Why did you give birth to me?

Wen Xiangliu's words made Chu Wanning's eyes suddenly burst with a layer of damp moisture.

A little child, standing one meter away from her, but it seems to be standing on the edge of an abyss, and she only needs to take one more step forward, and she will be doomed.

Chu Wanning felt flustered.

There is no light in Wen Xiangliu's eyes, they are dark and dull, inheriting Wen Fengmian's eyes, which are calm like a black hole that can devour everything.

Why did you give birth to him?

Chu Wanning tried to think about her mood on the day she made her choice.

She actually can't remember it very clearly, after all, almost ten years have passed, but the days of Wen Xiangliu are getting warmer and warmer day by day.

The dark and cold years have softened a little because of his presence.

If she were allowed to go back in time, she would still make the same choice.

She is selfish, because she knows that without Wen Xiangliu, she would not have survived for nearly ten years.

He was never her mistake, he was her life.

"Because Mommy needs you." Chu Wanning said in a low voice.

Wen Xiangliu's dark eyes twitched, and he raised his head to look at the woman not far away.

As soon as he saw her, he felt the little heart in his chest feel very uncomfortable.

Some are sore, some are swollen, and some are painful.

He lowered his head and rubbed his chest with his cold little hands, and the voice belonging to a child was crisp and hoarse: "You lied—"

"You're Mommy's baby." Chu Wanning's voice was lowered, she couldn't describe her love for him for a while, she hesitated for a while, her eyes became redder, "Mom really didn't think about lying to you-"

"But they say, you gave birth to me because you were with him." Wen Xiangliu pursed her lips lightly, her delicate snow-white little face looked a little stubborn, "They all said that you like him, and you gave birth to me in order to separate ginger wine and him." And, you did succeed. ”

In the Wen family's manor, when his identity was revealed, even if he didn't listen to anything, the rumors also reached his ears.

He was Chu Wanning in order to break up Wen Xili and Jiang Jiu's pretense, he gave birth to him just to be with Wen Xili, he was a child that no one loved.

"You don't like me at all." Wen Xiangliu's small voice couldn't help choking, he was still too small to maintain his indifference, he felt wronged, and complained to Chu Wanning in a low voice, "You know why that person hates me, but you don't tell me that he is not my father, you are just for yourself, why are you so selfish!" ”

Chu Wanning's tears were about to fall.

She shook her head and denied, "No. ”

"Xiaoyanagi, mom can't say it. If Mom says it, Mom won't even have a chance to give birth to you...... Mom is sorry for many people and sorry for you, but Mom really loves you. Don't hate mom, okay? ”

Wen Xiangliu couldn't help but shed tears when she saw her crying. He raised his hand, stubbornly wiped away his tears, and asked Chu Wanning: "Why didn't you tell me that the teacher is my father?" If you had said it earlier, I'd have been, I wouldn't have him off all the time......"

"......" Chu Wanning was quiet for a while, she didn't know when Wen Xiangliu would understand that the person who made him alone in the Wen family now was his favorite teacher.

She hoped he wouldn't understand for the rest of his life.

Wen Fengmian may love him, but in the end, the person he loves the most is still his younger brother.

Even Wen Xiangliu didn't get a trace of his favoritism.

Wen Xiangliu lowered his head and cried quietly for a while. Chu Wanning's words were unknown, but they still relieved his little heart a lot.

He has always felt that he has been abandoned by the whole world, but if Chu Wanning says that he likes him, then he is not alone, right? Think

Chu Wanning walked over and squatted down lightly in front of him.

Wen Xiangliu raised his head and looked at her with red eyes.

"Is Koyanagi still going to London?"

Wen Xiangliu pursed her lips, "I'm going." ”

This was no place for him to stay.

Chu Wanning nodded, stretched out her hand, and gently wiped the corners of the child's soft eyes with her fingertips, and she said softly: "Mom has always asked you to study before, it's not that Mom is too strict, Mom is afraid that one day Xiaoliu will grow up, and there will be no place for Xiaoliu in this world." ”

"Mom hopes that Koyanagi can become very good in the future. Mom...... is a useless person, and the proudest thing in this life is to give birth to Xiaoyanagi. ”

A layer of moisture appeared in Wen Xiangliu's eyes, he pursed his lips, his little face looked a little stubborn, and he wanted to cry or not.

He was still too young to understand many things, but her voice sounded gentle, just like he remembered, those who used to dote on him unconditionally had changed, even Mrs. Wen had changed, only the woman in front of her was still gentle.

He was too scared to change.

He didn't understand why life had become like that overnight, adults were like monsters, hiding in the shadows and looking at him, he felt danger.

The instinct to survive made him try to escape.

"Mom."

Wen Xiangliu moved his lips, and called out this title with some grievances, I don't know why, these two words have been said, and I can't help but want to cry.

"They don't love me anymore," he said. ”

"Mommy loves you." Chu Wanning stretched out her hand and hugged his small thin body tightly, "Mom likes Xiaoliu the most." ”

"Can't Mom come with me?"

Chu Wanning's body stiffened for a moment, she let go of him, slowly raised her head to look at him, and then shook her head gently with red eyes.

Wen Xiangliu: "Don't you like me the most?" Are you lying to me again? ”

He finally mustered up the courage and hoped that Chu Wanning could also go to London with him, but he didn't expect to be rejected by her.

He was sad all at once.

"Mom can't live with Koyanagi anymore." Chu Wanning muttered softly, almost crying, "Xiaoliu...... If you want, you can develop in London, and Mom will be glad to see you from afar. ”

Wen Xiangliu's eyes were red, angry and aggrieved, struggling to break free from her arms: "You lie again!" ”

Chu Wanning hugged him tightly and called his name in a low voice: "Xiaoliu, Xiaoliu......"

Her voice sounded too sad, and Wen Xiangliu gradually quieted down in her arms, and he felt a warm liquid dripping from his neck, and he was at a loss.

"Mom made an unforgivable mistake...... This is his punishment for our mother and son. ”

"Who is he?"

Chu Wanning shook her head and kissed the child's warm cheek, "That person is no longer there." ”

The man was gone.

But his hatred remains.

He wanted her to remember his existence for the rest of her life, and live in his hatred for the rest of her life.