Mu Xi heard Ye Yan's words and hurriedly replied

"No! My dad just said that he would give me a little less living expenses, not that he would not give it! There's no need for you to give me your bursary! ”

Ye Yan saw Mu Xi say this, and hurriedly said

"That's right! That's what I mean! It is to give you the card and password, and when you don't have enough living expenses, you can take it out and use it yourself! ”

Seeing Ye Yan say this, Mu Xi thought that according to the living expenses her father gave her now, she could only pay for her usual food expenses, and if there were other things to use money, then it would definitely not be enough, so she replied

"That's okay, I'll use it when it's not enough! Plus, I borrowed the money! ”

Ye Yan was a little unhappy when he saw Mu Xi say this, and hurriedly said

"What counts as borrowing! I gave it to you, you don't have to pay it back! ”

Muki hurriedly said

"Nope! How can this work? We...... Or put the money on these...... It's better to be clear......"

Ye Yan looked at the message sent by Mu Xi, his fingers listened to the screen, he didn't know how to reply to Mu Xi, and thought in his head why Mu Xi said this, is it in the future that Mu Xi thinks, he will definitely be separated from her, so it is best to distinguish these things now? Or is it because of something else that Muki is so different from him? Ye Yan thought frantically in his head, he couldn't reply to Mu Xi for a long time, and Mu Xi saw that after he finished sending the last sentence, Ye Yan didn't reply to the message, which was a little strange, and hurriedly sent a message to Ye Yan again

"What's wrong? Why didn't you go back? ”

And Ye Yan heard the sound of the mobile phone message, saw the words sent to him by Mu Xi, and hurriedly said

"Oh! It's okay! ”

And Mu Xi saw the message sent by Ye Yan, just these few words, Mu Xi thought that Ye Yan said that it was okay, but from the time he said that sentence just now, Ye Yan did not reply immediately as before, and he was already sure that Ye Yan must be thinking something, but now he asked him, but he didn't say it, Mu Xi was afraid that Ye Yan would misunderstand what he said, so he continued

"Is there anything you want to ask me?"

Ye Yan was stunned for a moment when he saw Mu Xi say this, and there were a lot of questions in his head that he wanted to ask Mu Xi, but Ye Yan still held back and said to Mu Xi

"No! Why do you ask? ”

When Mu Xi saw Ye Yan's news, he was also stunned for a moment, thinking if he was thinking too much? Could it be that Ye Yan really didn't think about it or misunderstood what he meant? Maki said

"Oh! That's it! I thought you'd get me wrong......"

Ye Yan saw the message sent by Mu Xi, as if he had been struck by lightning, and looked at his phone again in a daze, and only relieved himself for a while before replying

"Oh? Misunderstand? What could I be mistaken about? Don't get me wrong! ”

Mu Xi looked at the message sent by Ye Yan, although he felt a little weird, but Mu Xi thought that Ye Yan said that he didn't have any special questions that he wanted to ask himself, so he ignored the meaning of what Ye Yan said, and replied instead

"It's all right! No misunderstanding! ”

And when Maki said this

Waiting, on the contrary, he had all kinds of doubts about Mu Xi in his heart just now, and he couldn't help but think about why Mu Xi said that kind of thing, and he was even more sure that Mu Xi said it with that kind of mentality, which suddenly made Ye Yan feel extremely aggrieved in his heart, and then said

"There is no misunderstanding!"

Mu Xi saw the message sent by Ye Yan, which made her a little unhappy, thinking that if Ye Yan didn't want to chat with herself, then she wouldn't chat, so she didn't reply to Ye Yan, but turned on her phone to play with other things, and Ye Yan saw that Mu Xi didn't reply to herself, so she lay on the bed, put her phone aside, looked at the ceiling, and thought, in the future, will she and Mu Xi really part ways? What exactly should I do? Can you always be with Maki Maki? Anyway, do I really like her for Maki in my affection? Or is it just because of unwillingness? That's why I'm thinking about how to prevent me from separating from Maki in the future? What kind of role do I belong to in this relationship? How can you live up to yourself and Makuki?

Countless questions surrounded Ye Yan's head, and Ye Yan kept thinking and thinking, I don't know when I fell asleep like this! And Mu Xi was playing with his mobile phone, and at the same time returned to the interface of chatting with Ye Yan from time to time, thinking that Ye Yan should still send a message to himself, but after waiting for a long time, he still didn't wait for Ye Yan to send a message to himself, and in the end, Mu Xi put down his phone in disappointment and went to sleep! At this time, neither of them knew that a huge crack had been created in the relationship between them!

After that, Ye Yan and Yao Xin and others made an appointment to go to a nearby hospital for an internship, originally Ye Yan and Yao Xin and others planned to only see Xi for a week or two, but due to some problems between Ye Yan and Mu Xi, Ye Yan could not be idle, so he was in the hospital for a month, and finally the internship ended, not long before the New Year, Ye Yan returned to his father, his father and Aunt Yang had come back early, so Ye Yan also went to Menglian with them again to spend the New Year during the New Year, At the same time, I didn't come back to Simao until a few days before the start of school! As a result, Ye Yan and Mu Xi did not see each other again during the entire holiday except for the time when they had dinner at Ye Yan's mother's place, and even when they chatted, they chatted a word or two from time to time, and then they had nothing to say! That's it, the other party doesn't go back, and he doesn't go back to such a state!

And the day before the start of school, Ye Yan and Mu Xi made an appointment to go out to eat, Mu Xi arrived as scheduled, and then the two ordered some food, neither of them spoke much on the way, even a simple greeting seemed extremely blunt, Ye Yan hated this feeling, but, thinking that since Mu Xi was willing to be like this, then he could only follow her! And Muki has the same idea, the two don't let each other go, and no one wants to break this nasty atmosphere! In the end, after Ye Yan gave his subsidy card to Mu Xi, he sent Mu Xi back to school! When watching Mu Xi about to enter the school, Ye Yan looked at Mu Xi's back, such a thin body made Ye Yan feel a slight pain in his heart, and wanted to call Mu Xi

, and then hugged her fiercely, but was held back by the self-esteem in Ye Yan's head, and then squeezed out a smile and watched Mu Xi walk into the school, and then disappeared, and then, Ye Yan slowly walked towards the school, along the way, Ye Yan kept thinking, if he did something else at that time, would it change something? But in the end, Ye Yan shook his head and said to himself

"Even if I did something else at the time, I believe that everything will not change the result!"

Ye Yan gritted his teeth and thought, since the result is the same, then don't think about anything anymore If you didn't do it at the time, but decided on a path, then you will die to the end! Ye Yan took a deep breath and walked towards the school! This is his last semester at school! As soon as the school started, the head teacher informed everyone that they felt that they wanted to apply for volunteers and which hospital they wanted to go to for internship, due to the limited number of places, so it was on a first-come, first-served basis! When Ye Yan heard this, his first thought was to intern in Simao, but he saw that there were only eight people in Simao for internships! And the number of people in his class is fifty-four, not counting other classes, you know, those who study this major and go out for internships with them, but there are six other classes, such people, fighting for these eight places, Ye Yan couldn't help but take a breath, thinking, forget it, instead of fighting for your head, it's better to go to some unpopular places for internships! Ye Yan thought so, and finally locked in Jinggu!

Ye Yan looked at Jinggu's quota, it was quite relaxed, each class could send four people, Ye Yan thought, if he still wanted to go down with Muxi, then, everything he had to change now, including his personality! Going to Jinggu, a strange place, is the most suitable place for him to transition before he becomes the person Maki wants to be! And a year, a year is just the right time for Ye Yan to completely indulge himself, and then concentrate on becoming the kind of person Mu Xi wants himself to become! And the only downside is that I'm separated from Maki and can't even meet once a week! Ye Yan frowned, thinking about all kinds of pros and cons in his head, and finally he decided to come down, but Jinggu interned for a year! There, that year, Ye Yan sat on himself completely, and then when he came back again, he became the person Mu Xi hoped for! After Ye Yan made up his mind, he didn't discuss it with his family, nor did he tell Mu Xi, so he filled in the volunteers, and at the same time, Yao Xin and Chen Xiaolong interned with Ye Yan in Jinggu! Therefore, Ye Yan is not alone!

On the weekend after that, Ye Yan asked Muxi to come out and told her that he was going to Jinggu for an internship for a year in the second half of the year! At first, Mu Xi listened very calmly, but when he heard Ye Yan say that he was going to Jinggu for an internship for a year, and he couldn't even come back normally, Mu Xi looked at Ye Yan in great surprise and repeatedly asked him why he didn't discuss it with her! Ye Yan looked at Mu Xi's panicked look, lowered his head and said slowly

"Because I promised you to be what you want me to be! So, I want to use this last year of my time, let

I'm going to be myself for once! ”

When Mu Xi heard Ye Yan's words, he looked at Ye Yan blankly, bit his lip, and said after a while

"You know I'm going to take the college entrance examination next year!"

Ye Yan nodded, and then Mu Xi bit his lip harder, and his lips turned purple because of congestion, and then said

"Do you know how stressed I am right now?"

Ye Yan heard Mu Xi say this, lowered his head and said nothing, Mu Xi saw this, and continued

"I'm now full of all kinds of test papers in school, and I'm thinking about all kinds of things, what if I don't do well in the exam? At this time, you told me that you were going to Jinggu? And it's going to be a year away! Do you know what a year represents? It means that when I take the college entrance examination, you can't come to accompany me to participate! ”

Ye Yan heard Mu Xi's words and wanted to say something to Mu Xi, but Mu Xi continued

"You know what? I come out and meet you every week to relieve all kinds of pressure on my studies! As I said, you are like the sun, driving away all the darkness for me, but lately, you have brought me even more pressure than I have in my studies! And now, you're going to deprive me of the only way to relieve stress!! ”

(End of chapter)