Chapter 18 When I turned around, you were behind me

When Xia Zhuming turned around and saw a person standing at the table, she was really startled, and when she looked at her face along her long legs, she was even more frightened and almost sat on the ground.

"Alone?" Xue Haitong asked, with his hands in his pockets, standing straight, the corners of his mouth slightly raised, and there was an indescribable charm in his eyes.

"No, no, it's not!" Although she had said ten thousand times in her heart that she would forget him and not be affected by him, but now that he was standing in front of her, she couldn't help but be nervous.

"Waiting for a boyfriend?" There was no smile, but the voice was still soft.

I was so nervous that I was about to faint, and I felt that I couldn't hear what he was saying clearly, so I just looked at him stupidly. Without the majesty of his military uniform, his whole person looked much sunny, and his carved facial features became more and more handsome in the dim light. He dresses casually, but he also shines in the crowd.

Seeing her innocent appearance, Xue Haitong couldn't help but smile again, "Who are you waiting for?" ”

"Wait for someone! Wait for someone, you don't know, mine, that, introduction, friend! Xia Zhuming was nervous and incoherent, and her little face turned red.

"I'll just ask, you don't have to be nervous!"

"I'm not nervous, I'm not nervous!" Xia Zhuming waved her hand again and again, as if she was afraid that he would see through her heart, "I'm not nervous at all!" ”

"Waiting for a boyfriend?" Xue Haitong asked, touching his nose with his hand, and his eyes also looked away, as if he was hiding something.

"No, it's not!" Xia Zhuming hurriedly replied, as if she was afraid that he would misunderstand, "It's not waiting for a boyfriend!" I don't have a boyfriend."

Hearing this, Xue Haitong's eyes lit up, and the corners of his mouth smiled, but he only looked at her and didn't speak for a long time.

And Xia Zhuming was annoyed when she had already spoken, and she didn't know why she said that, making her feel as if she wanted to confess to him. The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, and when I was angry, I couldn't help but hit my forehead hard with my palm, and I wanted to slap myself in the mouth when it was over, if it wasn't for Xue Haitong reaching out to stop her, she would have really hit it.

"I can't believe you still have a penchant for self-harm!" Xue Haitong smiled, and the hand that stopped her subconsciously clenched a little.

I had held hands with him countless times in my dream, but now that I had met her, she avoided it like an electric shock. She didn't dare to expect anything from him anymore, maybe it was just a normal act for him, but she wasn't, not to mention physical contact, even her eyes, it would make her overwhelmed, she had countless dreams about him, and she had never been sad because she woke up from the dream, but now she was worried that it was a dream, afraid that she would not wake up in this dream.

Just when the two of them didn't know what to do, Xia Zhuming's blind date appeared, and without a separate language, Xue Haitong left quietly and returned to his seat.

But Xia Zhuming's heart was in turmoil, like catkins blown by the spring wind, floating around, but it couldn't reach the ground no matter what. So that next, what the blind date said, she didn't listen to a word, and she didn't listen to a word. The temperature of his palms seemed to be still on her wrists, and she couldn't help but look back in his direction, where he was facing her. Every time she looked at him, she found that he was also looking at herself, at first she thought it was a coincidence, but after trying a few times, it seemed that it was not like that.

He looked at her so badly that he couldn't listen to the words of the person opposite, and after a few non-answers, the other party seemed to be angry. Slowly, there were fewer words, Xia Zhuming felt sorry for others, but she didn't know how to compensate, so she had to end it quickly and don't waste other people's time.

And the other party seemed to have this intention, she didn't eat anything, so he asked her if she was full, and said that he had other things to do.

He's leaving, wouldn't it be strange if she stayed? I had to follow along. When she passed by Xue Haitong, she always lowered her head, like a child who had done something wrong, and when she walked to the staircase, she dared to look back at him again, but at this time, she saw clearly the girl sitting in front of him, not to mention her white skin and beautiful appearance, her facial features were somewhat similar to Zhang Baizhi. Xia Zhuming chuckled in her heart, remembering what the two military wives she heard in the hair salon not long ago, as well as what happened in the gymnasium. I don't know what's wrong, there is a tingling pain in my heart, as if I have eaten it, and there is something on my chest, which is very uncomfortable.

"That's a natural pair!" Xia Zhuming thought in her heart. My eyes are red, but I can't cry! She could only endure it as hard as she could.

Out of the door of the restaurant, I found that it was raining, although the rain was not heavy, but I was afraid that I would not be able to go back without an umbrella, the blind date was quite generous, and I did not ignore her because of her rudeness, and politely asked her if I wanted to send her home. Of course, Xia Zhuming refused, she took out the last bit of strength, tried to squeeze out a smile, and refused his politeness. Now she needs to cry a lot, and she can't bear to go home. It's just angry to be disliked, but he has never given himself hope, and now when she sees him eating with other people's women, she feels very uncomfortable, just like when she didn't get into the university she wanted, no, it's even more uncomfortable.

The rain didn't seem to stop, but the tears couldn't be stopped. Obviously, there weren't too many people around, but she felt that there were thousands of eyes staring at her, and she looked like she was stinging.

As soon as she gritted her teeth and was ruthless, she walked into the rain, the rain was not particularly heavy, and when it fell on her face, tears could be mixed in the rain, so that no one would know that she was crying.

"Cry, cry hard, and you'll be fine when you're done!" Xia Zhuming said in her heart that the rain quickly wet her hair, and she covered her forehead with her palm, both to prevent her bangs from sticking to her forehead, and to prevent people from seeing her crying.

I was sad and spent a lot of energy, and I wanted to walk faster, but my feet didn't obey the call, and I walked so slowly that I missed the green light and could only wait there in the rain. looked left and right, and felt even more pitiful, but God seemed to think that she was not pitiful enough, it was raining, and she was asked to wait for the green light, and arranged a pair of lovers to shake in front of her eyes, not only the people standing next to her were a pair, but even the small electric cars seemed to be a pair.

"Why do I want this!" Xia Zhuming was angry with herself, "I'm not out of love!" ”

There is still a reason for crying in love, is it a matter of being a self now? People who didn't talk a few words actually cried here, the more Xia Zhuming thought about it, the more angry she became, the more angry she became, the more she wanted to cry, but she couldn't cry, she could only bite her lip to prevent it from making a sound, but the harder she tried, the more powerless she became. The rain and tears added to her, and she couldn't distinguish the traffic light at all, but she felt that the person next to her moved, and she also moved forward. Everyone walked forward before she began to move.

Suddenly, the light was different, and the hand blocking the forehead could no longer feel the touch of the raindrops. When I looked up, I saw an umbrella above me.