Seeing Lin Zhunuan disappear from view, Han Ying opened his mouth, ready to say something.

Qin Mufeng looked at Han Ying's appearance of wanting to speak and stopped, and said, "Wife, why don't I say it." “

"No, it's still up to me, it's been so long, I shouldn't continue to run away, not to mention, it's Xiaoya."

Qin Mufeng looked at Han Ying's firm eyes, and did not continue to stop her, but just squeezed Han Ying's hand hard, giving her some strength.

"Xiaoya, in fact, these shouldn't be hidden from you, I should have told you a long time ago. That year, An An was only three years old and was ...... was kidnapped. Han Ying paused, and couldn't bear to continue.

Qin Mufeng was about to take her words, she waved her hand: "I'll just say it myself." After An An was kidnapped that year, at the beginning, we talked to the kidnappers well, and they also agreed, as long as we gave money, An An would be let go home, An An and I thought that as long as we gave enough money, the kidnappers would not harm our An An, but the brutes didn't know where they heard that An An was a child of the Qin family, and they began to torture An An. “

"That person had some unhappiness with our family, so he vented this emotion on An An, he thought that threatening the Qin family with An An would force the Qin family to give up a big project, but ......"

Han Ying paused, hid something and continued: "In short, the kidnapper was completely enraged, one day we received a piece of finger bones, and a letter, the letter said that if we don't give up this project, we will never see An An anymore, we have no choice but to call the police, and then finally found An An, but An An never spoke again." “

Speaking of this, Han Ying's voice was a little choked, and she slowed down, and she continued: "After An An came back, he was very resistant to others contacting him, even if I sometimes provoked him, there was no way, we could only take him everywhere to seek medical treatment, every hospital diagnosed An An as suffering from a mental illness of "post-traumatic stress disorder", telling us that we need to do psychological counseling, but every hospital will make An An's emotions more unstable, the doctor said, that is because psychological counseling will make him recall that painful experience again, If the intervention is forced, An An may become more severe and even suffer from bipolar disorder. “

After relieving for a while, Han Ying continued: "We don't dare to continue to give An An psychological counseling, we can only believe in some other things. In those two years, I visited famous temples in various places across the country, and also visited many Taoist temples, I was originally an "atheist", but for the sake of An An, I really asked for all the "gods" I could think of, but An An still did not see good. Just like that, almost a year passed, one day I met an old man, he claimed to be able to make An An better, I brought him home, I don't know what he did, An An spoke, although he said very little, but we are also very grateful to the old man. “

"The old man told us that An An must have seen something stimulated, I think it should be that finger."

Chu Shuya asked: "An An's hands are normal, there is nothing wrong." ”

"Yes, that finger is not our An'an's, I guess it should be the kidnapper who cut off the finger of a girl of his age in front of him, and he was stimulated."

"Why girls?" Chu Shuya was a little puzzled.

"This is also my guess, after An An's condition improved, the old man of the Qin family came to see him again, he suddenly lost control of his emotions, smashed all the things at hand, and then began to yell, we originally wanted to control him, but there was no way, we could only take a tranquilizer, and An An calmed down."

That is, from that day on, An An didn't like to be in crowded places, especially girls who resisted strangers, that whole year, every time I was about to take him to a crowded place to try a "desensitization" treatment, he would resist, knowing that later, he could accept that there were not many people in public places. “

"We later tried our best to contact the old man and ask about An An's situation, and he said that if An An suddenly went crazy like today, he must not be stopped, otherwise he will completely collapse, and in the end he may end up being self-defeating because of too much pain."

"I let him go out to buy groceries alone every week, not to exercise his ability to live alone, but to let him try to accept the world, although the effect is not very ideal, but he is not so repulsive to the outside world."

"One day, he came home and told me that he had met a little girl and they became friends, which surprised me and his father, and I didn't expect An An to take the initiative to make friends, which really surprised us."

"Xiaoya, I'm actually very sorry for you, when I first approached Xiao Nuan, I did have other purposes, but Xiao Nuan is really cute, and I like her very much."

"Also, I let you live with Xiao Nuan for An An, An An has had nightmares almost every night since that incident, but since he met Xiao Nuan, he has had a good sleep for a long time, and now he rarely has nightmares, I really want you and Xiao Nuan to live here, although it is very selfish, but I believe you can understand me, right?" Han Ying had a hint of pleading in his eyes.

Chu Shuya held her hand and said to her: "I am also a mother, I understand you, I don't want the child to continue to suffer, but it is still too troublesome for us to live together, An An is your child and my godson, I can't bear to see him suffer, but you think so, we live so close, Xiao Nuan is about to go to school, they can meet every day in the future, we live not far from your house, are you afraid that we will run away?" “

After speaking, Chu Shuya hugged Han Ying and said to her: "Don't worry, I will never let Xiao Nuan leave An'an, I am his godmother!" I feel sorry for him too! Don't cry, Mr. Qin will laugh at you in a while. “

Han Ying turned his head and glared at Qin Mufeng and said, "He doesn't dare, if he dislikes me, he will never see me and An An again." “

Qin Mufeng hurriedly said: "Wife, I really don't dare, I love you everything, but don't leave me, without you and An An, what should I do in the future?" “

Han Ying burst into tears and laughed, then pulled Chu Shuya up and said, "Let's go see An An, I've been back for so long, and I don't know how he is." “

Lin Zhunuan, who had been hiding in the corner, heard that the two were about to go upstairs, and quickly flashed into Qin An's room.

Lin Zhunuan sat next to Qin An's bed, thinking about the conversation between the two just now, looking at Qin An with distressed eyes, thinking, what kind of person actually did such a cruel thing to such a young child? You must be sad after going through so much, how did you endure it?

She suddenly understood the reason why Han Ying wanted to avoid talking about this matter by herself, which child would leave a psychological shadow after listening to it.