Chapter 189: First Bitter and then Sweet
Xuanyuan Sheng obviously realized that his hands were trembling involuntarily in the air, and then he trembled so badly that his back was almost soaked in cold sweat, and he was baptized in the white moonlight, and he didn't dare to look at Xiao Nuo in the chair while speaking.
He suppressed the desire to shout in his heart, controlled the torture of the question of "choosing one of friendship and love" that he had been wandering for a long time and still did not dare to give an answer, and slowly spoke, intermittently, like a tight string that would loosen in the next second.
"She loved you in the past, let it pass, live in the present, and the person you love, the person who is more suitable for you...... She ......"
In an instant, Xiao Nuo suddenly opened his eyes, and his pupils felt a kind of pain and unbearability that took out of his sockets...... However, in the next moment, he had returned to his original calm and upright sitting posture.
Now sitting on the chair is the real Xiao Nuo, no longer Xia Qing.
However, it is Xiao Nuo who has Xia Qing's memory.
"Are you awake?" Xuanyuan Sheng originally planned to make a memory blockade before Xiao Nuo's master Ge woke up, and since he woke up now, it would be ...... Forget it.
He smiled wryly.
Is all this his wishful thinking one-man show, or is it a scene that takes advantage of people's danger?
Now, Xiao Nuo is back, and Bai Shulan has an empty piece in her heart...... Will it be filled?
He is not a good person, especially when facing this kind of thing for the first time, I am afraid that without realizing it, he will do something out of scope.
Facing Xiao Nuo, he couldn't help but be a little nervous, but on the surface he still pretended to be calm: "Just wake up." ”
Xiao Nuo's consciousness is still a little chaotic now, and the memory fragments that flashed in his mind are still the memories of Xia Qing some time ago.
He entered the campus and got to know a girl named Ling Yiqing again. She is not an unreasonable person, and she is a scholar, and her logic is so strict that the old professor applauds her when she reasones.
Not only is she good at studying, but she is also good at sports, and her strength is not small...... At that moment, it hurt to kick, but now that I think about it, it was himself who was wrong, and it was normal for Ling Yiqing to get angry...... Although this way of kicking the crotch of his pants has only been heard of, I didn't expect it to be so exciting at the time.
She is good at studying, good at sports, and very patient. He didn't understand a question, and he hadn't even heard of the basic theory, so she would first pretend to be angry and complain about two sentences of "worms" or "scumbags", but when she turned around, she bent her waist and choked on a layer of ash that had piled up a thin layer to help him rummage through suitable information......
She is not only patient, but also attentive, especially caring for people, which is very different from kicking him at school and playing volleyball in physical education class. He slept, and she helped turn off the lights and cover the quilt; He was complaining about the pain of studying, and she threw a grape from the fruit bowl into her mouth, and the sweet, clear iced grape juice told him that it was bitter first and then sweet.
He tasted the sweetness and made up his mind: no matter how bitter it is, he must fight for sweetness.
……
Sweet, what is it?
Xiao Nuo forgot what the ice grape juice tasted like, only knew that the fruits she gave were very sweet, and the study materials she gave made his heart sweet, and the care he gave was something he hadn't enjoyed for more than ten years, it was really like eating sugar, pure happiness.
Seem...... During this time, there is a new big thing, is he ready?
Xuanyuan Sheng saw that he hadn't spoken for so long, basically hanging his head and staring at the ground, but there was no small pit, but there was a special light surging in his eyes.
Like the dazzling and brilliant stars of the stars, it is only possible to recall the so-called lo of some young people
g lo
The silence of the tune of G Ago, I found that era by myself.
"The so-called transfer of love before, it is not empathy, but the start of a new relationship, which is discovered unconsciously, and the parties are not even aware of it. But no matter what, if you come, then you can grasp it yourself. Past ...... It's also a precious memory, isn't it? ”
Xuanyuan Sheng didn't know what was wrong with him, and said so much to Xiao Nuo about the chicken soup for the soul of love.
Maybe, it was because the blocking of Xiao Nuo's memory about Bai Shulan was unsuccessful, and he planned to knock it twice.
Xiao Nuo nodded, the first sentence was not what Xuanyuan Sheng intended to hear: "This secret, let it forget......"
Secret? Forgot?
Xuanyuan Sheng didn't speak anymore, just watched the curtains rustling in the summer evening wind, and the swing was a little bit loud, a little noisy, but he didn't care.
It turned out that he knew......
Xiao Nuo saw that Xuanyuan Sheng was silent, so he got up, pushed open the door and left, and finally thought about it and added: "Thank you." Hope is still a brother. Then there was a deliberately restrained sound of closing the door, but it almost made a person's heart close again.
Xuanyuan Sheng was stunned there, listening to the wind, looking at the curtain, touching his chest, and couldn't help but ask himself: ...... is a person like him Is it really worthy of love?
He walked out in a trance, forgot to lock the door, and heard the conversation in the corridor, it was not difficult to hear that it was the conversation between Bai Shulan and Xiao Nuo. His heart tightened, and the speed of his beating increased, and the temperature was scorching, and his whole body was hot.
"Long time no see, Shauno."
"Well, long time no see."
The tone is very flat.
But it made Xuanyuan Sheng's heart tense even tighter.
"Congratulations, you must be happy...... Also, I'm sorry. Bai Shulan's voice followed the sound of the wind outside the window, slowed down, very soft, and listened to Xuanyuan Sheng's ears unusually loud and firm, "I have brought too much trouble to you and Nan Shi before, and it was really too ...... last time."
"The past, let it pass, now you have found your own happiness, congratulations." Xiao Nuo also thought about it for a long time, and then he understood what Bai Shulan said, which was originally plain, but now it is understanding and understanding, and blessings.
Bai Shulan's voice suddenly choked, some words sounded unclear, very vague, as if she was crying, and her throat was sour.
Maybe I felt that I was out of shape, and there was no sound for a while, and then there was a slight sound of clothes rubbing, and I was a little flustered, but I quickly adjusted and continued: "Let me sing a song, okay?" It is...... Hear out. "There are still people listening. But she didn't say it.
Before Xiao Nuo could answer, Bai Shulan started directly.
"Don't ask, don't talk
It's all in plain sight
At this moment, there is candlelight
Let's spend it quietly
Don't wave your hand, don't look back
When I sang this song
I'm afraid that the tears will slide down gently."
Xuanyuan Sheng seemed to hear the sound of his own heartbreak, and a polished sharp one stabbed straight into his center, blood gushing out, followed by tears.
So...... Bai Shulan's song, is it to express her love for Xiao Nuo? Isn't she a blessing, why is she ...... now?
"May I always have a smile in my heart
Accompany you through every spring, summer, autumn and winter
A little sorrow, a little worry
Life is inevitably bitter and painful
Lost
in order to truly know how to cherish and have"
Treasure? Possess? Is it now?
Rising hope is not to be shot down by reality......