A lonely person does not dare to ask for anything

I knew that I was not worthy of anything to convey to him, and I could not even stay with him and watch him, but quietly peek at him when he was not looking

I can only hide my feelings in my heart

I almost couldn't tell what kind of feelings I had for him

Even though I know I shouldn't, there is still a little joy in my heart

This unbelievable feeling has been tormenting me all the time, and I even tossed and turned when I was restless

Today is the second time he hasn't come home

The girl seemed to have come to her family to tell us about him

Even if I pretend to be casual and walk into my room, the moment I close the door, I will immediately cling to the door and eavesdrop on their conversation, and such an eavesdropper will probably be spurned

Something must have happened to him

I buried myself in the quilt and thought so

......

When I woke up this morning, I seemed to be the only one left in the house

Yesterday our exams were over, Shio went to summer camp, and my mom went to work

The sun outside seems to be just right now

I turned my head away from the sun, but accidentally kissed the doll next to my pillow

This big bear doll was given to me by him on my last birthday

I really don't understand why boys always think that girls should give dolls on their birthdays

"Stupid"

I hugged the doll and buried it deep in its arms, then secretly raised my head and kissed it again while it wasn't looking

Maybe I'll sleep a little longer, and maybe I'll dream of something I'm hoping for

The girl was thinking so, but as if she remembered something happy, the girl suddenly opened her eyes, sat up, hugged the doll and kissed it big, and then jumped out of bed happily

The girl ran happily to the desk like a gymnast who had completed a difficult movement

The girl stole a glance at the doorway, as if to be sure that someone was peeping

Then the girl took out a locked iron box from under the table

The girl stood on her tiptoes slightly, and her white nightdress fluttered, like a cute elf

The girl opened the lock and carefully opened the box

"Well, it's okay, it's still there"

The girl breathed a sigh of relief as if she was sure that her treasure was still there, but she was definitely not going to lose it if she was so tightly protected

Well, I'm alone at home today, so I don't have to worry about being discovered

I carefully took out the photo inside

The first one is a little boy, and there is a little girl behind him pulling his clothes, but no matter how you look at it, you can feel that the little boy has a disgusted look

"Huh, big fool!"

The little boy in the second photo seems to have grown up, but the little girl is still so ignorant, in the photo the boy is holding a cricket in his hand and putting it in front of the little girl, feeling, feeling that the little girl seems to be holding back tears

"That bastard, he knew to bully me when I was a kid"

Although the girl said this, she still smiled with the corners of her mouth raised

The girl in the third photo seems to have grown up, but she still likes to follow the boy, the girl is wearing a hat and carrying a small bag, which seems to be a photo of the family on a spring outing

There seemed to be a wild dog barking in front of her, and the girl seemed to be frightened, and there were already tears in her eyes, but the boy stood in front of the girl and grabbed the girl's hand tightly

The girl in the fourth photo has grown up a lot, it seems to be the sixth grade, the girl's eyes are red, as if she has cried, but the boy hugs the girl tightly and comforts her

That's the end of the photo

I guess that's when I started relying on him

When I was in sixth grade, my father cheated on me, took all the money from the family, and abandoned my mother and me

At that time, I really didn't understand that the man in my memory looked so reliable and reassuring with a smile, but it was all a lie to us

At that time, I only felt that the person I called 'Daddy' was getting farther and farther away from us

I was called a kid without a father

I was secretly hiding in the ward of the clinic at home and crying

I didn't know what I was crying about, I just wanted to cry out loud until I heard someone open the door to the ward

His eyes were already covered by tears, and he couldn't see the figure in front of him clearly

I just felt as if he was crouching in front of me

His hand gently ran over the corner of my eye, helping me wipe away the tears from the corner of my eye, and I finally saw his face clearly

"Xinran, good, don't cry, I'm still here, I'll take care of you, when I grow up, I'll take care of you and my aunt"

He touched my head and gently hugged me

At the time, I didn't understand what he meant, but I could feel that the hug was really warm, so warm

Maybe from that time on, my world was warmed up by him again, and I probably began to rely on him at that time

Hmm, oops, it seems to be too obsessed, like, it's their exam this afternoon, he should be back, I need to get ready!

The girl quickly hid the picture, and then ran downstairs happily, leaving only a corner of the box