Song Nianxi now feels that he is walking in a foggy place, as if he can't see the end, and he can't see what is in the distance?

"Where the hell is this?"

After walking for a long time, Song Nianxi found that he would never be able to walk to the end, and the whole person was in a panicked state, always thinking about why he was here.

"Why don't I feel anything now, as if I can only keep moving forward?"

Song Nianxi slowly stopped, stood in place and looked around carefully, and found that no matter how much he searched, he couldn't see anything, he could only find himself in a cloud of white mist, as if he was trapped inside, and he couldn't get out.

Song Nianxi's whole person began to collapse a little, and what he hated the most was such an environment, making him feel as if he was really about to die, as if there was nothing in this world that could be worth remembering for him.

After squatting in place and thinking about it for a long time, Song Nianxi still didn't understand why he came here, and he didn't figure out what he was doing here.

"So now it means I'm dead?"

Song Nianxi always felt that something was wrong when he thought about it, and now he can only keep guessing, but the more he cooks, the more terrifying he feels, this kind of emotion really makes Song Nianxi more and more scared, Song Nianxi really hates such a kind of uncertainty about himself.

"Ah......hh Is there anybody? Does anyone tell me where this is? Am I dead or what? Isn't death supposed to go to hell or heaven? Where is the chase? ”

Now Song Nianxi's mood has collapsed a little, and he has been running in this white fog directly, but no matter how he runs, Song Nianxi can't touch anything at all, and even this white fog seems to be something imaginary.

Song Nianxi collapsed, and now there is no reference at all in such a place, and I don't know how long it has been, but Song Nianxi feels that every minute and every second is very difficult now.

Over time, no matter what, Song Nianxi felt that his mood could no longer get better, as if he had left this world forever, Song Nianxi lay in that place, began to slowly empty himself, began to hope that he didn't know anything, and began to count on himself that there was no need to continue like this.

"Song Nianxi, Song Nianxi, where are you?"

Just after Song Nianxi closed his eyes, it didn't take long for Song Nianxi to hear a voice that he hadn't heard for several years, and suddenly opened his eyes.

Shen Bai......

Song Nianxi suddenly got up from the ground, frantically searching for this man in this white mist, Song Nianxi really hadn't seen this man for a long, long time, and really hoped that this man could be well.

Song Nianxi has been calling Shen Bai's name all the time, hoping that Shen Bai can appear in front of him, how many times have he thought about it, day and night hoping that Shen Bai can come back, but he didn't expect to be able to hear Shen Bai according to his name here.

"Shen Bai, where are you? Why don't you want to come out to see me after so many years, and are you still blaming me? You're blaming me, aren't you? ”

"Where the hell are you? Do you know how much I want to see you in my dreams? But why can't I see you at this time, I don't even have a picture of you by my side, why would they go so far? Shen Bai? I know I'm sorry for you, but can you come back? I beg you. ”

Song Nianxi has been lowering her eyes.

You have to look at it, in fact, Song Nianxi's eyes are always full of tears, and the whole person is very uncomfortable and heartbroken, but Song Nianxi has no way now, and he really can't find it......

"No, he seems to be dead, he has left me forever, how can I say such excessive and ridiculous things now?"

After a long while, Song Nianxi slowly reacted, and now he didn't know that he was in a state.

"Why did you leave? You still haven't told me whether you hate me or not, do you know how much I wish you wouldn't hate me, and I didn't expect anything like that to happen on another flight. ”

Song Nianxi has now slowly remembered all the things that have happened over the years, Song Nianxi feels that she is really sad, and she doesn't know what to do at all.

"You've never come back to see me all these years, do you think I'm not good to you, it's me who hurt you to become like this, and now this is your punishment for me, right? That's how everything is, isn't it? ”

Song Nianxi no longer has any wishes in his heart now, so he can only sit here silently, thinking about everything back then.

When he was going to celebrate his birthday, which was his most important 18th birthday, Sheng Bai had already rushed back from abroad at that time, but because he was in a hurry, Shen Bai would have taken a flight ahead of schedule, if he hadn't urged Shen Bai by himself, Shen Bai would never have had such a thing happen.

But Song Nianxi doesn't know what he looks like in real life now.

"Oh no, there seems to be some problems here."

originally thought that Song Nianxi was just standing in a coma in time, but the doctor who came over to check on the ward suddenly found that Song Nianxi's heart rate was getting lower and lower, as if the whole person had given up and had the same desire to survive, and this situation was too anxious, so he didn't have time to find someone else, and borrowed a doctor to do cardiac resuscitation directly.

"What the hell is going on? Why is this situation so special? ”

After a long time, Chen Yi also hurried over, such a situation really surprised Chen Yi, he didn't expect that it was just such a small thing, which directly made Song Nianxi look like this now, and he knew that if he said this, it would make Song Nianxi become like this, and he really couldn't say anything.

"I don't know why, all of a sudden I seem to have lost any sense of survival, the heart rate of the whole person is getting lower and lower, and this death seems to be a little unsatisfactory, or we should rescue it now, if I don't rescue it, I really have a problem."

At this moment, the doctor next to him began to talk about this matter non-stop, and the whole person was thinking about how to solve this matter?

"Don't say anything, hurry up and prepare for cardiac resuscitation, first think about getting everything ready, don't miss the best time."

As doctors, they naturally know the seriousness of this matter, so their spirits began to tense up one by one, although Song Nianxi usually does not have a very good relationship with them, but Song Nianxi is at least a good doctor, and he can't let such a good doctor leave directly tonight.

After a series of things, Song Nianxi slowly and leisurely returned to normal ten, and now at this moment, Song Nianxi has no idea, and the whole person is in a state of coma.

"How long is it going to be like this?"

"I don't know when she'll wake up when she wants to, so now everything is just a matter of fate."

After the two of them left the ward, the doctor who had just been doing cardiac resuscitation wiped the sweat on his forehead with his sleeve, God knows how urgent the situation was just now, and she was about to die of panic.

But he was able to save Song Nianxi anyway, so he could only silently wipe the sweat on his forehead, hoping that Song Nianxi could understand his feelings well.

Even if the two of them don't play very well at all, they can be regarded as a hospital, and they are desperate for a thing like her, and they also hope that Song Nianxi can know about it, and even more hope that Song Nianxi can continue to live well, and don't just cut off his life because of some trivial matter.

"It's okay, it's okay, I'll have to take care of the next thing, pay attention, be careful not to have any big things, I'm really going to be heartbroken by her things during this time."

Now in the entire hospital, in fact, only Chen Yi and Song Nianxi are the people in the orphanage back then, and only Chen Yi has always cared about Song Nianxi, Song Nianxi does not have any family members, nor does he have any friends to take care of Song Nianxi, from beginning to end, only Tang Jie, who is still in the next ward, occasionally comes to take a look, including the so-called Li Ning.

But Chen Yi understood that there was no way to do such a situation, and now only by taking care of Song Nianxi by himself could he hope to make Song Nianxi sober up.

"I hope you must come to your senses, and don't do anything, in this case, if you continue to not get better, the danger of becoming a vegetative person will become more and more serious."

was originally in a bad mood and his body was injured again, but now because of the previous incident, the whole person's illness recurred directly, which caused the matter to become more and more serious, which really made Chen Yi feel ashamed.

"You must be able to hear me during this time, I hope you must be able to understand that I really didn't mean to say that thing at that time, I was just a little angry, so I said such a thing, I really hope you can forgive me and tell me about this matter well."

Chen Yi took Song Nianxi's hand with his hand, always hoping that Song Nianxi could sober up well, and also hoped that Song Nianxi could forget everything and not blame himself too much.

"I really don't know how to tell you some things, but after a long time, I still want to tell you about those things back then, in fact, none of us blame you, it's just that you have always remembered this matter too deeply, so we didn't want to tell you from beginning to end, we didn't want to mention those things to you, you must not blame yourself for this matter in the future."

Back then, Shen Baicao had already secretly planned with those of them, to come back by a flight in advance, without Song Nianxi's urging, Shen Bai would also come by himself, so these things have nothing to do with Song Nianxi, it's just that Song Nianxi has always been in this predicament.

"I believe you, with your ability, you're going to come to your senses, aren't you? There's no way you're going to just leave all of us behind and just leave here, right? ”

Chen Yi's hands are getting harder and harder, and now he really can't wait to see Song Nianxi get up well, telling himself that he is actually alive and well, but now all this is just a luxury.

Although Song Nianxi doesn't have any desire to survive these days, Chen Yi still takes a period of time every day to tell Song Nianxi the story of their childhood, saying that they received their current happy memories when they were in school, and if Song Nianxi can come to his senses, he will be very happy.