Chapter 35: He Doesn't Welcome Children
The world is impermanent, as if she never thought that goodbye Shen Zhixing was in this posture.
Sometimes it can only be said that it is a creation that makes people.
On the way back, Xu Qingyan didn't say a word, looking at the flowing water outside the car, and the smell of fireworks was strong.
And inside the car is a different world.
Shen Zhixing glanced at her and couldn't help but mock, "Why, is marrying me such an unbearable thing?" ”
Xu Qingyan's expression was faint, and he couldn't see any joy or anger, "I'm just your plaything, should the plaything have its own emotions?" ”
may be because of pregnancy, and now Xu Qingyan is full of self-loathing.
"You ......"
Shen Zhixing was immediately angry and gritted his teeth, and he stopped the car on the side of the road.
Leaned over and pinched her chin fiercely with his hand, "Okay, since you said that you are a plaything, then you should have the consciousness of a plaything, and think about how to please your master first." ”
Hearing the word please, he came out of the Civil Affairs Bureau, and finally had a crack on his calm face, and looked at him in disbelief, "Shen Zhixing, are you crazy?" I'm still pregnant with my baby. ”
"So what, or do you think a plaything deserves to have my child?"
successfully made Xu Qingyan's face pretend to be calm and collapsed, but Shen Zhixing's heart was also like being cut by a knife, dull pain.
The sadness in Xu Qingyan's eyes was enough to drown him out, he turned his head away, pretended to turn a blind eye, and restarted the car.
Xu Qingyan always thought that Shen Zhixing would get a certificate with him because of the child in his womb, and he would even kick his biological mother far away after the child was born.
But even if he thought about a thousand or ten thousand results, she never thought of it.
He never liked the arrival of this child.
So why did he bring her back, and in what other ways did he want to torture her?
When he arrived at the house, Xu Qingyan was still in a daze.
Shen Zhixing stopped the car, his voice was cold without a trace of intonation fluctuations, "Get out of the car." ”
The voice was like a snake that spit out its core, pulling Xu Qingyan back from his thoughts.
She hurriedly began to unbuckle her seat belt, but the more anxious she was, the more she couldn't undo it.
Shen Zhixing leaned over, and as soon as he stretched out his hand, he saw Xu Qingyan reflexively protecting his stomach.
His hand froze in mid-air for a few seconds before he opened the safety belt for her.
Xu Qingyan opened the car door and left as if he had fled.
Shen Zhixing looked at her fleeing back, the irritability in his heart was incomprehensible, and he pulled the dark compartment on the car, and there was a royal blue velvet box lying quietly inside, which was opened, and a pair of diamond rings shone brightly inside.
He smiled self-deprecatingly and threw the box back.
Then I parked the car and went back to the house.
When it was time to eat, there was no movement upstairs, Shen Zhixing frowned involuntarily and asked, "What about her?" ”
Liu's mother, who was serving food, walked out and whispered, "Miss Su said that she was not feeling well, so she won't come down to eat." ”
"Then let her go hungry."
Shen Zhixing was a little indifferent, and after moving a few chopsticks, he stood up, "There are still things in the company, I'll go over and deal with them first." Probably won't be back tonight. ”
"Yes, young master."
Before going out, he glanced upstairs, and his eyes wanted to stare the door out of a hole, his face was even deeper and scary, and then he said to Liu's mother next to her, "Give her something to digest and eat, and you can't starve the child in your stomach." ”
"It's the young master."
When Liu's mother went upstairs, Xu Qingyan was sitting on the recliner on the balcony, she was holding her stomach with one hand, her expression was a little dumbfounded, and she didn't know what she was thinking.
"Miss Xu, it's time to eat. Here's the custard I made today, you try a little. ”
"He's gone?" Xu Qingyan asked abruptly, she was obviously watching him drive away just now.
But for peace of mind, I want to check again.
"Well, the young master is gone, before leaving, he was afraid that Miss Xu would be hungry and hungry, so he specially asked me to send some food."
"Is he afraid?"
After listening to his mother's words, Xu Qingyan muttered to herself, and her hand couldn't help but caress her slightly bulging belly, "Mother Liu, you said, he is looking forward to this child, right?" ”
"Of course, who is a father who doesn't want to see his child born."
"Yes, the father who has a child there will hate the child......"
He will only hate the mother of the child.
Sure enough, this is fate, she can't escape the shackles that she can't break free.
Maybe because of pregnancy, she is now a little sensitive, and she has some cup bow and snake shadows.
She didn't want to fight with Shen Zhixing anymore, she just wanted to give birth to the child safe and sound.
Therefore, in the future, she will listen to Shen Zhixing's words.
She'll be well-behaved too.
At night, Xu Qingyan went to bed early, and she seemed to have a long and lengthy dream.
In the dream, a fat doll beckoned to her, calling out to her intimately, Mommy.
But a huge wave came and swept the little doll away, and then Shen Zhixing didn't know where to get out, he looked at her with a cruel smile, "I want to separate your flesh and bones, this is the best punishment for your disobedience." ”
"Don't, I'm obedient, I'm obedient, please, give me back the child, please......"
She cried and shouted to get the child back, but she drifted away and could only cry helplessly.
Shen Zhixing stood at the head of the bed, and the dim night light fell on his body, feeling a little warm.
He bent down and looked at Xu Qingyan, tears slowly sliding down the corners of her eyes, drop by drop, like a crystal diamond, with a heartbreaking beauty.
Even in her sleep, she was still not happy.
With a faint sigh, Shen Zhixing bent down and slowly leaned over to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes.
A hand rested on her slightly bulging lower abdomen, feeling the warmth.
Inside was a little life connected to his blood, which was a wonderful feeling and made him a little excited.
As if sensing his arrival, Xu Qingyan frowned slightly, turned over, and dodged his hand.
Shen Zhixing smiled bitterly, even in her sleep, she still liked to avoid her.
Closing the door, afraid of waking her, he tiptoed out, but at the turn of the corridor, he saw a person.
With his back to him, in a wheelchair.
Her face was hidden in the darkness, and her whole person was a little eerie.
Hearing his movements, he turned his head and looked at him coldly, "Brother, what are you doing in her room?" ”
"It's so late, you haven't slept yet, I'll push you to sleep."
Shen Zhixing pushed Shen Zhiwei's wheelchair and walked to the door of the room step by step.
"Brother, I want to be like a normal person, I can run, jump, walk, and wear beautiful skirts and shoes......"
Then there was a pause, and his tone was full of sadness, "But these have become illusions, and they can no longer be realized." ”