This time I entered the illusion to see the truth clearly, to see the ins and outs of the matter, and to solve my worries, because this time, the key, leaving, and the rest of the matter are all solved.

Even the matter of the abbot Xiandao and the three monsters has been solved.

I have one thing left, and that is to enter the memorial, because only in this way can I really leave alive, and I will be more relieved and more comfortable.

Although there are still many questions, such as the origin of the three monsters of the abbot Xiandao, and how the descendants of the demon clan entered the overseas immortal island, these Chen Tuan patriarchs did not say.

But it doesn't make sense to me anymore, because nothing is more important than letting me relax and liberate myself.

I want to live.

At this time, the patriarch of Chen Tuan asked me happily, "The illusion I showed you this time, let you incarnate Zhuo Bufan, is to let you see the ins and outs of these things, in order to solve the doubts in your heart, what you want to do, you already know in your heart, so in the next step, I will let you feel the suffering of the world, the joys and sorrows of the world, the birth, old age, sickness and death of the world, everything in the world, because only through experience will you become stronger, without experience is not good, you have to understand, what is on your shoulders." ”

"Yes, Master, the apprentice knows."

I sit cross-legged, I don't think about it, I don't think about it, I don't get angry, I empty myself, because everything is done, but there is only one thing that I haven't done well, and that is my realm, and I want to enter the memorial.

I couldn't stop for a moment, because I was shouldering thousands of years of waiting and expectation for the ama, so I immediately sat cross-legged and nodded at Master, "Master, come on, let's continue." "As soon as I saw my eyes, the lights flickered and I entered the next world and continued my experience.

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When I came out of the illusion for the seventh time, I completely understood Master's intentions, and why I couldn't reach it for years, ten years, decades, or even a lifetime.

Because that is an extremely great requirement for the state of mind, if a person has not experienced so much love and hate, has not experienced so many life and death parting, has not experienced so many life and cold, it is impossible to have such a state of mind.

Even if the ability is reached, it is still a dragon brother in the air, and it is impossible to enter the souvenir and improve himself.

So what Master did was to make up for me, to make me feel in advance, to compress my life, and that most of the other things I have experienced in the past seven times have been life and death.

For the first time, I saw that human life was like a mustard in troubled times, experienced the impermanence of fate, and then experienced wars, plagues, and slaughters of foreign races, and saw the ultimate life and death.

What is called corpses and bones like mountains, what is called mourning all over the wilderness, what is called Zhumen wine and meat stinky road with frozen bones, what is called killing people like hemp, what is called people are knives and I am fish and meat.

It taught me a deep lesson and that of my heart.

I also slowly found the knot in my heart, that is, I am afraid of death, I am too afraid of death, I do all this because I am afraid of death, I am afraid that when the time comes, I will die in the year of premature death.

This is my heart knot, this is my heart demon.

I do all this for this.

When I experienced all this, I saw the slaughter of the Mongol army, the death of the plague and the death of the next village, and the tragic situation of the common people under the floods and locust disasters.

I have a new understanding of human life, human life is too fragile, too weak, a person in front of himself to say no is gone, said death is dead.

It's amazing and shocking.

"Under certain conditions, people are no different from pigs and dogs. The Taoist saying that heaven and earth are unkind to all things as dogs, not for no reason, people are pigs and dogs, and they are ants. ”

I sighed in my heart.

I have seen too much life and death, and I am not surprised, not only numb to the life and death of others, but also my own life and death.

Heart knots and inner demons also appeared.

I have reached the point of self-forgetfulness, and if I want to transcend self-forgetfulness, I have to see through the word life and death, although at this time, I have seen too many people's deaths, seen too many people's tribulations, and have a new understanding of death, which is the destination of all people.

I looked down on it, I saw it, but I was still entangled in my heart, struggling in my heart, and I was extremely reluctant to let go.

But I already know the heart knot and the heart demons, and it can be regarded as a gain, otherwise, no matter how I cultivate, it will be difficult for me to enter the souvenir.

"Life is in the world, the word life and death, except for life and death, there is no big deal."

This is the realm of free and easy people, money, power, wealth, happiness, everything can be seen through, indicating that a person has lived a very realm, but the problem is that few people can see through it.

Living in the world of money, living in the debt of human affection, unable to get out, the whirlpool is in the period, unable to extricate itself, and spending a life in a mess.

I think I've seen through everything, money, power, and desires, and even women are just my emotional ties, not my desires.

This is my true thought at this moment, desire is no longer enough to involve me, not to mention others, power and money are like cow hair in front of me, not worth mentioning.

But the word life and death, I still can't escape, I can't see through, I can't let go.

I laughed there and saw through it, and I completely forgot about myself and entered into the memorial, "Life and death, life and death, life and death." Sentence by sentence.

At the bottom of the Crescent Lake, such an entangled struggle.

Experience the life and death that I have seen in these days and moons, and strive to one day be able to see through it myself, and I can also be reborn, remembering the world, and not caring about life and death.

But that's too hard.

Life and death, life and death, how can you see through it, it is very easy to say that a person is not afraid of death, but if a person really sees through life and death, life and death are the same thing for a person, it is another realm.

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I have been entangled and entangled for so many years, living in a muddy life at the bottom of the lake.

I don't know how long it has been, it seems that three or five months have passed, and it seems that more than ten days have passed.

Anyway, just live like this, comprehend this life and death.

Until one day.

Master Chen brought the ama over.

I stopped thinking and honing this way.

At first glance, the ama at this time became an eight- or nine-year-old child, obviously younger than then, at that time it can be said that it was ten years old, or even eleven or twelve years old, at this time, it was simply a child who had just entered the first or second grade.

I blinked and my eyes were a little dazed, and I remembered that day Master had said that the ama would get smaller and smaller, which meant that she was getting older and older.

Qinglong hurt her a lot, she was hit hard, and she became old again, that is, she became smaller, at this time, looking at me, she still showed a faint smile, "Xiao Liangfeng, it seems that you haven't wasted this time in vain." ”

"Don't dare to be careless for a moment, don't dare to relax."

I immediately got up and said hello, "Haena senior, you're polite." "This is an old friend of my ancestors, an old friend, I can't treat it like that, bent down and asked, "What about you, senior, have you recovered?" ”

"I've fully recovered, but I'm smaller."

The sea girl laughed, her voice became more and more immature, she looked at me and said, "I told you about it, okay, okay, that's good, I know your ancestors well, they helped me, I re-entered the underground palace, and I was also sealed by them, originally according to the agreement was sealed for three hundred years, but it seems that something happened in the middle, and I waited until you, and this wait is nearly a hundred years, haha, very good, very good, because you are the one I have to wait for." ”

This is the second time she has said this.

She is waiting for me, and I will take her out of this world and back to the world that belongs to hers.

I thought about it, and I wasn't sure, "Senior, why must you be mine, is it because you have such a long experience, do you know something, can you tell me." ”

"Well, it's very simple, because you are the last Liang family, you will not have descendants, and the Liang family will die after you, so, what I am waiting for is you, you are the last Liang family."