Besides, Lu Qun's family is also an ordinary working family, and when it comes to family harmony, it is estimated that it is 108,000 miles away from ordinary families. Since he was a child, Lu Qun has never seen his parents have any intimacy in front of him.

So far, the most profound scene in Lu Qun's memory is that on his sixth grade birthday, his parents rarely rested to celebrate his birthday. But for some reason, there was a sudden quarrel. What did the things at home fall on, how ugly they sounded and how they scolded, and finally the mobile phone was so angry that it broke in half (folding machine) and fell to the ground.

Lu Qun sat silently at the dining table, eating cake alone. After the quarrel, Dad slammed the door and went out, and Mom locked herself in the house and wept.

At this time, his cake was also eaten.

That night, Lu Qun proposed that in order to relieve the mood, the three of them went to K songs together.

Xiaodong and Okawa looked at the waitress girl's sweet smile, and their eyes were a little straight. Sitting in the private room, Lu Qun gave each of them a brain jump, and scolded them for being useless.

"Me, I haven't had a girlfriend since I'm so old! Let's see if it's not okay! ”

"Me too...... Lu Qun, what about you? ”

A faint smile with a hint of sadness suddenly appeared in Lu Qun's mind, and he shook his head irritably, did not answer, and asked Dachuan to sing.

held hands with her, but because of his self-esteem, he made jokes that he shouldn't have made and made people cry aggrievedly......

Lu Qun clenched his fists tightly and hit his head hard. Why is this embarrassing memory, the more I want to forget, the more I get carried away and swing around with him?

Dachuan took the lead and actually named "the most dazzling national style".

Lu Qun and Xiaodong shrank into the corner and covered their ears, looking at Dachuan who was walking in horror and roaring loudly. It's like seeing Godzilla.

"You are the most beautiful cloud in my heart, hey! Let me keep you with all my heart...... Hey! Hey! Singing the most dazzling national style leisurely, it is the most beautiful posture in the whole sky!! ”

The last word "state", Dachuan couldn't roar at all, Lu Qun looked confused, and almost thought that he had seen the legendary black voice.

The three of them drank beer for a while, and then changed to Lu Qun to sing. Since Dachuan has already opened a cliché, Lu Qun hesitated for a moment and clicked on the first Yusheng's "sea".

"If the sea can exchange true love, let me wait for it all my life...... If you are no longer nostalgic for the past, let it ...... Drift away with the wind......"

The breath is steady, and there is a little trill. Lu Qun learned from the appearance of a singer and sang it seriously. He sang well, of course, not as professional, but he was in the middle of the class at the time.

Turning to look at the two of them, they thought they would see the eyes of adoration, who knew that Dachuan opened his legs widely, with a look of disdain, and said: "It's too sissy, change me!" Watch me sing an exclamation point! ”

Then, there is no then. Lu Qun didn't cover his ears anymore, so he settled into the same expression, silently drinking draft beer, listening to the demonic "leaning ......" echoing throughout the private room

I drank enough, and I sang dumbly. Xiaodong and Lu Qun pulled Da Chuan, who was going to sing again, and planned to go back.

Who knew that Dong suddenly said to Lu Qun: "Lu Qun, have you heard that the social APP with a girl is very popular recently?" ”

"I don't know, you want to try?"

“…… Hey, I'm going back to sleep......"

Dachuan actually vomited, and the two had to carry him back to the dormitory.

Xiaodong's family is poor, and the mobile phone is still a 2G clamshell machine. Recently, the elderly in big cities seem to be using smart phones for the elderly. But he thought about it, a college student using an elderly smart phone, it is estimated that it is not as good as this clamshell to have face. Someone asked about the flip cover, at least it can be said that it is its own retro, elderly smart phone, and there is no other reason except to be poor. So Lu Qun didn't say much to Xiaodong.

The Apple 6 in Lu Qun's hand was actually bought for him by his parents when they saw that he was admitted to the key one.

The two went to the park to sit, and Lu Qun was blowing the wind on the side, watching Xiaodong take his mobile phone and get off the APP for a while.

Suddenly, Xiaodong picked up his mobile phone, made a scissor hand and took a photo with a cute appearance.

"I want to be beaten up." Lu Qun raised his fist.

"Don't, I'm sending a photo with a girl, I'm about to hook up, and I'm asking for a photo."

Lu Qun exclaimed: "Really? Is it so easy. You didn't pay with my phone, did you? Don't be some kind of fabulous beauty chat room or anything like that. ”

After a while, Lu Qun's phone actually rang, and Xiaodong picked it up with excitement on his face, and said something softly to the other party. Lu Qun only faintly heard the other party's rather greasy call of one brother after another, and couldn't help frowning.

"Xiaodong, what are you doing?"

Xiaodong returned the phone to her, and Lu Qun saw that the software had been deleted by this kid.

He smiled and said, "I, I've made an appointment!" People are willing to discuss philosophy with me! ”

Lu Qun almost fell off his head, glared and said, "No, why?" ”

She ...... It seems to like a virgin. Xiaodong said with some squirming, and then immediately ran away like his butt was on fire.

"Hey! You're not coming back tonight? ”

"Open the room! What to pay back! Remember to ask Okawa to report my name tomorrow morning! ”

Another advantage of Lu Qun's university is that he doesn't turn off the electricity overnight and doesn't go to bed.

Lu Qun turned on his mobile phone and saw the photo of Xiaodong pouting in the photo, and a faint feeling of uneasiness arose in his heart.

"Forget it, I shouldn't be unlucky enough to be jumped by the immortals and cut off my kidney......

Looking at the night sky, Lu Qun remembered when he had just sung. Until the end of the song, he had been thinking about his first love.

happily dated for three years, but said that if you go abroad, you will go abroad, and you will not take away a cloud. This should be regarded as the first helplessness from reality that Lu Qun has experienced.

However, after almost 4 years, whenever Lu Qun thinks of her, he feels more guilty and sighs than he complained about when he was a freshman in high school.

"Why can't you forget your self-esteem in the first place, be more honest, and be more gentle with her......

Perhaps, the first love was young and helpless - chicken soup said so, but Lu Qun disagreed. It's all an excuse, she was not as good and mature as her at the beginning. It's as simple as that.

Instead of drinking the self-deceiving Meng Po soup, it is better to remember the pain and remember not to repeat the same mistakes next time.

Lu Qun thought, looked at the intimate and affectionate couples around him, smiled self-deprecatingly, and walked back to the dormitory.

What's the use of thinking so much? It's all started and there's no going back. Although, perhaps, in the eyes of others, it was an incomparably enviable four years of college life......

"It's good to read the siege again another day, I miss it a lot......"

A few days later, on a cold afternoon, Lu Qun was called to the office by the director of the outer courtyard and severely criticized. Lu Qun lowered his head and listened silently, without squeaking.

It turned out that the tall guard of the chemical institute who fought with him that day was the child of the principal's relative. This time, he directly reported Lu Qun to the principal.

The director gave him a big demerit. If there is a next time, it will basically be a withdrawal process.

The class guide was a gentle female teacher with glasses, she looked at Lu Qun who came out worriedly, and said, "Don't do it again next time." There's nothing to talk about between classmates, there's no need to fight, right? ”

Lu Qun was very helpless, walked out of the office building, looked at the young men and women exuding vitality, and sighed deeply.

Once again, he felt completely out of place in this university. But what made him most powerless was that because he didn't have nostalgia, he couldn't even feel a trace of unwillingness.

"When is it a head......

In the past few days, Lu Qun has been very moist. Maybe it was stimulated by Xiaodong, Lu Qun and Shen Yu, a girl in the same class that he liked quite a lot, confessed as soon as their heads were hot.

He didn't know why he confessed to someone at the stage when he just had a good feeling. As the saying goes, rabbits don't eat the grass next to the nest, in case they break up, look down and don't look up, how embarrassing.

Shen Yu is a girl with smooth hair and flowing black hair. She has always been very quiet, and Lu Qun felt that if she was in the library, brushing the hair around her ears and sitting quietly by the window to read, it would definitely be a very beautiful landscape.

Shen Yu's big eyes looked at Lu Qun quietly with a nervous face, and he actually agreed to him with a gentle smile. The reason is still unclear to Lu Qun, but after three days of dating, nothing wrong has happened.

But on the other hand, the two have not made any further progress. This also made Lu Qun a little overwhelmed.

After dating Shen Yu, Lu Qun did not deliberately hide it from his fox friends and dog friends.

What is a college boys' dormitory? It is the most powerful gathering point for FFF groups in the country. If anyone dares to have a girlfriend, he will hide a few brothers and pull them out directly to roast suckling pig. Hanging it up and pumping your ass with a stinky insole is considered light.

Lu Qun knew each other very well, and generously showed a few selfies of Shen Yu and his friends to his roommates, and swore that he would definitely introduce Shen Yu's girlfriends to them as long as he had the opportunity. So he was loved by his roommates. But Xiaodong was more miserable, going out to open a room with his sister at first covered up, and finally asked Lao Hei to find someone to directly grab his hands and feet, tickling until tears, snot, and saliva flowed out.

According to Lu Qun, who sat obediently on the side and observed silently, it should have leaked some urine......

But things changed soon after. One day, Lu Qun made an appointment with Shen Yu, walked with her in the playground after evening self-study, and bought two cups of milk tea while drinking and chatting.

Shen Yu dressed very casually, and her long hair was simply tied to one side, which was very virtuous. On top is a gray loose short-sleeved shirt with black shoulder straps. Underneath is a short red high-waisted skirt with white flip-flops on her feet.

Lu Qun tentatively grabbed her hand. The fingers are slender, and the palms are dry and warm. She shook it back softly and quietly, her fingers clasped. The two of them slowly walked around the playground. Occasionally, people from the sports team jogged past them, and a few mischievous ones whistled.

"Lu Qun, I don't think you come to class much."

"I'm not interested, I can't lift my energy."

"You don't like Japanese?" Shen Yu seemed to smile lightly.

"Sort of, but it's not that I have any opinion about the Japanese language, it's a little bit else."

"The teacher praised you for your pronunciation. Can you tell me why? ”

Lu Qun thought about it, but still answered truthfully.

"I want to do something else, I like books."

"In other words, you want to be a writer or something?"

“…… Almost. ”

"I can't see it. Your first impression is scary. ”

"Really?"

"Hmm. A lot of girls in the class said that. ”

Tired of walking, he sat on the bench, and this time he looked at the little couples around him, and Lu Qun suddenly felt a sense of pride. I'm also a person who has a girlfriend.

In my mind, a scene from junior high school suddenly flashed. Seeing Shen Yu sit down quietly first, Lu Qun hesitated and sat down next to her.

Shen Yu glanced at him, smiled and didn't say anything. The body leaned slightly towards him and took the initiative to take his hand.

Some details are proactive, and girls seem to really attach great importance to them. At least, he should have done the right thing this time.