Chapter 178: Double Loneliness
If Ling Xuran was lucky at the beginning, now she feels that she can't gain a foothold. At least not in front of those two people.
She fled in a hurry, her steps hurried, and after leaving the afternoon tea shop, she ran all the way to the nearby building in Repulse Bay, and found a place to rest: a row of benches, and sat down.
She looked at the river, calm but set off waves, paddling the water surface ripples, glowing with the white light of the sun. The water is blue-green with some yellowishness, but you can see lily gray, eggplant purple, and sunset red......
It's the color of the sun and the clouds. The river is sparkling, as if it is covered with colorful glow, and the red light is reflected on the face. It is obviously the flow of water from a small bridge, and there are bridges on both sides, but there is a kind of shock and grandeur of the Yangtze River.
Coming from the heavy history here, no matter how small the bridge and flowing water are, there have been people who have thrown their heads and spilled their blood here. This shock comes from the hero's feat.
She's not a hero, she can relate to it.
She was silent, looked up at the sky for a long time, and forgot the river for a long time, rolling over and over again, she remembered it over and over again, and finally her brain was very swollen, and she didn't want to count it, so she simply put her head in the crook of her arm, hung down her locks of hair, out of sight and out of mind.
Distraught, she thinks it should be messy. Whether there is an intention or not, it is a question.
Suddenly, a stopped footstep woke her up. Looking up slightly, I saw a person's chin, polite and graceful.
Very stiff, the same as her.
Suddenly there was an urge to chat, a kind of person......
In the afternoon tea shop, the waiter removed the tea and snacks that had not been drunk at the beginning. Nanshi and Liangbeixuan, one person is leisurely, reading novels under the light; The other person was also very strange, looking at the person in front of him reading a book, without saying a word, his expression was indescribably gentle...... and the loneliness of one person.
"What kind of tea?" After a while, Nan Shi remembered that there was such a thing.
I had a headache, and I finally managed to catch a big fish, but I forgot about it...... Is it steamed, or braised, or castrated?
Hehe, let it be......
She remembered a free-spirited doctrine she advocated: "All things are one with me." Looking around, people are quite happy, leisurely drinking tea and eating snacks...... Are people really relaxed? She didn't know.
Then she really doesn't know.
Since there is no solution, we can only take our time to understand.
"Oolong tea." Liang Beixuan was very calm, and seemed to have thought about it a long time ago.
"Oolong? What oolong? Nan Shi looked calm, "The wind is too strong for me to hear." ”
Indoors, windy?
Liang Beixuan shook his head: You don't want to talk to him, do you?
It's really strange, he finally came, why did she dislike it again?
Liang Beixuan felt that women were really fickle creatures, and this thought was unsightly, intangible, and uncomfortable......
Harm, the law of true fragrance is here again.
"I think there was a misunderstanding between us." Liang Beixuan felt that this was an opportunity, so he grabbed it and didn't let go, and saw that Nan Shi didn't ask any more questions, so he hurriedly added.
"It's worthy of being my girlfriend, I'm so dressed today, I've never seen you so fairy! You're really too patient, so good-tempered, and waited for me to wait so long to get rid of the garbage...... It's really good to scare people, like me, we were born a pair, and it's hard to give up on our natural beauty, how can we say no, because of a little oolong, it can't work? You'll have to try it to find out......"
As if it wasn't the same person as that night.
But Nan Shi believes that he is still a person, and he just doesn't look like it.
She drank the oolong tea that had cooled down in the cup, it was very sweet, and it was still cool in her throat, I don't know where it came from, or it was purely psychological.
"A little oolong?" Nan Shi bit the word, "I don't care what Ling Xuran is, but she makes me unhappy." Very childish language, but it caused Liang Beixuan to think solemnly.
"I know. But...... Give me a chance. ”
"Okay, tell me what Ling Xuran has to do with you? That's the opportunity. Nan Shi said along with Liang Beixuan's meaning.
Liang Beixuan was silent.
But this time it's thinking about how to answer, not being speechless.
Nanshi waited, and her instinct told her that this time might not be the same as before.
However, she is destined not to get an answer from someone Ryo now, at least not now...... What will happen to the future?
"She was my playmate when I was a child, and her sister Ling Yiqing is also your friend, you can ask her." In the end, Liang Beixuan still didn't give any valuable information.
Nan Shi was stunned at first.
I didn't expect the person in front of me to be so scoundrel.
Then forget it, it's useless to give more chances.
"But I want to know more from your mouth, and I have the right to know."
"Is it required by law?" Liang Beixuan raised his eyebrows, smiling evilly, extremely bad.
"No, you have the right." Nan Shi smiled, and he didn't know what kind of mess he had in his heart.
A mess that leads to sparks, and it burns at a point.
That's where she is now.
Liang Beixuan stopped talking, but said lightly: "Do you think we ...... Is it a coincidence? ”
"Is that a mistake?" Nan Shi asked rhetorically.
"What's wrong?"
"Maybe it's right anywhere, it's just that someone doesn't know." Nan Shi deliberately dragged out a long note, poured a small cup of tea again, and finally squeezed out a faint smile, "It's the first time I know that oolong tea tastes so good, and there is an aftertaste." "Meaningful feeling.
She saw herself through Liang Beixuan's eyes.
The smile is ugly and far-fetched, and it is ugly to death.
The taste of being seen by oneself with a strong smile is uncomfortable.
The aftertaste of the tea is longer, but the aftertaste is faint in the mouth.
"What if I say you're right?" After a while, Liang Beixuan asked.
The pitch-black pupils can't see what is reflected, it's dark, and I can't see it really...... There is no light.
"Then you'd better keep it a secret...... I feel like I don't know too much, and it would be even more insecure to find one...... Okay, goodbye. ”
Nan picked up, Liang Beixuan didn't have any oil to keep, just looked at her back, and had mixed feelings in his heart.
The light of the street lamp brightened the shadow of Nanshi, and the gray and black became more and more obvious; As I walked, the shadows lengthened, and the shadows of the street lamps. It was double the loneliness, another loneliness that should not have been bought.
Liang Beixuan's heart was cramped, and he tightened his heart with a rope, and what dripped down was not tears, but blood. Drops of blood flowed, and tears filled with eyes slipped down drop by drop, synchronously, without contradictions, and indescribable injuries.
He can't wait to tell the story, why is he still afraid?
What is he afraid of?
Is it the unfilial piety of the mother, or the guilt of Nanshi?
It seems that Nan Shi is so good, how can he be on the same page as that sinner...... Why did you know each other like this and can't forget it?