120. Now there is no way back
Looking at the outside of the camp tent, the moonlight is bright, the people are quiet and quiet, Xia Nuanyan finally believes Xia Ye's words, fighting is really not a fun thing, the most important thing is the loneliness in the heart, these soldiers, most of them are people who are concerned about their hearts, they have left their hometowns, and it is not fair to them at all.
When Lu Yun came back from Jun Shinuo's side, he still had Jun Shinuo's words in his heart, especially that sentence, he humiliated himself, but when he returned to the camp tent, he was in a trance for a moment when he saw Xia Nuanyan sitting there drinking.
"Third Miss, why didn't you sleep so late?"
"I can't sleep, so I came to Brother Yun to ask for a sip of wine." Xia Nuanyan picked up the wine glass and drank the wine slowly, "Brother Yun, it's so late, where have you been?" ”
"Oh me, I'm out for a walk." Lu Yun touched the back of his head, looking honest, he walked over and put away the wine glass, "Third Miss, you rarely drank alcohol before, wine is not a good thing, just relieve boredom." ”
Xia Nuanyan raised her eyebrows and looked at Lu Yun, her clear eyes did not carry a trace of emotion, Lu Yun suddenly withdrew her hand with a weak heart, and smiled wryly, "Third Miss, what's wrong?" ”
"Brother Yun, what's going on lately, before, I thought that you wouldn't lie to me, even if everyone in the world lied to me, you wouldn't, but you all let me down." Xia Nuanyan put aside her words for a moment, "Brother Yun, don't treat me as a child, okay, don't coax me with any white lies." ”
"Third Miss, I'm not intentional, I'm sorry, I really didn't mean it." Lu Yun was in a hurry, walked to Xia Nuanyan's side, and apologized again and again, although he didn't understand why Xia Nuanyan showed such a painful expression, but seeing her like this, Lu Yun didn't feel comfortable at all, "I just went to Jun Shinuo on purpose." ”
"What are you looking for him?"
"I just hope that he won't say too much to you when he looks at his previous relationship."
"Heh, he won't say too much!"
"Why?"
"Because, he said, he wants to marry me as a concubine!" Xia Nuanyan raised her eyes to look at Lu Yun, and gently spit out this word, she wanted to show the feeling of light and breeze, she wanted to show that it was painless and itchy, but her slight voice, through her throat, was hoarse,
Xia Nuanyan's eyes were filled with a long still water, with pity and pity, and it was moving.
It's just that seeing Xia Nuanyan like this, Lu Yun felt a sense of guilt in his heart, Jun Shinuo, in the end, Xia Nuanyan was hurt to the depths, only he understood that from childhood to adulthood, Xia Nuanyan would not be in front of him, pretending to be strong, this time, Xia Nuanyan was in front of him, and he had to cover the wound solidly, in the end, he was still tired.
"Third Miss, this time, you must not marry Jun Shinuo, marry him, you will not have a good life."
Xia Nuanyan retracted her gaze and said seriously and resolutely, "If he wants to marry, I will marry, perhaps, there is no better way than to marry Jun Shinuo." ”
After Xia Nuanyan finished speaking, Lu Yun was still in a state of confusion.
Xia Nuanyan's words were finally said after careful consideration, the two people who said they wanted to marry her, one is the Son of Heaven of Yasukuni, the other is the prince of Chu, both of them are hot people, Yelu Changhong, she can't marry, and if Xia Nuanyan still wants to keep this ugly thing for the first king, and it won't harm the Xia family, Jun Shinuo is her best drowning driftwood.
Xia Nuanyan smiled sadly at Leng Yue, Jun Shinuo, you are the one who is destined to be inescapable of death in my life!
The cold moon is not ruthless, it's just that people are broken, why bother to care about being a man, the moon is sunny and the moon is cold.
As soon as the sky was slightly bright, Liangzhou 800 miles sent a quick letter, and Xia Nuanyan returned to the palace, Xia Nuanyan lied for a while, so she couldn't delay, and Lu Yun hurriedly returned to Liangzhou.
Passing by a green vegetable field, the vegetable pickers sang loudly, Xia Nuanyan couldn't help but stop and stopped.
The mountains are high, they are high,
The water is bright, the water is bright,
Day after day,
Laughter is blessing,
The world is fighting,
Not warm in time,
Beacon fires rise everywhere,
Women and children scurry,
Who knows the blessings of the world,
But everyone is safe!
The singing voice is crisp and pleasant, in the mouth of the vegetable picker, one after another, they drink while picking vegetables, like shouting, and like reciting, when Nuan Yan listened, he also heard a general idea, the last sentence, they said: Who knows the blessings of the world, but each is safe, which deeply warmed Xia Nuanyan's heart.
If everyone in the world knows that relatives are at peace, it is the blessing of the world, perhaps, there will not be so many disputes in the world.
Xia Nuanyan jumped off the horse, led the horse along the path, and approached the vegetable picker, they were not panicked in the face of strangers, but they were very indifferent, a girl who looked like a water and a bright smile warmly, "Girl, do you want to ask for directions?" ”
Xia Nuanyan shook her head, "Girl, when I heard your singing just now, it was so good, I couldn't help but stop." ”
When the girl heard this, her face was a little stiff, "This song is all sung and played when we are bored." ”
"In this way, you don't like to fight."
Another older girl came one by one, "This year, after many years of stability, who can still suffer from war, to tell the truth, the world is not easy to master, what does it matter to us, but if it really starts, we don't want to settle down one day." ”
"It's true, it's a stormy day, and it's true, it's not easy." Xia Nuanyan echoed.
People's hearts are simple, people who have been stable, they are particularly peaceful, this is the normal feeling of people, what people in power think, always just, the right in hand, often only after disturbing the people's lives into a mess, only to recall, to put the people first, to give the people a little benefit, let them be grateful.
Lu Yun asked casually, "Third Miss, what did you tell them, how do you feel weird." ”
Xia Nuanyan turned her head to look at Lu Yun, "Brother Yun, you say, for you, what is the most important thing." ”
"The third lady is safe and happy, which is what I want most." Lu Yun replied without thinking about it.
The corners of Xia Nuanyan's mouth raised, these words, I had heard Lu Yun say them many times before, and only this time did she feel that it was such a happy thing to be cared for by others, I wish her well, Lu Yun's intention, it seems, is not to take advantage of the strife in the world to be a hero in troubled times.
Yelu Changhong saw Xia Nuanyan alone in Nuanyuan, Nuanyuan was given to Xia Nuanyan by the first king in the palace, here is a house of peach blossoms, Xia Nuanyan rarely comes here, she only remembers, when she was a child, she and Yelu Changhong met here, and later, Xia Nuanyan never came, because she rarely entered the palace, and what Xia Nuanyan didn't know was that Yelu Changhong was often in Nuanyuan, and stayed all day.
"Great Khan, is there something important about finding Nuan Yan back to the palace in such a hurry?" When Xia Nuanyan warmed the garden again, she vaguely remembered that there was only the fragrance of peach blossoms here, because of this, this taste was the same as that of the Warm Moon Pavilion.
Yelu Changhong folded a peach blossom, and the red petals were as red as blood, and it was lined with Xia Nuanyan's red dress, which made it even more elegant, "Nuan Yan, remember, the first time we met?" ”
"For the first time?" Xia Nuanyan shook her head slightly apologetically, in her memory, since she can remember, she has known Yelu Changhong, some people, some acquaintances, but as a matter of course, it is a matter of course, at all, there is no beginning.
Yelu Changhong smiled gently, "I know, you forgot, I didn't forget, that year, I was ten years old, you were six years old, I was blamed by Khan's father, somehow, I ran in here, there in order to coax me, you deliberately folded a willow flower for me, today, I want to arrange flowers for you with my own hands." ”
Xia Nuanyan lowered her eyebrows, she didn't seem to have any memory of what Yelu Changhong said, it seemed that what Yelu Changhong said was not her business at all, and yes, over the years, except for Jun Shinuo's little thing, there were not many things that could touch her heart.
Yelu Changhong held Peach Blossom's hand, looked at Peach Blossom fixedly, and suddenly became melancholy, "Nuan Yan, I have made peace with the Chu State, I don't want to fight this battle, I really, I can't let you be a little in danger." ”
Xia Nuanyan took a step back, widening the distance between her and Yelu Changhong, she sorted out her thoughts, and said rationally, "Great Khan, you are not right, although Nuan Yan is a daughter, but the heart of serving the country is not less at all, you because of Nuan Yan, and the peace book, you want Nuan Yan to raise your head to see people in the future, I don't want to be a sinner, I really, don't be a sinner through the ages, let alone let the world abuse." ”
"You're not going to be abused." When Yelu Changhong said this, he looked at Xia Nuanyan affectionately, and it seemed that only by integrating Xia Nuanyan into his heart could he feel at ease.
"Why?" Xia Nuanyan frowned, not to mention that Yelu Changhong is her brother, even if they have no relationship, Xia Nuanyan still can't accept Yelu Changhong's affection, a woman who has already lived in a man in her heart is the least qualified to be favored by another man, she Xia Nuanyan thinks she doesn't have this qualification.
"Because, with the resolution of peace, they gave the only condition, that is, to be friendly, and you and Jun Shinuo to be reconciled."
Xia Nuanyan staggered a few steps to Sheng, almost didn't stand firm, she sneered twice, Jun Shinuo sure enough, not a joke, he really thinks that Yelu Changhong will be his own happiness, so he would rather use his life as a funeral than ruin Xia Nuanyan's life happiness, Xia Nuanyan trembled in her heart, Jun Shinuo, in the end, I still have a deep hatred with you, right?
Yelu Changhong stepped forward and held Xia Nuanyan's hands, "Nuanyan, I've thought about it, as long as you say a word, don't marry." Let's not make peace, Kang Ren will go on the expedition, as long as you nod your head, I can make you a concubine immediately. ”
"Great Khan, I want to marry Jun Shinuo, I will not marry Jun Shinuo." Xia Nuanyan pushed Yelu Changhong away and said decisively, if Yelu Changhong was not so determined to marry her, perhaps, she still had a way out, but now, except for marrying Jun Shinuo, Xia Nuanyan has no way back!