Chapter 327: Anniversary
It was at this time that Lu Yuchen realized that his phone call seemed to be at the wrong time, because he was thinking more in his mind, that is, how to tell Qin Qing all his thoughts.
But now the situation seems to have changed, and there are many questions that she hasn't considered, such as what should Qin Qing do if she doubts herself?
So now Qin Qing is really starting to doubt himself, as if he dug a pit and jumped in, as if there was no room for counterattack.
Lu Yuchen knew that no matter what he said, the final result would be that Qin Qing would think that he was a very frivolous person, and even more, if the situation was serious, Qin Qing might not want to talk to him, which meant that it was because of his own impulsiveness, so he got the punishment he deserved.
There was silence for a while, and then Lu Yuchen thought of a reason that was not bad, since this was the case, then he would stay by Qin Qing's side as a friend, at least he could protect her.
"It's because Hu Qiya told me that when he came back that day, he was very angry and said something to me, because he told me that he had suffered a lot here, and I understood, he went to trouble you, right?" Lu Yuchen felt that if he said this, his image in Qin Qing's mind would become a little better.
Obviously, Qin Qing was able to feel something different, because after he really heard these news before, his mind was as unacceptable as if it was about to explode.
But I don't know why Qin Qing now feels that there was something in his heart that he couldn't let go of for a moment after hearing these news, and there is no reason that he feels that maybe their lives are much better than he imagined now, so he still keeps holding on to it, and it seems that he can't say anything.
The best way is to leave everything to time, Qin Qing felt that now that Lu Yuchen and Hu Qiya were completely engaged, they had been married for so many years, so what they did before may have been unclear for a while, but then they may really realize that what they can't get is always in turmoil.
Qin Qing felt as if he was dying in an instant, and he had no other thoughts just that the more he wanted to grasp something, the easier it was to lose, so now Qin Qing didn't want to think about the future of himself and Lu Yuchen.
If you really want to say it, the future of the two of them is no future, and it's good for both of them. , Qin Qing smiled at Lu Yuchen on the phone, and then said, "Thank you, but you really don't need it!" ”
Then he wanted to hang up the phone, but Lu Yuchen had already sensed Qin Qing's meaning, of course he had wasted so much time and energy to really talk to Qin Qing on the phone, but now that he had become like this, it was really uneasy.
"Don't hang up, okay? Listen to me, I have something to tell you! Lu Yuchen said, and then wanted to start his eloquent speech, just to express his heart to Qin Qing.
But now these things are not a good thing for Qin Qing, so of course he politely avoided them, after all, he had already counted them in his mind, and many times he looked at these things as a bystander, and some of them were good, so he would go over and appreciate them.
If he encounters this kind of emotional entanglement again now, this is also the last thing Qin Qing wants to happen, although it is also the most powerless to change. But I still want to strangle everything in the cradle.
When everything has not yet developed into a state of powerless change, everything still has a chance. It is like this that Qin Qing really hopes to have a good life of his own.
After knowing these things, Qin Qing felt that there must be some bad words spit out in Lu Yuchen's mouth, at least for the current ones, which were the most useless words.
"Don't say it, these words are useless, even if you say it now, can you change anything? Or do you still want to change something? Qin Qing felt that there was an emotion pouring out of his heart now, that is, he really seemed to be unable to escape.
But he still couldn't stop Lu Weichen's words, some things had to be said sooner or later, and Lu Weichen had already spent so much energy thinking about these things, so how could he waste his efforts in vain.
"You want me to talk about it, I have to tell you some things sooner or later, I really want to tell you all my thoughts, I really hope you can help me escape from this sea of suffering." When Lu Yuchen said this, his tone should have been filled with despair, so he could feel what was suppressed in his heart.
The more some people lack something, the more they will show off something, the current Lu Yuchen is yes, on the surface, it really looks like nothing has happened, but now the psychology seems to have become a realm full of holes, whether it hurts or not, only he knows.
Lu Yuchen still didn't care about Qin Qing's obstruction, and said everything about it: "Do you know? I've been missing you here these days, how are you doing, has anyone bullied you? These are all things that I worry about every day, and I soon found out that liking people is like that! ”
Qin Qing knew what Lu Weichen wanted to express now, he felt that Lu Weichen's emotions were very fragile now, Lu Weichen's weakness was all because of himself, which was also known to Qin Qing, but even if he knew these things, what could he do? All the things that should have happened have become all that cannot be changed.
Qin Qing also knows that because things are decided by many things, sometimes they can feel it, that is, the current situation is still not very good, or everything is unsatisfactory for them.
So Qin Qing didn't listen to what Lu Yuchen wanted to say to himself, and then hung up the phone. The two of them may end up like this, but it can only be like this.
Qin Qing felt that after he had just done this, he actually felt more unsatisfactory in his mind, but the ending could still be better, and when he made the right decision, maybe both of them would become a little happier. Perhaps it was with this idea that Qin Qing felt that his mood was much better.
Hearing a busy sound on the other side of the phone, Lu Yuchen knew that Qin Qing hung up his phone at this time, although he had fantasized about many endings in his mind, and felt that it could only be like this, but when this really happened, Lu Weichen still felt as if his heart was dead.
"I really don't know what to say, why don't you always accept me? I feel that my heart for you can no longer be real, and I don't regret meeting you. "Even if I say such a thing again this time, it is said that I will not receive any news from there, but I still want to say it even after all the calls have been made.
Now Qin Qing is the one who hung up the phone, but he can still feel that his heart seems to be aching, and it is no longer as painful as before, but Qin Qing can still feel that his experience has become not very good, and his emotions have also been affected.
I don't know how many times it will take to refuse, so that Lu Yuchen can know that it is impossible between the two of them, and the best way is to become like strangers, but now the ending is so painful, Qin Qing feels as if he is about to lose his footing, but this kind of thing is repeated ten times, and he may have already died.
The next day's life was still going on as always, and it didn't change because of the phone call Lu Yuchen made last night, and Qin Qing felt that his situation didn't seem to get better because of Lu Weichen's relationship.
Because he had worked overtime to complete all the work and turned it in, the leader didn't seem to be able to find any fault to sanction Qin Qing, and the day passed so peacefully.
When it was time to get off work, Qin Qing returned home and saw that his home was neatly tidied up, as if today was some holiday, and he needed to celebrate it at home.
Qin Qing used her gaze to try around, hoping to see Sang Qiuzhang at this time, but now after looking around the house, Qin Qing didn't see any trace of him.
"Sang Qiuzhang? Are you still at home? Qin Qingchao knocked on his closed door, trying to make sure if the man was still at home, but there seemed to be no movement inside, and it didn't seem to be there. Qin Qing didn't know what Sang Qiuzhang wanted to do when he came over at this time? Isn't it possible to surprise yourself?
Facts have proved that Sang Qiuzhang did dress up his room beautifully, just to create a surprise for Qin Qing, which was unbelievable, but he prepared very carefully, and when Qin Qing knew about it, he was still very moved.
"What do you mean by all these things?" Qin Qing asked Sang Qiuzhang, this person was in his own mind, but he still didn't recall what a good day it was.
"Have you forgotten? Today is Santana's 18th birthday, how is it, isn't it a surprise? When Sang Qiuzhang said this, his eyes sparkled, as if a child had seen a gift.