Xu Yinuan couldn't help frowning fiercely when he saw his bloodied hand.

Immediately stepped forward and grabbed it, and opened the palm of his hand to check it.

The wound was very long and deep, as if it had hurt the tendons and veins, and he didn't even deal with it, so he walked calmly.

"You're injured, get to a doctor ......"

Before she finished her words, Yan Nuo withdrew her hand and put it on her back: "It's okay, my father died, and there are still many things that I need to take care of, and I have to do things." ”

"You're going like this? It's impossible, don't go to the hospital, just invite the doctor back! You go to the mourning hall with blood on your hands, do you hope that they will not have peace in heaven? ”

moved out of Yan Chen and his wife, and Yan Nuo's face softened slightly.

She took him back to his room, called the hospital, and first found a medicine box gauze to deal with and disinfect it.

It is imperative to stop the bleeding first.

She kept disinfecting with cotton swabs, looking at the long opening in his palm, even if it healed, it would leave a scar.

It's definitely going to be ugly in the future.

She was concentrating on dealing with it, but she didn't expect to hear the hoarse and painful voice of Yan Nuo in her ears.

"I killed him."

When Xu Yinuan heard this, his heart trembled fiercely.

The hand was not controlled, and the cotton swab was pressed heavily on the wound.

And he didn't seem to feel the pain, his face was expressionless, his eyes were calm, like an ancient well without waves.

She raised her eyes to meet his gaze.

His eyes are very cold and cold, and he looks at anyone like this, there is no temperature.

Of course she knew who this "he" was.

After Shen Qing left, Yan Chen arrested Yan Xi and imprisoned and tortured him.

didn't expect that he hadn't died for so long, Yan Chen didn't send him on the road, but his own son.

It takes a lot of courage and hatred to kill his own father with his own hands.

"Do you want to cry?"

She asked cautiously.

The promise is fragile at this moment.

She was really afraid that he would fall and collapse.

When Yan Nuo heard this, he looked at her in a daze.

In fact, there is grief in my heart, but there are no tears.

The tears seemed to have been consumed in the days after my mother left.

My father locked himself in the dungeon all day long, and only when he tortured Yan Xi and listened to his howls of pain did he feel pain.

The rest of the time, he rarely deals with business, drinks all day long, and gets drunk.

He even believed in Zhuang Zhou's story of Mengdie, hoping to be reunited with his mother in his dream.

But every time I wake up, I will be decadent.

The result of the dream can be imagined.

During this time, everyone looked at him strangely.

Before his background was revealed, the entire imperial capital knew that he was not Yan Chen's child.

Shen Qing debuted as a pure jade girl without any negative scandals, and married into a wealthy family under Yan Chen's strong pursuit and became a wife.

The husband and wife have a harmonious relationship and are a model couple in everyone's mind.

Can...... Such a couple made a big joke.

And he's such a joke.

He's a wild seed!

Behind the singing and crying love story, he is not Yan Chen's biological son.

There were people who sympathized with him.

lost his father and mother, and he was left alone in Nuoda's home.

Someone laughed at him.

is not biological, but got the family property without much effort, which is equivalent to a white wolf with empty gloves.

Some people even wish they had such a free inheritance.

No one knows his pain, and they are all waiting to see what kind of appearance he can make.

He wouldn't cry for a long time, his eyes were dry, he couldn't cry or laugh, and it was a little difficult to pull the corners of his mouth when he spoke.

He shook his head slightly: "I don't feel it anymore." ”

These five short words are very low and dull, not a little angry, all numb.

When Xu Yinuan heard this, it was like a needle piercing his heart fiercely, and it hurt terribly.

Her eyes were moist, and tears were falling silently, and she didn't know it.

Still raised her hand and wiped her tears with warm fingertips, only then did she realize that she had already burst into tears.

"A heart has long been riddled with holes and blood, and now I don't feel it anymore."

"I knew that my father would follow my mother, and he started transferring his equity a few days ago, and asked the board of directors to assist me. I actually knew that he had made up his mind to die, and his desire to die was very strong, but I didn't stop it, but I felt very envious. "He can be a shopkeeper, do what he wants, and decide his own life and death." And I want to die, but I can only live well. He gave me Yan's family, and I will take care of it. Qingming winter solstice, I also have to worship them, I can't let them have nothing

People are sent to the end, and no one cleans up the grass on the grave. ”

"But...... It's really tiring to be alive, I don't dare to fall asleep, and when I close my eyes, it's a nightmare. ”

"This home can no longer be regarded as a home, just a cold empty shell, just brick by brick."

As he spoke, he realized that he was talking too much.

These words have been held in his heart for too long, so when his favorite girl in the past accompanied him, he said it desperately.

"What am I telling you all this for? Let you see my jokes. ”

"No...... You're not a joke, you're my promise senior, and you're my brother. ”

Xu Yinuan couldn't control it anymore and hugged him tightly.

"Whoever dares to say that you are a joke and mock you, I will tear their mouths apart. You can't dislike yourself, your godfather doesn't dislike you, why can? If you see yourself clearly, what do you let your godmother do? Didn't you make her feel ashamed? ”

"Even my godmother didn't know until many years later that you were innocent. Brother, I don't allow you to despise yourself, you are the best, no one can say about you, and neither can you. ”

Xu Yinuan said eagerly, afraid that he would be cranky.

Hearing the promise, a warm current seemed to rise in the heart.

Oh, yes......

He despised himself, so how could his mother be ashamed?

He's not a joke, it's just a mistake, but his parents are willing to make a mistake. "Also, how is this not a home? In the past, the godfathers and godmothers are still there! I'm just getting married, and this is my mother's house. Mom and Dad are also here, and they haven't left! You are not allowed to give up on yourself, and you will get married and have children

As long as you feel that this house has a temperature, it is a home! “

"I believe that my godfather and godmother will also watch you protect you in the spirit of heaven."

"Warm Warm...... Thank you ......."

His speech was a little stiff and jerky, and the words of thanks had not been spoken for a long time.

"Brother......

Xu Yinuan cried uncontrollably.

Yan Nuo's hands stiffened, and finally rested gently on her back.

"It's good that you can still accompany me at this time, ......"

"This is not the funeral of a filial son of yours, I am also a member of the Yan family, I will be with you and face it together."

"Okay, let's send my parents away together." Yan Nuo said word by word, and his voice finally had strength, as firm as ever.