193. I can't even bear to hate

Xia Nuanyan ran out panting. Xia Ranqi followed behind and shouted. Xia Nuanyan suddenly stopped. Xia Ranqi bumped into Xia Nuanyan's back. Equally out of breath. She looked at Jun Shinuo, who was surrounded by water. Squeezing Xia Nuanyan's sleeves." Nuan Yan. This thing. You don't want to mix it up anymore."

Xia Nuanyan put away Xia Dye Qi. She approached Jun Shinuo. Blurred eyes. Start by getting to know this man. She's suffering a painful tear. From the beginning to the present. Still tearing at her heart. Unspeakable pain.

"Nuan Yan. Why lie to me." Jun Shinuo asked urgently.

"What did I lie to you?" Xia Nuanyan bites her mouth. I didn't understand Jun Shinuo's words too much.

"You say. Married to Nangong Chen."

"Is that what I said? Still is. You're preconceived." Xia Nuanyan smiled lightly. The light moon is imprinted on her face. This face. I don't know when. has faded all innocence. Instead. It's the vicissitudes of life that are not the same as her age.

Yelu Changhong pulled Xia Nuanyan over at once. Staring at Jun Shinuo. And the afterglow stayed on Xia Nuanyan." Nuan Yan. How did you get here. How do you know?"

"You're taking advantage of me. No wonder. That. You want me to forgive you." Xia Nuanyan turned her head. A sad face. She didn't say anything. It was Yasuhito who ran over and told her about it. She just held her head high. Asked earnestly and stubbornly." Sweat. Let him go. No, you can't."

"Nuan Yan. You are crazy. Did you know? Now let him go. We'll have nothing."

"Heh. Nothing. Brother Changhong. What more could you want?" Xia Nuanyan broke free from Yelu Changhong's hand." We've run out of gas. You know. As long as the Chu army enters the city. We are fundamental. Not even the ability to defend himself. What kind of counterattack to talk about."

"Okay. If you want to prove your strength with a disability. OK. You ask everyone if they want to. You ask outside the palace again. Those people. Do they want to?"

When those guards heard Xia Nuanyan say this. Evenly look at each other. But no one dared to say half a word.

Yelu Changhong once again held his sword against Jun Shinuo's neck." Nuan Yan. Even if what you say is true. The truth is also in you. But. His life. but in my hand; I'm going to kill him. It has nothing to do with the world."

"That has something to do with that." Xia Nuanyan took out the amnesty decree given to her by the previous king. Resolute expression.

"Nuan Yan. You're just crazy." Xia Ranqi walked up. Pulling the corners of Xia Nuan's clothes. Look at her incredulously.

"I'm serious. Brother Changhong."

Including Jerod Changhong. All of them. They all stared at the amnesty order in Xia Nuanyan's hand. this thing. It's like a legend. They've all heard it. But not many people have seen it. Except for Jerod Changhong. No one dares to argue with its authenticity.

Yelu Changhong laughed silently. I said Khan Father put this thing. Where is it? Original. It's up to you. Scold. Father Khan treats you very well. You take his favor again. What to do. XIA Nuanyan. Are you worthy of Khan's father? Are you worthy of your extravagance? And also. You deserve it. Thousands of Yasukuni people?"

"I don't know. You just want Jun Shinuo to get out alive today." Xia Nuanyan trembled her eyebrows. Long and narrow eyebrows. Hide her timidity.

Jerry Changhong laughed wildly. Sorrowful and horrified." Nuan Yan. You know. In front of so many people today. You want me to let Jun Shinuo go. No matter what the world is decided. You will be drowned in the spittle of the people of the world."

"I don't mind."

Xia Nuanyan said it without thinking about it. She looked determined. Yelu Changhong swallowed a mouthful of saliva. Throw your sword on the ground. Turn your back. I didn't look at Jun Shinuo." Let's go."

Jun Shinuo pulled Xia Nuanyan's wrist. Nuan Yan. Come with me."

Xia Nuanyan moved the corners of her mouth. The smile is thin and cold. She didn't break free from Jun Shinuo. Look at him fixedly. Eyes still. It's not a shock." Jun Shinuo. You weren't supposed to come. You shouldn't have let me do it for you. Guilty of the world's crimes. Right now. You're trying for me to go with you. All the way. You in the end. Have you ever thought about it? You've only ever wanted to keep me out of harm's way. As everyone knows. These hurt. Already in my heart. Rooted. This heart is loaded. I was already overweight. But. You don't know. You never knew."

A bruise flashed in Jun Shinuo's eyes. Lots of words. to the mouth. He swallowed it again. Only one sentence was squeezed out of my throat." Wait for me. Nuan Yan. Wait for me. Wait for me to give it to you. Wanted a reply."

Xia Nuanyan don't overdo it. Didn't take another look at Jun Shinuo. Jun Shinuo was dyed by the summer dyeing side. Xia Nuanqi said a word." I used to think. Humble love. can make a person. Become hateful. Wretched. Lamentable. And also. Amusing. Original. When I saw it all. Even hate Nuan Yan. I can't bear it. But. Jun Shinuo. Such love. You don't deserve it. You really are. I can't afford Nuan Yan's love for you."

Xia Ranqi finally. Said what she really said. She doesn't hate Xia Nuanyan. It's not because of the resentment of the people of the world. She doesn't have to hate anymore. But. Facing Xia Nuanyan. She actually felt . Even hate Xia Nuanyan. For her. It's all a kind of mental torture.

Xia Nuanyan walked in front of Yelu Changhong. I don't have the arrogance I had just now." Brother Changhong. I'm sorry."

"You're not sorry for me. You said. It's all the truth. But. Let go of Jun Shinuo. DID YOU KNOW. Just open the gates. Tomorrow. You won't be able to get out of this palace." Yelu Changhong suddenly looked compassionate. He's after all. Or care a little more about Xia Nuanyan.

Xia Nuanyan smiled lightly. I didn't even think about it. You have to get out of this palace." She picked up the sword on the ground. Put it around your neck." Brother Changhong. You're for me. I've been under too much pressure. The stupid thing that Nuan Yan committed. Nuan Yan will clean up by herself. All the way. Thank you for me. Everything that has been done."

Xia Nuanyan finished speaking. Heaven and earth are proof. She really meant it. Just thought about it. Hurt your own life. It's just that. The moment she closed her eyes. And it didn't hurt as expected. When I open my eyes again. only to find out. Jerry Changhong clutched her sword tightly with her bare hands. It's bloody. She dropped her sword in fear." Brother Changhong."

Yelu Changhong Wen smiled. Xia Nuanyan remembers. That time. He said. When you want to marry her. It's also such a warm and spoiled smile." Nuan Yan. I'm not going to let you have an accident in front of me. And also. Even if there are a thousand mistakes. I won't let you either. He died because he was convicted of this crime. I won't. I really won't let you. Died for Jun Shinuo. No. No. Not really."

Xia Nuan staggered back a few steps. She couldn't tell the difference. Jerod Changhong minds. It's the world. It's her life. Still is. Her steadfastness to Jun Shinuo. No matter which one it is. XIA Nuanyan. They all owe it to Jerod Naghong;