Chapter 40: Her Emotions
She said that after that day, her mind was full of thinking about how to take revenge on the sword soldier, and she put all the blame on the head of the sword soldier, she thought like this, thinking that when she met the sword soldier, she would cut him with a thousand knives! In this way, on the day when the knife soldiers were released from the police station, she asked for leave, secretly came to the door of the police station, picked up a big stone from the side of the road, and thought that while the knife soldiers were not paying attention, she smashed the knife soldiers with stones, but who knew that the teacher who raised the knife soldiers also came to the police station to pick up the knife soldiers, he had no way to start, so he quietly followed behind them, trying to find where the knife soldiers lived, just like that, followed them around one path after another, through several alleys, and finally arrived at the place where they lived, she looked at the tattered surroundings, I can't imagine that the sword soldier and that teacher actually live here! She endured the unpleasant smell around her, and slowly followed them upstairs, and then saw them open one of the rooms, and walked in, she saw this, and hurriedly came to the door, looking through the window, only to see the plastic bottles piled up inside, and the strange smell she smelled just now was also coming from inside, only to hear the teacher who raised the sword soldiers from inside
"Soldiers! Inside, okay? ”
She looked at the knife soldier and nodded, and the teacher smiled knowingly, and then saw the knife soldier kneel down at him violently, and said
"Dad! Hit me! Scold me! It's all my fault! Makes you lose your job! ”
I saw that the teacher slowly picked up the knife soldier, then smiled kindly, touched the knife soldier's head, and then said
"Forget it! It's okay! You see, picking up these plastic bottles for my father is usually enough for us to eat and drink! I'm waiting to find you another school, and then I'll get a decent job! ”
The sword soldier shook his head frantically and said
"Nope! I don't read anymore! I'm going out to work! Can't let you work so hard! ”
When the teacher heard the sword soldier say this, his expression changed suddenly, and he said slowly
"What did you just say?"
The sword soldier looked at him and said through gritted teeth
"I don't want to read anymore! I'm going out to work! Make hay!! ”
"Smack"! As soon as the sword soldier finished speaking, the teacher slapped her, startling her who was watching from the door window, only to see that the teacher pointed at the knife soldier and said
"Making money is what adults should do! You should get me to school now! ”
The swordsman covered his face and said with tears in his eyes
"But....but I ..... I ......"
The teacher looked at the aggrieved face of the knife soldier, slowly hugged the knife soldier, and then said
"Soldiers! You must know that you are the only child as a father, and you must study hard to have a good future! Stop going to fights and brawls! That will ruin you! ”
She saw the sword soldier hugging the teacher and nodding vigorously, seeing this, she felt very uncomfortable, gritted her teeth, slowly got up and left! After leaving, she kept thinking about the scenes she had just seen, but thinking about her brother's unwillingness to lie on the hospital bed at this time, she couldn't help but don't know what to do for a while, slowly, she came to a bridge, she stopped, Crazy House began to pick up stones, and threw them into the water under the bridge, listening to the sound of "plop" and "plop", she ignored the strange eyes around her, and yelled under the bridge, for a long time, she seemed to be venting, and began to walk towards the school again! After returning to the dormitory, she stayed for a while, and learned that today happened to be the reassignment of the dormitory, she looked at Li Yun and Yang Liuqing who were packing up their things, and she said slowly
"Are we no longer good friends like that?"
Li Yun and Yang Liuqing were slightly stunned, then the two of them glanced at each other, and then no one spoke, and then packed up their things, she looked at them, she felt very uncomfortable, so she took a deep breath, and then seemed to be trying to make herself die, and said to herself
"That's right! Not anymore! ”
After saying that, she laughed, and then ran out of the dormitory again, and after running out of the dormitory, she somehow came to the grove next to the court, and then to the deepest part of the woods, and then began to cry under a tree! Just as she was crying, a boy's voice came from behind her
"What's wrong with you....?"
She hurriedly turned around, and when she saw He Jianxiong, who had a relationship with her last time, she quickly wiped away her tears, then got up and said
"I'm fine!"
As she spoke, He Jianxiong stopped her when she was about to leave and said
"Hey! I recently learned a new song, would you like to listen to it? ”
She turned around slowly, then looked at him, did not speak, He Jianxiong saw this, smiled slightly, then licked his lips, then closed his eyes and began to sing! She listened to the song He Jianxiong sang, slowly, put herself into it, and even began to hum, just like that, she began to sing the whole song with He Jianxiong, He Jianxiong opened his eyes, looked at her and said
"How? I'm okay singing, right? ”
She looked at He Jianxiong's hurry, and the sunlight at this time shone on his face through the leaves, which suddenly made her feel that He Jianxiong at this time seemed to be radiating light, she stared at He Jianxiong for a long time before she came back to her senses, and then found that she had just behaved, and immediately blushed and said
"What did you ..... just say?"
Seeing her like this, He Jianxiong said with a smile
"I said, how did I just sing?"
She blushed, glanced at He Jianxiong, and then shifted her gaze and said
"It's okay..... it's okay!"
Seeing her say this, He Jianxiong sighed slowly and said
"It's okay..... ah....."
She saw that He Jianxiong was a little lost because of his words, and hurriedly said
"No..... I mean....yes..... nice to hear....."
After speaking, her face instantly turned red again, and He Jianxiong said with a slow smile when he saw her say this
"Thank you!"
Seeing He Jianxiong say thank you to herself, she blushed and pouted, glanced at him, and then asked
"What's the name of that song you sang?!"
He Jianxiong was slightly surprised when he saw her asking, and said
"Huh? Didn't you sing it just now? Don't you know the name of the song? ”
She shook her head and said
"I just hear you sing the melody and hum a couple of phrases along with it, not that I can sing!"
Seeing this, He Jianxiong nodded, and then said
"The song is called 'Tears of the North Star'!"
She repeated what He Jianxiong said, and then said
"This song is good!"
He Jianxiong said with a smile
"Yes! I love this song too! ”
She nodded, and then she felt a strange atmosphere wafting in the air, if she couldn't find a topic again, He Jianxiong seemed to be leaving, she thought like this, and suddenly thought of why she didn't want He Jianxiong to leave? At this time, He Jianxiong spoke
"That's right! You ..... just now."
Before he finished speaking, she hurriedly stopped him, and then said in a somewhat indifferent tone
"It's none of your business!"
When He Jianxiong heard her words, his expression also changed slightly, but he didn't expect him to just mention it, and she had such a change, so he said slowly
"Sorry! I seem to have asked the ...... that shouldn't have been asked."
When she saw He Jianxiong say this, her tone changed, and then she said
"Actually, there is something wrong with me, and I shouldn't have said this to you......"
He Jianxiong smiled when he saw her say this, then turned around, looked outside the iron fence, and said
"Now, what do you think we're living in this world for?"
When she heard He Jianxiong say this, she was slightly stunned, and then said
"Is it the meaning of being alive? I don't know...."
He Jianxiong heard her words and said with a smile
"I don't know! However, there are times when I feel like I don't have the point to live in this world! ”
When she heard him say this, she hurriedly said
"Don't say that, I think....I think everyone is born with a sense of meaning! Definitely not....it won't be a pointless ....."
He slowly turned his head and looked at her, and she looked at him, and watched, her face slowly began to turn red, and then she looked away, and then said
"What do you ..... you do?"
Seeing this, He Jianxiong shook his head and said
"No, I just wanted to see what you look like!"
She was slightly stunned, then looked at him, saw that he was still staring at herself, then turned her head away, and then said
"You....you haven't seen enough!?"
Seeing this, he quickly looked away, and then said
"Oh, I'm sorry!"
She saw him look away, pouted, and slowly moved her gaze to his face, and then she noticed his face at this time, his facial features were very small and delicate, with a slightly pale complexion, it was very convincing that he was a boy, she stared at him for a long time, and he spoke
"Eh, are you taking revenge on me by staring at me now?"
When she heard He Jianxiong say this, she quickly looked away, and then said slowly
"Ah, I'm sorry......"
He Jianxiong smiled, didn't speak, she didn't speak again, just like that, the two were silent for a long time, just when she couldn't resist the silence and was about to speak, she didn't expect him to speak
"What are you going to do later?"
She was slightly stunned, and then said
"I... Why don't I do it..... I don't have anything to do....."
He Jianxiong heard her say this, nodded, and then was silent again, she glanced at He Jianxiong, but she didn't expect him to stop talking after only asking herself, so she spoke
"If it's okay, then I'll go first....."
After she finished speaking, and was about to turn around to leave, He Jianxiong spoke
"Huh! You ....."
She heard He Jianxiong shouting to stop herself, stopped, turned around slowly, looked at him, did not speak, He Jianxiong saw this, quickly looked away, and then looked away, and said with a fluttering look
"I....I mean, are you going to be here?!"
She was slightly stunned, then said with a smile
"Yes!"
When He Jianxiong heard her say this, he raised his head suddenly, looked at her, and then said
"Really? I... I ....."
She looked at him with a smile, and saw He Jianxiong stumbling for a long time before she said slowly
"I'm going to come here every weekend, you....you can come here to find me......"
When she heard He Jianxiong's words, her face turned red again, and she quickly turned around so he would see it, and then said slowly
"I....I'm not coming to you!"
Saying that, she hurriedly ran away, and after running for a while, she stopped again, then slowly took a deep breath, turned her head, looked at He Jianxiong and said
"I like it here, though!"
With that, she left and walked out of the grove! Along the way, she kept holding her chest, she felt that her chest kept pounding and jumping, as if she was about to jump out of her chest, and waited for a while before she eased up, and then she returned to the dormitory, and found that Li Yun and Yang Liuqing had left the dormitory, so she stayed in the bed where Li Yun and Yang Liuqing slept for a while, for a long time, sighed, returned to her bed, and when she was packing up, she found that there was a piece of paper on her bed, she opened it and found that there were three words written in it- I'm sorry! And the signatures below are written with the names of Li Yun and Yang Liuqing! She looked at the piece of paper in her hand, and instantly tears welled up again, she said, this is the day she cries the most!