanyan, his strong chest was so real, Xia Nuanyan smiled hard, and said to Jun Shinuo, "What's going on?"
Jun Shinuo walked over and sat on the side of the bed, relieved his breath, and then said slowly: "Nuan Yan is like this, the situation at that time, if I don't take action first, the prince will definitely have a way to put your father to death, I remember you said that you would let me stand by your father's side at any time, so I thought of this way, put it to death, and then live."
Jun Shinuo paused and said: "Maybe you don't know that I want the world to be one so strongly, it's nothing more than to return your father's innocence, if there is no enemy country, then the king wants to give your father a crime, and it's hard to speak, now your father can live justifiably."
Xia Nuanyan hooked the corners of her mouth, "Heh, I have to thank you for saying that."
Jun Shinuo raised his eyebrows: "Nuan Yan, you know that everything I do is for your good, aren't you happy?"
"Of course I'm happy that my father is still alive, but Jun Shinuo, you deceived me so badly, you'd rather me break my heart, I'd rather I use my life to atone for my sins, I'd rather I wander the world alone, I'd rather I marry Nangong Chen, you tell me the truth, can I understand that you love me like this?"
"I ...... I know that there will be a day when the world will be one, and one day you will forgive me, I waited for it, didn't I?"
"What if I can't wait," Xia Nuanyan raised her head and asked Jun Shinuo paranoidly, "If I can't wait, if my life is not so hard, Jun Shinuo, why do you think that walking on the thorny road all the way, even if it is bloody, I have to forgive you for taking care of the overall situation."
Jun Shinuo was flustered for a moment, "Nuan Yan, what do you mean?"
"It's nothing," Xia Nuanyan turned her head, two lines of hot tears flowed out of her eyes, she wiped her face with the back of her hand, and forced the tears back, "There is no such cheap thing in the world, Jun Shinuo, maybe what you did was right, but I was exhausted, and I no longer had the courage to renew my relationship with you."
"Warm Swallow ......"
Xia Ye motioned Jun Shinuo with her eyes, she didn't say any more, she pulled Xia Nuanyan's shoulders and said to her: "Nuan Yan listened to her father's words, now that your father has let go, what else do you have to let go, your life is not so long, and being with the person you love is already the happiest thing."
"But this place has festered, how can I fight it completely," Xia Nuanyan stretched out her hand and pressed her heart, tears streaming down her eyes
"You forgot that you said that you wouldn't marry if you weren't Jun Shinuo"
"That's when I didn't know Mochizuki existed"
"You said that whoever you marry except Jun Shinuo will be the same to you, but your heart is dead"
"That's just a physical and mental injury"
"You also said that even if you forget everything, your heart is still so clear and understands that you only love Jun Shinuo, do you really want to give up now?"
"Dad, it was a time of despair, but now I don't have the courage to pick up my festering heart again, as long as I touch it, it will hurt worse than death, what do you tell me to do," Xia Nuanyan choked, and finally buried her head deep in her knees, and her whole body trembled
Jun Shinuo sat down and hugged her, letting her cry, he never knew that injury could make a life worse than death, he didn't know that Xia Nuan had been loving him all the time, loving him an inch, like using a knife with blunt teeth, slowly cutting flesh inch by inch on Xia Nuanyan's body, life was better than death