Chapter 461: To be born or not to be born
Chai Youchen put the chopsticks aside, wiped his mouth with a handkerchief slowly, bent down, and hugged Xie Jingyi.
Xie Jingyi's body suddenly took off, he was startled, and shook his feet, "What are you doing?" In a moment you should go to the court. Soup...... I haven't even finished the soup! Honeysuckle...... Honeysuckle is still waiting to clean up the dishes and chopsticks! ”
Chai Youchen hugged Xie Jingyi's hand and shook it, "Mama, you are so nervous, what are you expecting?" ”
Xie Jingyi cleared his throat, "What am I expecting?" I'm just worried that I just had enough to eat and can't sleep, which is not in line with the way of self-cultivation! ”
Chai Youchen chuckled, "What is the sleeping grandma blushing?" Mo is not the sleep you say, not really sleeping? ”
"The surname is Chai, you ask knowingly!"
Chai Youchen gently put Xie Jingyi on the couch, "Didn't you say it at first?" If I am jealous, will I be punished for going to bed with my grandmother every day? What should I do, I seem to be jealous all the time! ”
Xie Jingyi's face blushed like a summer watermelon, she hated herself incomparably, her brain turned too fast, as soon as Chai Youchen's words were finished, she had already begun to make up for the beautiful things that she didn't stay in every day......
It's just outrageous! Forget the glory of the Black Feather Guard!
When Xie Jingyi remembered the glory of Hei Yuwei again, I don't know whose rooster had already begun to crow.
Chai Youchen turned sideways and was looking at her intently.
"I'm not gold, what are you staring at me all the time?"
Chai Youchen hooked a strand of Xie Jingyi's hair and turned it in his hand, "Where is the gold that looks good with Mama Xie?" I have a lot of gold, and Mama Xie only has one. ”
Xie Jingyi hummed softly and hugged Chai Youchen's waist.
She rarely took the initiative, Chai Youchen was stunned for a moment, used her fingers as a comb, and combed Xie Jingyi's hair, "What happened to Hanshan Temple, did it make you sad?" ”
"You know again."
Chai Youchen's voice softened a little, "Well, I know everything." ”
"In your last life, your father was the Duke of Qi, you became the prime minister, and your family was rich, if you gave birth to a child, you would not be able to take the imperial examination, and you could also be promoted to the official. Why do Da Chen people want to take the imperial examination, it is true that some people are to protect their families and defend the country, but more people are to seal their wives and children. Haven't you thought about it? ”
Chai Youchen shook his head, "I haven't thought about it, but my father wants to." You know, I've seen some little ladies for a while, and for Daddy, but they've all been angry and gone. Have you thought about it? ”
Xie Jingyi also shook his head, "I'm a grandmother, whether I marry or have children, I don't deserve it." ”
Chai Youchen's hand paused, and after a while, he used his hand to comb Xie Jingyi's hair.
"In this life, I have actually thought about it", Xie Jingyi said suddenly, "When I watched my brother, from a paralyzed glutinous ball, to a man who can run and jump, and can call Sister Sister softly, I thought about it." ”
Xie Jingyi moved in Chai Youchen's arms, "It's just a moment, and when I think of so many troubles in raising a child, I don't bother to think about it." The second time you think, you see you on the Qing Syncope. ”
"You are so good to Qingju, the son of Chengtian's son! If Qingji is not a donkey, but really a child, then he must be a very happy child. ”
"These thoughts were very short-lived, but today at Hanshan Temple, I met a very gentle lady, she let me touch her belly, and the child inside kicked me...... Then I remembered it for the third time. ”
Chai Youchen was silent for a moment, "The reason why I don't want children, you know. ”
Xie Jingyi sighed and stopped talking.
She hadn't thought about it in her previous life, and she didn't dare to think about it in this life.
She was able to change the fate of the Xie family, and that was because these so-called enemies were not her opponents in her previous life.
In the previous life, although they stumbled, took many detours, spent a lot of time and energy, killed 1,000 enemies and lost 800 themselves, which was extremely tragic, but they held the hand of the little emperor and seriously eradicated the five families of the descendants.
It should be the biggest winner.
But that's not the case, she and Chai Youchen are dead, and until now, she doesn't know which link went wrong.
When they die, the child has only one way to die, like that kind of weak, without backhand, completely dependent on them to protect, it will only become a weak little thing, and it will die.
"I can't imagine what kind of kids the two of us can teach. You're going to be the most hated person in the whole of Beijing, that kid. Xie Jingyi raised his head and said lightly.
Chai Youchen thought about it, and his eyes softened a little, "Originally, I didn't like children very much, but when you say that, I think it's a little interesting." ”
Xie Jingyi grimaced and pushed Chai Youchen, "Go to the court, it's too late if you don't go." ”
Chai Youchen looked at the sky, nodded, turned over and got up on the couch, went to freshen up and dressed and went out.
As soon as he left, Honeysuckle entered the door and called softly, "Little lady, it's still early, you didn't sleep all night yesterday, why don't you sleep for a while?" The slave cleaned up the table for you. ”
Xie Jingyi nodded, took out the jade bottle under the pillow, turned it in his hand, and then put it back.
Honeysuckle listened to the clatter of the bottle, and couldn't help but say, "Little lady, taking too much medicine hurts your body, it's better to ...... It's a slave who has a lot of mouths. ”
Xie Jingyi smiled and turned over to get up, "But my aunt sent you to persuade me?" Don't worry, I'm in control. But if you have someone you like, say to me, 'I will make your decision.'" ”
Honeysuckle blushed and shook his head.
Xie Jingyi thought about it, took out the bottle again, turned it around in his hand, opened it in the end, took out a pill, and swallowed it.
"I'll sleep for a while, and you can call me again if there's something, and if it's okay, it's okay."
Honeysuckle nodded, took the food and drinks on the table, retreated, and closed the door.
The bed was full of the aroma of Chai Youchen's body, Xie Jingyi sniffed and fell asleep.
When I woke up again, it was already mid-morning, and the snow outside the window was much lighter, like a drizzle.
"There are many more displaced people in the capital these days. I am afraid that the bedding in the good hall is not enough. In a while, let's go to the big cloth workshop to count it first, and then send some more; Then go to Li Xing's place to see how the free clinic is doing. ”
"San Niangzi, those people are so kind to you, why do we want to give them clothes and medicine? We have done so many good things before, and those people from the convenience department have not come out to speak for you...... Qingping Town, you were wronged, and they didn't believe you much. It's a white-eyed wolf! ”
Xie Jingyi smiled and stuffed an egg into Honeysuckle's mouth.
"I've spent so much money, if I don't continue to be a good person and win the reputation of a living bodhisattva, how can I be worthy of my hard-earned silver?"
Honeysuckle almost didn't choke to death, she chewed the egg, and said vaguely, "The third lady is obviously a good person, and she has to pretend to be a bad person every time." ”
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