Is this what Buddhists often call karma? Su Wan whimpered a few times in pain, and the sadness in her heart became more and more intense. If this is really the case, then she would rather not have this life that she picked up for nothing, it is too painful, it is even more unacceptable than dying directly.

It would be nice if it was me who was injured at that time, and if it was I who lost my memory.

Just as Su Wan lowered her head and cried, the door of her room was suddenly opened silently.

The bright moonlight outside the door suddenly poured in, instantly illuminating the area in front of the door, and Su Wan, who was sitting on the ground crying. That kind of scene made Xiao Mochen's heart hurt all of a sudden.

I remember when I was young, Xiao Mochen was bullied by the prince and others in the palace, and he would run back to the room and cry alone. Whenever this happens, his mother would telepathically look for herself, push open the door, and take the fragile little one into her arms.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Su Wan raised her head in a daze, and when she saw Xiao Mochen standing outside the door, she was even more frightened and stepped back.

The cold moonlight shrouded Xiao Mochen's surroundings, setting him off like an immortal outside the sky, sacred and not stained with the slightest earthly atmosphere.

"Why are you sitting on the ground, isn't it cold?" Xiao Mochen hesitated for a moment, and he could only think of this friendly sentence when he searched his stomach. After losing his memory for so many years, he did forget all the ways to please girls, because those were learned after knowing Su Wan.

Su Wan was stunned for a moment, as if she doubted her ears, and raised an incredible smile and said, "Cold? Do you think there is anything colder than your attitude towards me? ”

Xiao Mochen was speechless for a while, looking at Su Wan on the ground, as if looking at a stubborn and difficult little beast, he helplessly lowered his body, stretched out his hand to her and said, "Let's get up first, okay?" ”

"I don't want to get up!" Su Wan was angry, his face was slightly red because of anger, he looked at Xiao Mochen and said, "What do you think of me?" A doll that comes and goes when it is called? Didn't you just say that you were going to send me to the Zongren Mansion? Why are you doing this to me now? ”

Su Wan didn't know why her mood had changed so quickly, she was obviously still recalling the bits and pieces with Xiao Mochen softly before, and when she saw him appear in front of her in a blink of an eye, she was instantly ignited by the dynamite bag that ignited her emotions.

After all, the pain of being doubted and snubbed by a loved one cannot be resolved by self-comfort.

The current Xiao Mochen is actually not used to bargaining with girls, seeing that Su Wan is unwilling to cooperate with him, he had to squat down helplessly, keep his eyes level with Su Wan, look at her and say: "I came to ask you a few questions, I hope you can tell me truthfully." ”

"I'd rather say, will your old man believe it?" Su Wan smiled mockingly, raised her eyebrows and said, "You are willing to believe that a woman who is still in perfect shape has lost a child because of my intrigues, I am afraid that in your current state, I will not be able to listen to what I say at all." ”

These words were like a heavy hammer, accurately hitting the place in Xiao Mochen's heart that was already full of doubts, but this way of speaking was unacceptable to him, and it also made him feel a little more frustrated.

Xiao Mochen rubbed his eyebrows and asked slowly, "Have you always been so sharp?" You used to talk to me like that? ”

Su Wanpi pulled the corners of his mouth with a smile, turned his head sideways and said, "If I let you retreat just now, I'm afraid that I will make you even more frightened in the past." ”

"Oh? Is it so scary? Xiao Mochen looked at Su Wan with a complicated expression, it was the first time he heard a girl describe herself in such language, and said with interest: "That's right, can I ask you how I got along with you in the past?" ”

The reason why Xiao Mochen was willing to unload his heart and come to ask Su Wan about the past of the two of them was all due to Gu Zeyang's psychological counseling for him. He also felt that he should give himself a chance, so that it would be fairer to both him and Su Wan.

Hearing Xiao Mochen ask such a question, Su Wan raised his head and looked at him with some distrust, and asked meaningfully, "Before you ask me, can you answer me a question first?" ”

"But it doesn't hurt to say it." Xiao Mochen agreed extremely happily.

"Why did you come to me to ask these things?" Su Wan obviously still had tears on his face, but at this moment, he pretended to be calm and said lightly, "I don't think you will wake up for no reason." ”

Xiao Mochen was a little surprised, even he had to admire Su Wan's keen way of looking at things at this moment.

Since Su Wan had already asked a question, Xiao Mochen did not hide it, and said bluntly: "I saw a picture scroll in my study, which I painted for you in the past. ”

"Painting? Haven't the paintings in those dark rooms been burned by Fu Yanran a long time ago? Su Wan's tone was full of mockery, and said: "If she knows that there are still fish that have slipped through the net, I'm afraid my nose will be crooked." ”

For the news that Su Wan blurted out, Xiao Mochen was even more surprised to the point of being overwhelmed. The dark room in the study was secretly built by him after he got the mansion, and even Gu Wu didn't know about its existence and how to enter it.

According to Su Wan, she not only knew about the existence of the dark room, but also pointed out that the dark room was once full of pictures he made for her? What's more, those picture scrolls were all destroyed by Fu Yanran?

"It's true that the painting isn't in the darkroom." Xiao Mochen looked at Su Wan with a complicated expression, and said slowly: "It was put away by me in a particularly hidden painting box, and I just stumbled upon it." ”

"Oh, that's no wonder." Su Wan nodded thoughtfully, and said coldly: "Xiao Mochen, you really never disappoint, I told you a thousand words and you didn't believe it, but you were shaken by a painting in your past?" ”

"I could see the unusual emotion of that painting, so I wanted to know what had happened in the past." Xiao Mochen looked at Su Wan with a serious face and said, "You are the only one who was drawn by me and included in that painting box, this must have a special meaning to me." ”

"What's the special significance? You should ask yourself, how do I know? Su Wan laughed angrily, struggled to get up from the ground, and said deliberately: "Maybe you hate me very much?" So you want to record how ugly I looked? ”

Xiao Mochen then stood up from the ground, shook his head and said, "There is emotion in that portrait, a kind of ...... Now I can't understand the feelings. ”

Hearing Xiao Mochen's answer, Su Wan was stunned for a moment, and her heart was greatly touched - yes, those past emotions, how can Xiao Mochen remember them now? Even if he tried his best to tell him everything, he might not be able to appreciate the emotional changes in the special environment at that time, right?

Moreover, the first experience of their encounter cannot be called a romance.

Su Wan bit her pale lower lip, and thought with some dejection, did she want her to tell Xiao Mochen that when they met for the first time, he thought she was an assassin female killer who almost took her life?

All the past disappeared with the disappearance of Xiao Mochen's memory; Those vivid pictures have finally become Su Wan's one-man show.

Thinking of this, Su Wan's originally stubborn expression gradually calmed down, she crossed Xiao Mochen's shoulder, looked at the clear moonlight outside the door, and felt that her mood was slightly broadened.

If she could have discovered that she had long been in love with Xiao Mochen earlier, then the two of them should have been able to achieve happy happiness in advance and not fall to today. "Let's go, Xiao Mochen." Su Wan turned around calmly and said lightly: "Thank you for finding that painting, which let me know how happy it was to be loved in the past, enough to dilute my pain now." ”

Xiao Mochen stood in place, didn't move for a while, just asked in a calm tone, "Is this the answer you want to give me?" ”

Before coming here, Xiao Mochen had imagined many kinds of results of his conversation with Su Wan, but he didn't expect that this girl, who was always desperate to explain the truth to herself, suddenly turned around, unwilling to say another word to herself.

"Yes." Su Wan turned his back to Xiao Mochen and said word by word: "It's late, I'm tired, I'm going to rest." ”

As he spoke, Su Wan lifted her gorgeous skirt and walked slowly towards the inner room with elegant but slow steps. How she hoped that Xiao Mochen could suddenly rush up and hug her, even if it was to say something to save her.

But Xiao Mochen didn't do anything, he just stood quietly outside the door, watching Su Wan's thin back gradually disappear into the darkness.

The breeze blew up a strand of hair on Xiao Mochen's forehead, and he slowly raised his head to look at the night sky, raising a bitter smile.

This sudden breeze blew all the way forward, into the heavily guarded court, blowing the palace bells, and in this lonely night, the ethereal sound was infinitely amplified and lengthened.

After coming out of the Heart Cultivation Palace, Su Jin put on the hat of the cloak, his heart beat fast, and a sultry blush flashed on his face.

Although the old emperor showed the idea of wanting to stay with Su Jin overnight, she prevaricated with "to prevent the Queen Mother from finding out tomorrow morning, so she needs to go back early". In fact, what she is going to in a hurry now is the three-watch appointment she dreamed of.

During these days, as long as Su Jin thought of the handsome face of the third prince, she was so excited that she couldn't sleep all night, after all, she was just a nineteen-year-old Fanghua girl, full of tenderness, and couldn't wait to find someone to place her admiration on.

Bai Yan, who has admired since childhood, has never put himself in his eyes, and the old emperor who has entrusted her for life by mistake only regards her as a delicate toy and a hard eyeliner.

A woman's good years are very short, and if she doesn't seek a way to break through, she will not be loved for the rest of her life.

The long palace road stretched into the distance, seemingly forever boundless, and Su Jinmai hurriedly walked on it, as if she was fighting against time, frantically plundering everything she could get.

Su Jin soon arrived at the place she had agreed with the third prince, she carefully fiddled with the windswept hair ornament, and stood in place with joy on her face and waited quietly.

Minutes and seconds passed, but there was no sound of expected footsteps. Su Jin was a little puzzled, she repeatedly recalled in her brain whether it was today, whether it was this place, whether it was not the hour yet...... However, when the eunuch who played the watch had already played the gongs and drums of the fourth watch, she still didn't wait for the person she wanted to wait.

What's going on? Su Jin paced back and forth anxiously a few times, and her beautiful eyebrows twisted into a stubborn little pimple.

Seeing that the sky is about to dawn, in another half an hour, all the palace people will have to get up in the morning to prepare for the day's work, and at that time, if Su Jin is found waiting here alone, it will inevitably cause rumors.

Su Jin closed her eyes slightly, and secretly decided in her heart that she would wait a little longer, if the third prince hadn't come yet, she would leave before the palace people got up.

"Isn't this Mama Li? Why did you wake up so early today? ”

Suddenly, the voice of a eunuch with a flattering tone came from the corner in front of him, Su Jin trembled, and hurriedly took advantage of the still not bright sky to run to the side of the ancient well of the locust tree and hid.

"I got up early today, and I was going to leave for the Tai Hospital to get some herbs for the Queen Mother." Mama Li walked over with a smile and a little eunuch, and the two seemed to have a good relationship.

"Doesn't the Queen Mother have her own pharmacy? Why do you want to pick up medicine again? The little eunuch tilted his head a little puzzled and asked.

"The queen mother's prescription must be presented to the emperor every day." Mama Li hesitated for a moment, looked at the surroundings and saw that there was no one else, and then said to her henchman eunuch: "The Queen Mother doesn't want the emperor to know that her illness has reached the end of her life and she needs to increase the dose, so she didn't send me to the Imperial Hospital to get the medicine secretly." ”

"The medicine in the Tai Hospital is a bad debt, the head of the hospital is Princess Chen, who is not supervised in the palace all the year round, and those imperial doctors do whatever they want." The little eunuch nodded suddenly in realization, and said with a wicked smile: "I didn't expect that even the Queen Mother would have to take advantage of this void." ”

Mama Li slapped the little eunuch's head a little angrily, sighed and said, "The Queen Mother just doesn't want the emperor to worry about her condition, and you are not allowed to talk about this matter!" ”

"Yes, yes, don't worry!" The little eunuch hurriedly responded and left with Mama Li talking and laughing.

After making sure that they had gone far, Su Jin leaned out from the ancient well where he had been hiding for a long time, and patted his chest with palpitations. If it weren't for such a coincidence, she would have been discovered, and she would have been even more indefensible at that time.

However, through the conversation between the two, Su Jin also discovered that the Queen Mother, who looked extremely tough, had actually reached the point of being in her last years, and the old emperor didn't know about it at all.

Su Jin pondered in her heart, she now lives in Cining Palace, if the old emperor knows about this, she will definitely add many extra tasks to her, so she decided not to tell the old emperor the news for the time being.

The sky was about to break, and she had no chance to wait, although she was annoyed and unwilling in her heart, Su Jin still walked back to Cining Palace helplessly. Take a hundred plating to read the latest chapter of "The Runaway Princess is Very Easy Claw Book House" for free for the first time.