130. The difference between a human and a beast

"I'm thinking about everything, my soul has been lost," Jun Shinuo didn't know when he had come to Xia Nuanyan, Xia Nuanyan raised her eyes anxiously, and she reacted in a moment, she immediately rolled the picture that King Jin gave her into her sleeve, although the action was fast, it still made Jun Shinuo find a clue, but he also pretended not to notice

"Lord, why did you come here to get the queen to agree to the emperor to marry a celestial girl?"

Jun Shinuo laughed happily, what a heavenly girl, he didn't take it to heart at all, if he accepted a woman as a concubine, he could block everyone's mouths, but in fact, it was not necessarily a bad thing

Jun Shinuo crossed his hands on his hips, looked at Xia Nuanyan seriously, and said calmly: "I heard that you were ordered by the queen, I came to find you on purpose, I thought about it for a long time, and wanted to take you to a place."

"Where is it" Jun Shinuo was so serious that he was not ambiguous at all, and Xia Nuanyan was even more puzzled

Jun Shinuo opened his mouth, obviously out of his throat, he swallowed it again, and sold Guanzi, "You will know if you go"

Jun Shinuo said that the place is the Great Chu Emperor's Mausoleum, pointing to the mausoleum of Emperor Chu Jing, Jun Shinuo said a little melancholy: "The first emperor lay there safely, in fact, at the beginning, I thought about letting you enter the palace to see the first king, but you are arrogant, I put my heart sideways, and I didn't let you see the last side."

Xia Nuanyan pulled up her skirt and knelt straight in front of the grave, knocking her head three times in a row, her eyes stopped on the grave of Emperor Chu Jing, and she didn't raise her eyes to look at Jun Shinuo: "The prince said so, this has become my fault, why is everything I doing wrong?"

"Aren't you arrogant in Lizhou?"

Xia Nuanyan tore away a trace of indifferent smile: "Lord, do you know what King Jin said to me just now, he said that I am spoiled and coquettish, I really want to ask him, whose spoiled am I, and why am I coquettish, is it that any of my actions have become unreasonable in your eyes, or in your eyes, I have already been convicted and convicted."

Jun Shinuo was stunned for a while, he didn't know how to answer for a long time, he reasoned out his words, and then said: "Xia Nuanyan, I brought you to see the first king today, I want to tell you that when the people arrive, the person who is worried about the first king is still Xiao Guifei, what cause and what effect, people have to be responsible for what they do, the first king is like this, you can't escape."

Xia Nuanyan stood up, turned around and looked at Jun Shinuo at eye level, Jun Shinuo's words, and then those who realized it could hear it, it seemed that Xia Nuanyan had done heinous and bad things, but why did Jun Shinuo convict Xia Nuanyan with preconceived ideas, Xia Nuanyan's indifferent face flashed a trace of warmth, she had already learned to be light on Jun Shinuo's words

"How should the prince tell you," Xia Nuanyan raised her eyebrows and said pertinently, "I deeply regret that I didn't see the first king, and I felt that I was too hypocritical, saying that I didn't remember the first king in my heart, and I felt that I was too thin, and my lover was not like that, and after half of my life, I occasionally sobered up and realized that I had missed so many things, in fact, this has nothing to do with cause and effect."

Jun Shinuo's gaze swept over Xia Nuanyan's short stay, "Then you mean that you are not hypocritical or affectionate, why do you always put yourself in such a high position, and you are too much to lift yourself."

Xia Nuanyan smiled warmly and fiddled with her hair, she knew that she had lifted herself a long time ago, but when Jun Shinuo said this, she always felt a smell of ridicule

"Lord Wang, I just want to say that when people are about to die, there is only a short period of time to love the dust, and if you really enter the coffin, it will be cut off, and all the peace or unrest or reluctance in the world is defined by a living person, it seems that only in this way can we prove that he has come to our side," Xia Nuanyan paused for a moment, and then said: "Just talk about the moon, just the prince is there, I feel that she is in love with the world, she complains to me, a deceased person who can't even say a touch of loneliness, what do you use to talk about grievances, this grievance is not the prince, you use her name to give me alive."

Jun Shinuo looked at Xia Nuanyan incredulously, his eyes were full of strangeness and confusion, and he said in a daze: "Xia Nuanyan, how did you become like this, how can you look down on those who used to be so important to you because they are deceased, like a gust of wind passing without a trace, Xia Nuanyan, you are so indifferent, you are simply indifferent, you are not human."

Xia Nuanyan hooked the corners of her mouth and smiled, "Lord Wang, why am I not a human being, only when people have no worries can they live without heart and lungs, and they can live well, right?"

"The difference between man and beast is that man has thoughts, feelings, and concerns, heh, without concern, you will really say that people like you who have nothing to worry about are just walking dead and beasts, do you think you will really be happy?"

"Yes, really, yes," Xia Nuanyan squeezed out this sentence in her throat, she wanted to say that when you are deceived like me, and there is not even one person around you who really cares about you, you will understand, and no worries are the only way to live

However, Xia Nuanyan looked at Jun Shinuo fixedly, and still didn't say anything, no one has the right to participate in other people's lives, and Jun Shinuo didn't want to participate in her, Xia Nuanyan's life was like this, showing his most unbearable side in front of him, wouldn't that be the answer to that sentence: self-inflicted humiliation

Xia Nuanyan raised her eyebrows and squinted at Jun Shinuo for a long time before she said: "Lord Wang, in front of the first king, I declared to you for the last time that I don't owe you anything, I owe you anything, but you owe me or not, but it doesn't matter if you believe it or not."

After Xia Nuanyan finished speaking, he turned around and left Jun Shinuo alone, where people can treat each other with kindness, who is willing to be affectionate, Jun Shinuo does not understand a heart full of holes, and the only thing that can be balanced with the world is only thin affection

Xia Nuanyan said it in a low and direct way, Jun Shinuo felt for a moment that he really owed Xia Nuanyan a lot

In a trance, Jun Shinuo looked at the figure, the corners of his mouth moved, smiled unintentionally, and muttered: "Xia Nuanyan, you are too good at whitewashing your emotions, almost I really thought that I owed you so much, so much, obviously it wasn't you, but I showed such a desolate look, and people who didn't know really thought that I was not shallow to you."