Unsigned Youth Confessions......

The night of the school sports day is a traditional school sports night in the school every year. Everywhere in the school, whether it is the school road or the stadium, there will be all kinds of stalls, as well as a variety of playground spots.

Of course, this is also the only night that our senior students can arrange and splurge freely.

Zihui pulled me up as soon as she had a full dinner in the morning and wandered around the school leisurely. She took my hand and swayed back and forth like a child.

She was bouncing around the school streets, strolling in front of the snack stalls and then in front of the stationery stalls. The dancing hands are not in shape, and the comfortable smile on the face has no trace of fading.

"Ahh It would be so comfortable to be able to do this every night without doing homework! ”

Zihui tilted her head excitedly, closed her eyes, and opened her hands, embracing the ethereal air in front of her.

"It's pretty beautiful to think of!"

I learned the way Liu Pao'er plucked my ears in the afternoon, and jokingly plucked her ears so that she could also be sober.

I didn't have much effort before Zihui cleverly ran away and dodged to the side.

"Lin Mengjin, you are really deeply inherited by Liu Pao'er, and your technique and expression are exactly the same as his!"

Zihui sat down on the rest chair next to the school road, looked at me with a wicked smile, kept shaking her head and clapping her hands.

"Get out!"

I also sat down with Zihui, probably because I was tired of shopping just now and had a crazy time. As soon as Zihui touched the chair, it seemed to grow on it, and she was paralyzed and collapsed.

She leaned back in her chair and rested her head on the back of the chair. I also let my body collapse, and my head touched Zihui.

I closed my eyes and slowed my breathing. Enjoy this moment of tranquility and comfort that belongs to me and Zihui.

I fantasized that when I opened my eyes, everything in front of me would no longer be familiar, that when I opened my eyes, I had escaped from my senior year of high school, and that when I opened my eyes, everything would be as good as I wanted.

But all of this is a fantasy after all, and the cries of the school stalls and the cheers of the playground are echoing in my ears over and over again.

"Hurry up and get admitted to university! That way you won't get too tired. ”

"College will only get more tired, and what the teachers say is just to deceive you good students who love to learn."

Zihui responded to me coldly, she still tilted her head, her eyes full of disdain and helplessness.

"Annoying!"

"What are you two doing?"

Between the sighs of Zihui and me, Yu Wei suddenly poked his head out from behind the chair. I was so frightened that I screamed, fell into Zihui's arms, and hurriedly reached out to pat my frightened heart.

"Hahaha scared you!"

Yu Wei walked around to the front of his chair, and he sat down on the rest of the seat next to me. He grabbed my hand and pulled me back from Zihui's arms, my hair was shaking back and forth, and I was out of shape, and even a few strands of hair were in my mouth, and I was still staring, and I didn't get out of the fright.

"Where are you going to play at night? I'll be with you! ”

He gently stretched out his hand, helped me brush away the broken hair that was stuck to the corners of his mouth, and smiled at me as if he was nothing.

"No, we don't have any plans yet!"

I quickly reached out and pulled all the hair from my ears behind my ears.

I kept my head down shyly, never daring to look him in the eyes, the tenderness in his eyes seemed to have magical power, which could catch people's souls and make people willingly sink into his eyes.

"Then let's go play the game, there seems to be a new game this year, it seems to be a paper draw, right on the basketball court, let's go play!"

Before I could say yes, Yu Wei had already taken my hand and left the chair.

"Eh, you two are waiting for me, I'm so tired!"

Zihui shouted behind me, and it was a long time before she reluctantly got up from the chair and followed me and Yu Wei.

Yu Wei took my wrist all the way and led me to the basketball court. The stadium was already overcrowded, and everyone was waiting in an irregular line, waiting for the game to begin.

There are several desks in the center of the court, and there are several lottery boxes on the desks. The rules of the game are not difficult, and even, in my opinion, a little boring.

That is, several people are in a group, each person has to write a small note, and the note must be written to say what someone in the group wants to say the most, and then everyone puts the note into the lottery box, and the lottery is carried out without signing.

"This game is so boring!"

Zihui's head rested weakly on my shoulder, complaining about the rules of the game in front of her.

"If you don't sign it, the devil knows whose lottery it is!"

"Those who understand will naturally understand if they are drawn."

Yu Wei chuckled and glanced at me, and pulled me to the end of the game line.

"Ahhh Senior, I won your note! This handwriting is definitely yours! ”

A familiar sweet voice came from the front of the line.

I poked my head out of the line and looked ahead curiously.

The person who was playing the game in front of him was really an acquaintance, it was Zhou Jieyi and his good school sister.

"Boring?"

"Senior, why are you writing this on a slip of paper?"

After the school girl glanced at the note, she seemed a little lost. But she still pretended to have a cute smile and shook her long ponytail vigorously in front of Zhou Jieyi.

"It's boring!"

"Then let's go play something else, senior!"

The schoolgirl took advantage of the trend, hugged Zhou Jieyi's arm in her arms, and winked at him her big watery eyes that were forcibly stretched out by beautiful contacts. That coquettish voice made me goosebumps fall to the ground.

I shriveled my mouth in disgust, rolled my eyes at the schoolgirl, and reached out to rub my arms back and forth, trying to smooth the pores that were startled by the schoolgirl's voice.

The senior girl took Zhou Jieyi's hand and walked towards the door where I was. I quickly buried my head, neither wanting to see the two of them greasy and crooked, nor wanting to be seen by the two of them.

But even though I buried my head deeper, I was still seen by Zhou Jieyi.

"Little Trumpet, why are you here?"

As he passed by me, he grabbed my elbow and stayed beside me.

"It's your business."

I didn't look at him, and ruthlessly pushed his warm hand away.

He also seemed a little startled, and froze in place, his stiff hand stopped in the air.

The senior sister beside him was still holding his other hand tightly. The younger sister raised her eyes, looked at him, and squinted at me angrily.

"Senior, let's go, or you won't be able to catch the next game."

Zhou Jieyi didn't seem to hear anything, there was no expression on his face, he just looked at me quietly.

"Let's go, senior!"

The younger sister was anxious, stomped her feet, she held Zhou Jieyi's arm and dragged it hard, and in the end she successfully pulled Zhou Jieyi away.

I kept my head down and lined up. I just felt a little more choked in my throat, and I was a little speechless......

Yu Wei behind me suddenly put his hand gently on my shoulder, as if comforting me something, and as if giving me some wordless support.

It was time for us to play the game, and I grabbed my pen and looked at the blank note, unable to write anything, unable to think of anything. I just felt that my brain was in a mess, and my mind was full of intimate pictures of Zhou Jieyi and that schoolgirl.

The time to write the note was almost over, but my note was still blank. In the end, I had to write down casually, "Let's go to college!" I want to embrace luck and good ......"

After writing a note in boredom, it is boring to draw a note again.

I don't know whose note I drawn, it's completely unfamiliar handwriting. The note was written with the name of a university, probably the master's goal for the college entrance examination.

I took a casual look and folded the note back into the draw box.

Boredom had spread out of my eyes and spread all over my face. But Yu Wei played this game with great relish, he probably drew a note from an acquaintance, he read the note several times, and finally carefully folded it and put it in his pocket.

He didn't mention anything about the note to me until the game was over.

He just curled the corners of his mouth slightly as he usually did, looking at me tenderly. He grabbed my wrist again, but we didn't move on to the next game spot.

He took me through the dark school lanes and the noisy school stalls.

Fragments of starlight fell on the lawn, and he and I sat idly in the midst of the starlight.

We talked a lot that night, about dreams, about universities, about college entrance exams, about me and him......

…………

"It's not early, let's rest early!"

Yu Wei sent me back downstairs in the dormitory before letting him take my wrist.

He waved at me, pursing his lips as if he hadn't said anything else.

He and I looked at each other silently for a long time. He seemed to be waiting for me to enter the dorm building, and I was waiting for him to speak.

But I didn't wait for anything in the end, I shrugged my shoulders indifferently, "Okay, then I'll go back first, goodbye, Yu Wei." ”

"Goodbye, Yumejin!"

Yu Wei waved at me until I couldn't see him in the dormitory building, and he left.

…………

After returning to the dormitory and taking a shower, I rubbed my still dry hair with a bath towel while cleaning up my useless schoolbag that had been hanging in class all day.

Suddenly, I pulled out a familiar yellow sticky note in my bag.

"You're going to play tomorrow, go to bed early tonight, drink plenty of warm water, don't drink ice."

The scribbled handwriting on the note is also familiar to me.

I don't know when Zhou Jieyi put this note in my school bag, and I don't know why he put down this note, obviously I have treated him like that......

There is also a string of pasted words on the back of the sticky note. But I could see it vaguely, probably asking me why I didn't go to his game.

I flipped through the note back and forth, looking at the words of concern over and over again, and reading the words of inquiry over and over again.

I thought maybe I should explain to him why it happened, and tell him, I've seen all your games, and I've been supporting you from afar. Just as you care about me, I am no less than you.

But just as I picked up my phone, the prompt tone of the WeChat message also rang at the same time. But that person is not Zhou Jieyi, but Yu Wei.

"Did you sleep?"

"Not yet."

"Whose note did you draw today?"

"I don't know, it's a stranger, right?"

"But I won you!"

I was a little shocked in front of the phone screen, and I remembered him folding the note as if it were a treasure and putting it in the pocket of his jacket......

"Really? That's a coincidence, isn't it? ”

"That's right, so let's work together and go to college to embrace luck and beauty! Maybe we'll be as close as this note. ”

"This ...... Even if it's an agreement! Mengjin, let's work together! ”

"Good!"

Looking at this childish agreement, I couldn't help but giggle out loud. The dullness and annoyance of the night dissipated with this laughter......

The white, gentle, white-clad boy with black-rimmed glasses appeared in my mind over and over again. And this clean, sunny boy is coping with my childhood childlike fantasy of all the beautiful love. I fantasized that he would always hold my hand, and I fantasized that he would protect me, all the time.

Maybe Yu Wei is my destiny......

Thinking of this, I screamed loudly and excitedly, and rolled on the bed, my hands and feet trembling with excitement. With a big grin, the eight teeth in front of his mouth were all exposed to the air without exception, and even the gums were not spared.

"And what did you write on your note?"

I messed around in bed for a long time before I remembered to ask Yu Wei about it.

"Nothing, you'll find out later!"

I frowned, pouted dissatisfiedly, and whispered to myself, "How can I know if you're so tight-mouthed?" ”

…………

But later, I really knew what was written on Yu Wei's note.

His note was written with a confession about youth.

"Mengjin, I seem to like you a little bit......"