Chapter 413: Before Parting
Su Shiren's words made me not understand what they meant for a while, but from Su Shiren's eyes, I saw a killing machine, a very heavy killing machine.
It was the look in his eyes that made me realize that he was probably trying to kill Bandacsadado.
There are some things that don't need to be explained by others, and the reason why Su Shiren was willing to save Bandacsada before may be because he felt that Bandacsada should be saved, or maybe he knew Bandachado's character. But now the situation has changed, Bandacado did not completely erase the old wizard's consciousness in the bronze mirror, and the old wizard's consciousness was mixed into Bandacado's consciousness, which is equivalent to a clean white paper, which is stained with a wisp of other variegated colors.
This wisp of variegated color may seem insignificant, but when it comes to people, it is completely different. People often say that many of the decisions made by people are born in a single thought.
In fact, I also realized that Bandacsada seems to be different from the past, he has become a little colder.
"That's when things get worse." Su Shiren looked at Bandacsaddo in the distance and continued, "Is it too late to kill him now?" ”
I didn't speak, but I didn't accept Su Shiren's opinion in my heart. Bandacsada is a very important and crucial player in this matter, and if Bandacsada dies, I don't know if the big event will change the trajectory.
A lot of unknown situations can make the ending better or worse. There are many people involved in major events, and no one can gamble with countless lives.
When Su Shiren saw that I didn't answer, he didn't say anything more to me, and when I was distracted, full stop secretly took out his gun and aimed it at Bandacsaddo from afar. He was probably measuring, but also observing, to see if he was sure to shoot Bandacsaddo from this distance.
"No way!" As soon as I saw the full stop pull out the gun, I immediately became alert, gathered my mind, and at the same time pressed the full stop's arm.
The full stop did not resist, and followed my hand and put the gun away, he was also afraid that he would make any movement and be discovered by Bandacado. Bandacado had been trapped in the bronze mirror for so many days, and although it had tainted the old wizard's thoughts, it had no effect on his senses. He is still so sensitive, and he will be keenly caught by the slightest wind and grass.
"There's no way to change it." I shook my head at Su Shiren: "What has happened is history, history cannot be changed, this is the law, and it is also the law." ”
I'm not saying good things about Bandaca, it's just that this experience is something I've explored in my previous time travels. History that has taken place, even if there are countless individuals who can travel through time and space to try to change, will fail.
To live in this world, you must abide by the laws of this world.
Su Shiren didn't contradict my words, and he should have been thinking about whether it would be feasible to kill Bandacsad. I think that Su Shiren is a person who has a hundred times more experience than me, and he knows in his heart that history cannot be changed, in fact, it is a truth.
"Perhaps, one day you will understand." Su Shiren finally gave up his plan to assassinate Bandacsada and said to me, "This person will make you regret it. ”
I sat down and closed my eyes to recuperate, the fatigue of the past few days had almost worn down my already weak body, and I had to rest well, or I might not be able to walk.
Not long after, Bandattsa ate more, drank another cup of strong brick tea, and then walked not far from Su Shiren. The two men looked at each other for a moment, and then Bandacsada turned and left, followed by Su Shiren, walking into the distance one after the other. Full stop may have wanted to keep up with them, but was waved and refused by Schusher.
The two men walked into the night in the distance, probably wanting to talk alone. This slightly surprising move made me so engrossed that I couldn't sleep for a while.
Full stop crouched down to me and handed me a cigarette. When I smoked, I was thinking that full stop is not a stupid person, on the contrary, his brain may be more flexible than me, his receptivity is better than mine, and most importantly, he does not have the shortcomings of my personality when dealing with and facing certain things. But he is such a smart person, and he seems to be dead set on Su Shiren.
"Can't you see that he is a cold-blooded, ruthless, ruthless man?" I pouted towards the full stop, meaning to ask him why he trusted him so much.
"I can see what kind of person he is, I know him very well." Full stop smoked a cigarette, as if to laugh at my memory loss: "Didn't I tell you what my relationship with him was?" ”
"That ......"
"We can actually talk about something else." Full stop probably didn't want to discuss around Su Shiren anymore, so he immediately changed the topic and asked: "Talk about something else, such as you, have you ever thought that if this matter is finally over, I will help you settle everything that should be settled, what are you going to do?" ”
These few words of the full stop made my thoughts fly very effectively. Ever since I was involved in this big event, especially when I knew how complex it was, I hardly dared to hope that this road would come to an end. I didn't think about the rest of my life either.
Most likely, I don't have a future, my physical condition can't last long, and this sense of foreboding is inflating in my heart more and more. What ideals are there for a person who doesn't know how long he can live?
My heart is full of mixed tastes, bittersweet and sour, and it is difficult to describe it. At this moment, I thought of Zhang Momo, and before our last departure, she had said to me very solemnly, if we could all survive, then we would get married.
I thought about Tian Tian again, and I wondered if she still often stood on the top of a city, overlooking the lights of the world, and then experienced the feeling of falling from a high altitude.
At this moment, I suddenly realized that those people who were originally close to me, things that were very close, I don't know when they became so far away, so far away that I couldn't reach them in my lifetime.
I was so depressed that I hadn't seriously thought about what the world would be like if I really hung up one day.
Those people I am familiar with, people I care about, will they care about me as much as I care about them, will they put a bouquet of flowers and light a cigarette in front of my grave every year?
"Are you pessimistic?"
"I don't have a tomorrow."
"You shouldn't be that pessimist." Full stop took out half a box of cigarettes from his pocket, thought about it, and stuffed them all into my hand: "There is only this half pack left, and I will completely run out of food after smoking, in this kind of ghost place, I really don't know what it will be like to smoke without a cigarette." Can you be optimistic? The situation is not as bad as you think, people will win the day, and when you encounter ups and downs, what you have to do is to work hard to face them, instead of sitting here and shedding tears every day like a resentful woman. ”
I was grateful that the last half of the pack of cigarettes had been given to me, but I didn't bother to talk to him about who would win the day. Chicken soup is inspirational, but many people don't know that out of a hundred bowls of chicken soup, ninety-nine bowls are useless. Only you know your own pain.
I and the full stop may both have the same stubbornness in our bones, I can't convince him, and he can't convince me. The full stop interrupted the topic very interestingly, and the two of them smoked cigarettes and did not speak for a long time.
"Do you have someone you like?" After full stop, he finished his cigarette and stood up and moved his hands and feet.
"There is a ......" When the full stop asked this sentence, Zhang Momo flashed in my mind, and then flashed every day. I haven't thought about emotional matters for a long time, and I am tired of running every day, so I don't have time to think about these things. It was only while talking to the full stop that I thought a lot.
"I have it too." The full stop raised his head and thought: "That was a long time ago, I liked a girl, I liked it very intoxicated, and I felt very good about myself, and finally I realized that I had never gone to the hearts of others, and since then, I have cut off this thought." ”
"What are you talking about?"
"I just want to say what I think." A hint of confusion suddenly appeared on the face of the full stop: "Let's be honest, I don't know what tomorrow will be, I want to say everything I should say......"
Before the conversation had even begun, I saw Su Shiren walking back from a distance. Seeing Su Shiren return, I interrupted the conversation with the full stop.
After Su Shiren walked back, he said to the full stop, packed his things and prepared to leave. I didn't ask so much about the period, I got up and went to clean up. Taking advantage of this opportunity, Su Shiren told me that he was leaving.
I don't have that much in common with Su Shiren, but I'm curious, what did he say to Bandatssa? When the conversation was over, Mr. Schusz-jen planned to leave on his own.
"There's nothing strange about it." Su Shiren can still understand my thoughts, he is very calm and indifferent: "This is not my world, I naturally want to go." ”
This reason seems very reasonable, and I have no other doubts.
We didn't have many belongings with us, and the full stop was quickly packed, and Su Shiren was very decisive, saying that he would go, without the slightest intention of staying. As Su Shiren and the full stop turned to leave here, I saw Bandacado in the darkness in the distance, looking at Su Shiren quietly.
I didn't ask where he was going, and he didn't say anything. But when he was about to leave, I sensed that he seemed to have made some kind of agreement with Bandacsada.
"Take care." When he turned around, he turned back to me very seriously and said, "I sincerely hope that you can be well." ”
"So are you."
The two of them walked out for more than ten paces, and Su Shiren stopped and walked back. He looked at me from top to bottom and said, "Three lives, two for you, and one more, I remember." ”
"What's the point of saying that." As soon as I heard this, I felt sad and troubled.
"If one day, you feel that you can't go any further, you can come to me, and I will give you back my last life." Su Shiren said: "That place, you don't forget, 279,135. ”